It had been two years since my father had died when I was sixteen, and I never thought I would love anyone as much as I loved him. My Mother started dating this tall handsome man with really aristocratic features about a year after Dad died, and at first I resented him, but as time went by, I grew to like him more and more. Mum was so happy with him, and he even paid attention to what I was doing and encouraged me to apply for college.
He had this wonderful house in the country that looked almost like a stately home with lovely staircases and more rooms than I could count. When he asked Mum to marry him I was thrilled, especially when he told me I would be moving in with them after they returned from their honeymoon. When they got back Mum seemed to have changed, but I just assumed it was from the great time they'd had. Dad showed me my new room and took me on a proper tour of the house, which was even better than I could have imagined.
One room however, which had a big oak door and the word "Study" with a big brass plaque on it, he walked right by.
"Can I see in there?" I asked.
"That is private, unless I ask you to come in. You are not to open that door ever or I will be most displeased".
I'd never seen him that serious before, so it really made me curious as to its contents all the more. Well after a couple of months I noticed Mum was just not her usual self, but she kept saying everything was fine, just different from what she'd expected. David, which was his name, was very formal, but also seemed to be very loving to Mum and me, but I knew something was different, even though I couldn't put my finger on it.
One night about 9.30pm he told me he thought I should go to my room as he had something to attend to, and he and Mum needed to be alone. I didn't think much of it, so I said goodnight and trotted upstairs to my lovely room. I got undressed and into my nightie, washed myself and went to pick up my book, which I realized I'd left downstairs.
As I said, this was a big house and my bedroom was in a far corner, so I had quite a way to walk. On the way to the living room I passed the study and noticed a light was coming from under the door, and then I heard voices from inside. I didn't think much of it and carried on to the living room where I picked up my book and started to go back to my bedroom. As I got outside the study, the voices got louder and I could hear my parents talking, with Dad sounding like he was annoyed at something and Mum seeming to apologize. I don't know why, but I stopped when I realized that sitting on the steps outside, I could hear them clearly.
"Well I have no other choice, " I heard him say. "Come here, remove your skirt, pull down your knickers and bend over the end of the desk!"
"Please don't!" Mum said. "I promise it won't happen again."
"So far it's only six, but one more word and it will be twelve."
I wondered what the hell they were talking about.I heard shuffling and then a swishing sound, followed by another. I still hadn't figured out what was about to happen until he said, "Now bend over!" Suddenly I heard that same swishing sound followed by a loud crack, and then Mum let out a scream.
My god, he was caning her. I heard the whistling sound of that cane five more times, followed by a thud as I imagined it landing on her poor bum. My heart was racing. This wonderful man was beating my mother.
"Now get up and go to bed, before I decide to give you more!"
I rushed upstairs as fast as I could, as I certainly didn't want to get caught. When I got back to my room, my heart was fluttering and my knees were wobbly. Although the thought of my Mum suffering was awful, at the same time something stirred in me that was exciting in a way I didn't understand at the time.
I tried to get my Mum to tell me about it, but short of asking her outright I couldn't think of what to say.
"Is everything okay with you and Dad?"
"Oh yes, it's fine. One day you'll understand the relationship between a man and woman is very complicated."
My curiosity about how often this happened got to me, and I waited about a month until we were together in the living room one evening and noticed that they were both very quiet. I made some excuse about having a rough day and said I was going to have an early night, and went off to bed. I had purposely left my book in the living room, as I needed an excuse, should they hear me and wonder what I was doing downstairs.I took my time and changed into my sexiest nightie, and put on my silk dressing gown. Don't ask me why I needed to do this but it just seemed right for some reason.
After waiting about ten minutes I went downstairs, and sure enough, the light was coming from under the study door again and I could hear them speaking. I went to pick up my book so that if anyone came out at least I would have the reason for being there in my hand. Back outside the room I took up my position on the stairs again and listened. David seemed far more upset this time and before I knew it, I heard the same instructions as before to strip and bend over. Once again he swished the cane a half dozen times in the air and then I heard the words,
"Are you ready?"
"Yes," my Mum said. Swish followed by that awful crack sound and then Mum's scream of pain. Each stroke elicited the same reaction, but to my horror it didn't stop at six but went all the way to twelve.