Following my boyfriend's suggestion, I booked a room with a private jacuzzi and a Finnish sauna at the hotel. She was excited about the idea, and our second date was sure to be even more special and romantic than the first.
As I was getting ready, I glanced at my naked reflection in the mirror. I couldn't help but feel nervous about what to wear, but even more nervous about the fact that she would soon see me in all my vulnerable glory.
Except for my boyfriend, no one has seen me completely naked in years. Sure, there were random voyeurs in the sauna and my neighbor, who probably caught a glimpse of me walking naked around the apartment, but that's hardly comparable to standing exposed before someone you desire, knowing full well they might be judging every inch of your body.
Over the years, my body has changed in a variety of ways, some positive and some negative. My butt grew larger, while my chest shrank from a nearly C-cup to a small B-cup. Consistent exercise and a well-balanced diet helped me gain muscle definition, but it became more difficult to maintain my weight and hourglass shape.
Nothing, however, had been more intimidating than the uncertainty that had accompanied the revelation of my prominent inner labia. She was about to become intimately acquainted with a woman for the first time, and I was concerned about how she would react and whether she would find me attractive. I had never been fully comfortable with my body, and this insecurity had only amplified in the face of such vulnerability. Despite my fears, I knew that I wanted her and was willing to take the risk.
I opened the drawer and pulled out a lacy, black lingerie set, hoping it would make me feel more confident. As I slipped it on, I reminded myself that ultimately, the most important thing was being true to myself and my desires.
"You're going to wear that?" my boyfriend asked from behind me.
I turned around to face him, feeling a little self-conscious. "Yes, I am," I replied with a smile.
"You look great," he said. "However, I believe you can wear something sexier."
I couldn't help but feel a little annoyed at his comment, but I tried not to show it. "What do you suggest?" I asked, hoping he would give me some helpful advice.
"Lacy panties are nice, but I would pick thongs," he replied with a smirk.
I knew he was right—my butt would look better in a thong—so I scoured my drawer, looking for a suitable pair to match my bra. After finding a black lace thong, I slipped it on and turned to face him.
"Perfect," he said with a nod of approval, and he picked up the black dress I had laid out on the bed. As I slipped into the dress, I couldn't help but feel confident and sexy in my matching lingerie.
"You look amazing," he said as he zipped up the back of my dress.
I thanked him and met his gaze, feeling a heat rising within me. As our eyes lingered on each other, my curves shivered beneath the luscious black dress that clung to every inch of me like a second skin, making me ache with desire for what lay ahead.
"Have a great time tonight," he said with a smile. "Enjoy yourself and don't worry about anything."
I smiled back at him, feeling grateful for his support and encouragement. As I walked out the door, I couldn't help but feel a little nervous about what the night would bring, but also excited to see where it would take me.
While I was walking toward my car, my phone chimed with a message from her. She texted me, saying she was really nervous because it was her first time with a woman. The message made me think that she was going to cancel our date, but I decided to reply and reassure her that everything would be okay.
I told her that I was nervous as well, but that we could take things slowly and not do anything that either of us felt uncomfortable with, and I made sure she knew I didn't have any expectations other than a few hours of relaxing in the sauna and jacuzzi. Not having sex seemed almost unimaginable, but, at the same time, just enjoying each other's company was enough for me. Her response was positive, and I felt relieved that we were on the same page.
When I arrived in front of the hotel, I saw her waiting for me with a warm smile on her face. We shared a warm embrace before entering together. Despite my attempts to remain composed, a flutter of nerves danced in my stomach as we crossed through the doors and I hoped the receptionist wouldn't recognize me; after all, I had been here on many occasions with my boyfriend and knew that it was widely regarded as the kind of place lovers frequented for intimate rendezvous.
As we approached the desk, I felt a wave of relief wash over me because the person behind it was someone I had never seen before. When he saw us, the elderly man's face lit up with a friendly smile, and he kindly asked how he could assist us. I quickly checked in, and we made our way to the room, excited for the night ahead.
The room was as spacious and clean as I had expected. There was a bathroom, a separate area with a shower, a cozy bed in the center, and a luxurious jacuzzi nearby. The sauna was located in the far corner of the room.
My date seemed to be trembling with nervous energy, her gaze locking onto me for an instant before quickly shifting away. Her anxiety was palpable in the air around me, and I knew that if we didn't act quickly, it would overwhelm us both and ruin our night.
I was aware she smoked cigarettes, and I wasn't thrilled about it, but at the time, I wished she had one to help her relax. To relieve the tension, I suggested she go out to the balcony and smoke while I made us something refreshing.
She smiled and thanked me before heading out. I went to the minibar and got some Coke and Jack Daniels to make drinks for us. As I handed her the glass, she took a sip and closed her eyes in appreciation.
"This is exactly what I needed," she sighed.
We sat in comfortable silence, drinking our drinks, and all the jitters seemed to fade away as we gazed at the breathtaking city skyline, its twinkling lights punctuating an already romantic evening sky.
After she finished her cigarette, she took a piece of gum out of her purse, and I appreciated her consideration for my non-smoking preference. We chatted as we sipped our drinks, enjoying the cool breeze and the sound of the distant traffic. The city seemed to come alive at night, and we both felt grateful for this moment of peace amidst the hustle and bustle of our busy lives.
We went back into the room because she needed to use the restroom. While she was getting ready, I filled the jacuzzi with hot water and bubbles.
When she exited the restroom, she walked up to me and flashed a sultry smile. Without a word of warning, she gripped my cheeks with her soft palms. Her unexpected touch startled me, but I couldn't deny the chemistry between us. The scent of her perfume filled my nostrils, and I felt myself getting lost in the moment. I leaned in for a kiss, and she wrapped her arms around my neck.
Her lips were soft and warm, and I felt a rush of emotion that made my heart skip a beat. Our tongues danced together in a slow, sensual rhythm, and I knew that this was the beginning of something special. She tasted like a cool minty whisky, and all I wanted to do was keep sipping on her forever.
As we pulled away, I looked into her eyes and saw a spark of desire that mirrored my own. It was clear that we both wanted more, and I couldn't wait to explore every inch of her body.
"I've been wanting to do that for so long," she said breathlessly.
"Me too," I replied, feeling a surge of excitement.
I pulled her in for another kiss, and this time it was even more intense than before. Our bodies pressed against each other, and I knew that this was just the beginning of an unforgettable night.
When I drew back, her eyes were filled with a craving and an intense longing for more. She bit her lips seductively, arching an eyebrow as she asked me if I'd let her take off my dress. A tingle ran through my body as I nodded eagerly, turning around so she could have easy access to the zipper. As she slowly unzipped my dress, I felt her hot breath on my neck, which gave me the most delicious shivers.
With the dress pooling around my feet, I stood before her in nothing but my provocative lingerie. She looked me up and down as I turned to her, feeling my heart race with anticipation. Her eyes seemed to hypnotize me as she slowly traced her finger lightly along my neckline and shoulders. A ripple of pleasure ran through my veins as I stood there vulnerable yet daringly confident beneath her gaze.
Her delicate fingers moved slowly across my tingling skin, and I softly gasped as her touch reached my breasts and caressed them urgently through the fabric of my bra. The gentle flame that had ignited between us was quickly becoming an all-consuming fire, and I let out a low plea from my throat, "Take it off."