Like a whirlwind of cosmic proportions, life buffeted me about, a prophetic tempest of chance and emotion. The gamut of elation to despair, events from impossible to the probable, assailed me. Of woes I was amply blessed, but those that have tend to receive, some Karmic form of compound interest. Chance, happenstance, magick, and fate were playing roulette with my soul. The gods seemed to be playing a game of cricket with my life; there was no rest for the wicked.
Following my abduction by murderous, satanic occultists, Hell-bent, if you'll pardon the pun, on decorating their sickly flesh in my life's blood to steal and absorb my powers, I turned over a new leaf in life. Gone were the days of selfishly draining others. Brooke, the owner of club Diamond, was more than eager to offer her lusty essence to feed my soul and power. I gave back, more than I partook, my soul intertwining with hers, merging in intimate passion. Alas, our affair was short-lived.
After meeting me for dinner, at a classy place with excellent service, horny waiters and sex-oozing waitresses constantly attending, in the hopes of raw passion and dirty sex, they treated us like goddesses on earth. The sexual tension between us close to erupting, we hastened to my home, our gourmet, cream-filled desserts to go. After using our pastries as sexual fodder, licking the sweetness off of each other’s writhing flesh, she had spent most of the night, only to flee in terror.
Brooke, in hysterical panic, shrieked on and on about a ghostly woman in a tattered, bloody white dress, her long black hair billowing in a ghostly breeze. The specter of Mrs. Langston had appeared to her, threatened her, and sent her speeding away, in tears, away from my life.
Casper arrived home from the hospital the next morning. Battered, bruised, arm bandaged, but still smiling, he welcomed me with hugs, a steamy kiss that set my lust ablaze, and multiple thanks for helping him escape. His important "talk" was not what I had feared. He felt compelled to explain that the reason he insisted on the subterfuge, claiming his wound was due to a construction accident, was that he had previously had multiple run-ins with the occultists, never trusted them, and he, additionally, had several metaphysical artifacts lying about that were sourced from less-than-ethical markets. He'd rather nosy policemen and questioning detectives not be involved. He seemed ignorant that my magick had orchestrated our escape.
He was drifting in and out of consciousness, claiming he only remembered the Taser gun, waking up tied upside down to the cross, me on the table, then periods of blackness after his bloodletting, only fully coming to when I released him from his binds. I was happy to weave a tale of loose ropes, a change of heart from one of the Satanists, and making a hasty retreat. His expression remained neutral. I didn’t know if he believed me, but he didn’t press the issue. I suspected that he knew.
Adding complication to chaos, the news-casting version of Stoppard's Rosencrantz and Guildenstern, Sandy and Hank, highlighted the disaster we'd left behind on the local news. Still enjoying their hate-hate relationship, they dubbed the place "Hell House."
“In something straight out of a horror movie, authorities just outside of Dovefield responded to calls about an abandoned farmhouse in flames. What they discovered has left them baffled,” Sandy said to the camera in bubbly, newscaster tones.
“Emergency first responders,” Hank added, “arrived at the scene late yesterday afternoon. They described it as an occult ritual gone wrong. After the flames were quenched, human remains, in various states of decay, were discovered in the upstairs of the crumbling house and on the grounds. But it gets even more gruesome from there. Since you know all about gruesome, Sandy, take it from here.”
She shot him a look of loathing. “In the basement, authorities discovered three newly-deceased adult bodies, two men and one woman. The men had been stabbed multiple times, the woman strangled.”
The scene cut to a nervous policeman, obviously not comfortable in front of the mic. “It appears that there were initially four of them, probably some Satanic ritual or something. One of them killed the other three then set the place on fire to cover their tracks.”
The scene cut back to Sandy and Hank. Sandy was speaking, "Police are currently investigating what seems to be one of the most brutal murders in recent history."
“When they catch him, I wonder if he’ll say, ‘the Devil made me do it?’” Hank chuckled.
“Shut up, Hank!”
The implications rattled my soul like a choir of banshees. Either the evil, vile, despicable Renstar, or the not-entirely evil, nameless, tattooed woman had escaped. The revelation kept me constantly on edge. At first, I lived in a constant panic, later anger, and the desire for vengeance. Aphrodite, herself, had told me that wrath is sometimes needed. If my savior had escaped, then it was the blessing of my goddess; if it were Renstar, then she and I had some unfinished business. Almost a week later, I told Casper that one of them had escaped.
“She knows where I live. I say bring it on. I prefer a straight fight. Besides, I’m protected.”
“Protected?” I inquired.
Holding up his wrist, that odd, tumbled-stone bracelet he always wore, now slightly blood-stained, glistened in the light. “Magical fetish.”
“I don’t see how your kinks play into this,” I joked, attempting levity.
“Not that kind of fetish.” He smiled. “This little trinket is magicked, enchanted, and charmed to protect me against the influences of magick, with a ‘K’.”
“Really!” I exclaimed with sudden understanding. “That explains why…” I stopped myself from blurting out that it explained why he was impervious to my sexual powers.
Seeing his inquisitive stare, I launched into telling Casper about Brooke and her sighting of what I assumed was the spirit of Mrs. Langston, following up with a weak statement that was why he hadn’t seen the spirits reputed to haunt the estate.
“Odd,” he mused, “how some see her, some feel her, and others don’t seem to be sensitive.”
"Some people are just sensitive to the esoteric," I mentioned. "I thought an expert, such as you, would know that."
“I do,” he exclaimed. “That’s what makes it odd. Those that are sensitive never seem to encounter her. I more than half suspect that our phantom is a figment of overactive imaginations.”
This is not to say that the past weeks had been nothing but disaster and despair. Aunt Grace’s second tome, her middle grimoire, opened a new universe of powers and abilities. The first book was mostly a treatise on how to personalize one’s access to the supernatural gifts of the divine, plus a few warnings and primers on how to focus those powers. The second book dealt entirely with how to harness one’s abilities into malleable energies that could be used to affect change in the physical world.
While certain abilities had manifested themselves through intuition and happenstance, the second book outlined the steps, spoke of the potential, and laid out the price. A tapestry of cautionary warnings was woven into the prose; this time I heeded them. The described magick didn’t merely stress the bounds of suspension of disbelief, it shattered them, disintegrated them. Jedi mind tricks, already achieved intuitively, were detailed. Total possession of another was described. Enslaving one’s will to do your bidding was given special attention. Communing with animals, humans, and spirits were all laid out in detail.
I merely needed to find some pathway from divine lust and passion towards my end goal. As usual, Aunt Grace described things as “your ritual.” My ritual involved orgasms, passion, lust, and desire. My vestment was my nudity. None of those were the most socially acceptable things in existence. Nonetheless, I was growing in ability, now able to achieve ritual trance almost at will. It took energy and concentration, but I could do it. Linking control, manifestation, luck, and other things into divine horny passion took some imagination and lots of experimentation. With increased control and conservation of energy, my magick was no longer a bomb exploding in fury, but a laser with precision focus, utilizing only the necessary power and lust, wasting nothing.
The revelation that my Aunt Grace wasn’t just warning me crept into my consciousness. As the timbre and tonality of her writing changed, I realized that she had made all these same missteps herself. Her words, encased in side-note symbols, were confessional. “Though we know better, heady with power we choose worse.” Her succinct observations of human nature rang true. “Beware the desires of others. Human nature ultimately devolves into greed, laziness, selfishness, and violence. Others will try to use you for their own gain.”
Still, I remained wary over the possibility of Renstar seeking me out for some power-hungry, satanic vendetta. My cottage and Langston manor repaired and fortified, my powers shaped into defensive and protective energies, spells ready to launch with the flick of a wrist, I felt a little more at peace. Every lithe, pale-skinned woman that came into view was a possible Renstar, waiting to snuff out my life. They startled me to the extent of becoming a phobia. My mind reeled, my body panicked every time I saw someone similar to her. That was when I saw her.
I was back on campus, in disguise, hair covered in a dark scarf, wearing sunglasses, and concentrating on not emanating lust and passion. As desperately as I had wanted to be desired by all, sometimes one needs some solace, hence the disguise to avoid the Lilith Aphrodite fans. Seated on a bench in the quad, concentrating on hearing the thoughts of others, another lesson from Aunt Grace, I saw a thin, dark-haired woman seated on the grass, slouching over a book. A startled gasp and attentive appraisal later I recognized her. It was not Renstar, thank the Goddess, but somebody I had been thinking about for some time.
Her close-cropped dark hair capped a young-girlish figure with pert breasts, obviously pierced and braless beneath her college t-shirt, long, thin legs drowning in a baggy set of ragged cutoffs, and kissable lips that caused instant, overwhelming passion. Had her image not been already seared into my mind, I would have still recognized her. She was the feminist leading the rally when I first gained my powers, the one that first nicknamed me Lilith. She had an open book, titled “Post-Modern Feminist Theory,” sitting in her cross-legged lap, those beautiful eyes were shedding tears.
Opening the spiritual doors within, those that would allow my infinite lust and passion to flow outwards, I approached her, smiling. Her aura was awash with blobs of darkness, despair, emotional pain, and doubt. The glowing sun cast my shadow across her but she held her position, tears flowing freely.
“Why so gloomy?” My voice dripped with all the sensuality, the overpowering need for orgasmic sex that I had been keeping at bay. Her head shot up and I felt that white-hot spark of connection. Pulling off the scarf, my crimson locks freely falling into now-natural, goddess-enhanced loose curls, tearing off my opaque wayfarers, I allowed the heat in my dripping cunt to shoot from womanly essence and permeate her soul.
“Lilith!” she shouted, springing up, the book falling to the grass. She embraced me, hugged me, and kissed my hot lips. The kiss was passionate, star-crossed lovers united for the first time. Her sobs turned to gentle moans, then to needy, urgent passion. I needed to forcibly separate us, lest the mutually shared passions, borne of Aphrodite’s gifts and animal instinct, cause a public scene.