The sensation of Lupe’s fingers stroking his cock, squeezing its skin and causing his muscles to tense up played on his mind. It was amazing. Blowjobs had always felt good to Jimmy, but having Lupe give it to him was something else.
A few days had passed since Lupe had blown sixteen-year-old Jimmy's mind, and his cock. A memory like that would forever be ingrained in Jimmy’s memory. Not only was the experience of several nights ago absolutely amazing, Jimmy was just glad Lupe didn't hate him and report him to the school for peeping on her in the girls’ change room. The two hadn't seen each other since that night a few days ago, and Jimmy had honestly been avoiding Lupe if she ever approached him. If he were hanging out with his stepsister or any of Lupe’s other friends, he would immediately excuse himself and walk away.
One day, Jimmy was sitting alone at a lunch table outside, thinking about what he should do next. He had no idea how to act around her after what had transpired between the both of them. Lupe dominated his thoughts, and no girl his age had come even close to affecting him the way she did. Lupe was older than him, more experienced, so sexy, it was a series of turn ons that no other girl in his grade could give him.
The problem was that there were so many questions left unanswered. Was what happened just a one time thing? If it was, he’d hate it, but he could live with it, but what if she wanted something else to happen? If so, should he approach her? Should he wait for her to approach him first? All the questions gave Jimmy a massive headache.
It was due to these thoughts and questions that Jimmy had received C’s instead of his usual A’s on his past two tests. Jimmy was at such a prestigious school, with good extra curriculars, great friends, but the only thing he really cared about was what was going to happen next between him and Lupe. Porn was useless to him now. He had gotten a taste of the real thing with Lupe, and not only would anything but real sex suffice, he also only wanted to do it with Lupe.
Lupe was just so…
“Hey.”
A feminine voice interrupted Jimmy's deep thinking and he turned to face the girl that had spoken. Jimmy’s eyes widened at the realization of who it was: Lupe, or Carmen as she was called in the video.
“You seem pretty deep in thought,” Lupe quipped at him.
“I, yeah. There’s been a lot for me to think about the past couple of days.”
Lupe pulled out a chair on the opposite side of the table from Jimmy and crossed her legs. Jimmy couldn’t help but look and see if he could peer up her short, white, pleated tennis skirt as she crossed her legs, but no dice.
“So,” Lupe began. “Look, Jimmy, what you said to me, about how much you like me and how beautiful you think I am, it was really sweet. If we were the same age, then maybe I could find it in me to pursue a relationship with you, but I’m two years older than you, and you're my best friend's younger brother. I can’t do this to Alicia.” Lupe sucked in a big breath. “So, I just want us to be friends, good friends, okay?”
Jimmy was disappointed, no doubt, but still, he understood where she was coming from. “Yeah, I understand what you mean. That would probably be best.” His tone indicated that he was disappointed but agreed with Lupe. On the inside though, he was practically screaming that ‘friends’ wasn’t enough for him. He needed her in a way that friends did not act around each other.
Lupe patted one of his hands that rested on the table just as the bell rang and she excused herself so that she could go to her next class. Jimmy just sat for a while, regretting having not argued why they should pursue a relationship that was more than just as friends. He started to feel like he was giving up on something that he needed in order to keep on living. Lupe’s words about his age stung him particularly, as he wished he had fought back and told Lupe that they were only two years apart and both teenagers, that there was nothing illegal about what they had done, and most importantly, they clearly enjoyed what had taken place between them, so why stop? If only he had said...
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The following day Jimmy went to his morning classes as usual, but he didn't have any in the afternoon, as he scheduled everything earlier in the day so he was free to enjoy the afternoons as he saw fit. He decided to visit some friends in the girls’ dorm for a change. He was wearing a blue Hawaiian-shirt with rolled up sleeves over a white t-shirt and jeans. One of his friends, Jenna, complimented him on how he looked, causing Stacey to giggle at her friend’s attempt to flirt with him.
While he may have gotten along better with the older teens on campus, Jimmy was still able to have a good time with anyone that was at least roughly his age. As they were talking about what new movies were coming out soon, he noticed that he was carefully studying his female friends. They were all nice, and cute, certainly nothing to scoff at, but they just didn't make him feel the way Lupe did. While they made him feel relaxed, Lupe made him feel nervous, a nervousness that made him want to act dangerously and do whatever it took to get physical with her.
After a few more minutes, Jimmy excused himself and decided to take a walk. It was raining, so he just found himself walking around the dull white halls of the dorm buildings since the student centre had just closed for the day. Without realizing he was doing it, he walked up to the second floor of the girls dorm, which just so happened to be the floor his stepsister, Alicia, and more importantly, Lupe’s, room was. As he emerged from the stairwell, Jimmy just so happened to run into the one person he couldn’t stop thinking about.
“Oh, h-hey, Lupe,” he stammered as he gave a weak smile.
“Hey, Jimmy,” Lupe smiled back completely natural, as if none of the past few days had occurred between them. Lupe was wearing a tight purple athletic tank top under an open jean jacket with short jean shorts and cork-wedge sandals, the exact same shorts and sandals that she had been wearing in the porn video he had seen her in that started all of this. If she had been wearing the same blue tank top, Jimmy just might have lost it and leapt at her right there in the hallway.
“What's going on?” Jimmy asked.
“Not much. I just dropped a math book off to Hilary that she let me borrow for a final,” Lupe replied as the two found themselves walking next to each other, towards her room.
“Cool,” Jimmy replied.
“I'm just headed back to my room now.” Lupe continued. “So, what’s up with you?”
“Nothing really. I hung out with some friends from here, but to tell you the truth, the girls my age are kind of annoying. They giggle at everything I say and never want to talk about anything serious,” Jimmy complained.
Lupe laughed. “Yeah, the 'giggle at everything a guy says,' it’s a classic. It might be a sign that they like you as more than a friend.”
“Well I don’t like them in that way.” Jimmy explained, “I like girls who know what they want and work to get it. Someone who is more mature, smart, someone who is experienced physically. A girl like-”
“Like me?” Lupe said as they stopped right at her door.
Jimmy turned to face her.
“I mean, kind of. I’m just saying that those are the qualities I like in a girl, you know? You just happen to have all of them.”
“Uh-huh.” Lupe bit her lower lip and crossed her arms. She looked Jimmy up and down and noticed a large bulge in his jeans. She moved a finger over towards Jimmy’s crotch and tapped the small mountain that was forming. “He like me too?”
Jimmy looked down and recoiled at what he saw. He didn’t even know that he was semi-erect. It must have happened as he was thinking of the qualities about what he likes in a girl, which included being knowledgeable physically, a trait he came up with as he thought back to Lupe in that video.
“Shit,” he said as he turned his body so that she couldn’t see it. I have got to work on my self control!
“You really do like me? Like a lot, don't you?” Lupe asked sarcastically.
Jimmy just stood there, unable to figure out what to say next. The answer was obviously yes, but how could he phrase it more eloquently? Before being able to think of an answer to her question, he felt Lupe’s hand take hold of his and gently pull him into her room before removing her sandals.
“Take off your shoes. Your sis hates when someone gets dirty water on her favorite rug.”
Once inside, Lupe locked the door and Jimmy took off his shoes as he was told.
“So, where is Alicia anyways?” Jimmy asked, referring to his stepsister that shared the room.
“Out for the evening with Jack, as always since they hooked up,” Lupe informed him as she proceeded to lower the shades on all of the room’s windows and turn on a few table lamps, but not the room’s main fluorescent light. The room had a dark, but semi-warm feeling due to the lamplight. The splashing of rain against the windows was the only thing interrupting the silence in the room.
Lupe walked over to her bed and sat on it as she motioned for him to join her with a single finger. Jimmy walked over and sat next to her, his heart racing. Was she going to take his hand and explain again why they should just be friends, or was something more intimate about to take place? She faced him and placed her hands on his shoulders and started to massage them. She could feel the nervous tension in his body start to drift away as Jimmy breathed deeply and slowly, closing his eyes, enjoying the feeling.