Did You really just call me to meet up with You? Early on that wasn't an option... I didn't realize the boundaries had changed. On the phone I agreed without hesitation. Now, sitting in the parking lot of your hotel, I'm not sure. What will this change? Online, You are pleased with me. Will I please You in person? Then again, maybe nothing will happen. We can just hang out and talk and nothing happen. ''I'm in town. It would be lovely to meet, finally. Come have a glass of wine or a bite to eat with me.''
After struggling over what to wear, I just settle on 'me', - jeans and a blouse and sandals. Driving to the hotel, my mind is racing as fast as I'm driving, a million fantasies in my head. Am I really here... am I really walking thru the lobby and waiting for the elevator... walking from the elevator to your door... raising my hand to knock? Before I can, You open the door and smile, ''How long were you going to stand there?'' Looking into Your eyes and then away, I smile nervously and whisper ''hi''.
You step aside motioning me into Your room, and I step in feeling like I am stepping into another world, Your world. It's a standard room, but it's Your room. I feel Your hands on my shoulders leading me in and offering me a seat at the table in the corner. Before I sit You turn me to face You, and gently pull me into a hug. Am I really this close to You?. Kicking off my sandals, we sit down facing each other while you pour us both a glass of wine. ''You look nervous'' handing me my glass. I don't want to drink too quick, but my throat is parched, my lips dry. ''yes and.. no.. maybe... '' I smile at You. We chat, about your work, the city, the weather.... and other things, I can't remember. But slowly with Your warmth and humor I begin to relax. The bottle is nearly empty, and I excuse myself to the restroom. When I come out, You are standing next to the bed... looking towards me. Suddenly my insides are cold, not with fear, sort of an unknown expectation. You hold Your hand out to me and I take it... ''I thought we might just talk tonight, but perhaps My pet is wanting more?'' Looking at You I nod, but You tell me, ''Use your words''. Words. Words I've wanted to say to You for months now....''yes Sir''. You hold my face and bend Yours to mine and kiss me. Slowly, passionately and long. Your tongue tastes sweet from the wine, and probes my mouth as if seeking out all the secrets I could never speak. Letting go of me You step back, ''Undress for Me''. This is it, my chance to prove myself beyond words on a computer screen. Looking down, I step out of my sandals and begin to unbutton my jeans. ''Don't look down. Look at Me'' you command. Raising my eyes, I look directly at You while sliding my jeans over my hips and letting them fall to the floor. Stepping out of them, I unbutton my blouse, and it slips off my shoulders and also drops to the floor. Hesitating, watching Your face, You nod at me to go on. Reaching behind I unhook my black lace bra and drop it allowing my breasts to hang free. Then I'm pushing the matching underwear over my hips and down my legs, stepping out of them to leave them on the floor with the rest of my clothing. My hands at my sides, I think I should know what do, where to put them, looking at you imploringly for direction. “Turn and face away from me” I obey and stand there, waiting. I can sense you moving around behind me but I don't know what you are doing. And then I can feel You behind me. Hands on my hips you pull me close into you and I feel your hardness pressing into the crack of my ass.You're close behind me, lips grazing my ear. "Did you expect this? For Me to call you?" As I answer, you are slipping something silky over my eyes, "no, Sir. I never expected this." You tie a knot behind my head and gather my hair in Your hands. Gently You run Your fingers through my hair like You are combing it, then quickly my hair is in Your fist and You are pulling my head backwards. I stumble slightly but with Your other hand in the small of my back, You steady my feet. My mouth opens in surprise and before I can react, Your mouth is over mine, Your tongue urgent in it's exploration,Turning me into Your body, Your hands gently on my shoulders push me to my knees.