Months after, Lauren accepted that Tracy would be spanking her on a regular basis and enjoyed the ensuing epic sex sessions they had with each other following those spankings. Their relationship was on a great path. They began to anticipate each other's needs on a level that didn't require either of them to utter a single word.
Sometimes, Lauren would strip naked and stand in the corner where Tracy could easily find her. In that moment, that signaled to both of them that Lauren was ready to be spanked and they would make mad, passionate love to each other. Other times, Tracy would put on a corset and nothing else and present herself to Lauren. That's how Lauren knew Tracy was ready for sex, so that meant she had to be spanked. Both acts went hand in hand and that resulted in Lauren's bottom being red and sore, more days than not.
Their communication skills regarding other issues were in sync, including what they wanted out of life. Both were busy career-women but they wanted more. While out shopping, they would find themselves in the baby and toddler sections looking at the clothes, bottles, pacifiers, sippy cups, mini-utensils, books, coloring books, crayons and toys. They would sigh and say to each other how wonderful it would be to have their own kids so they could buy these items.
They wanted to expand the love they felt for each other to the next generation, so they booked an appointment with their gynecologist who was also an Ob/Gyn. Their appointment wouldn't take place for another two weeks and in the ensuing days, they talked of nothing else. This included while Tracy was spanking Lauren and they were having sex. They wished biology would allow them to get pregnant without assistance.
On the morning of their appointment, Lauren said, "You know we never discussed what would happen if only one of us could get pregnant."
Tracy replied, "You're right. What if that happens? Will we be OK with whatever the results are?"
"I don't care what the results are," said Lauren. "I just want a baby with you."
"Me neither," said Tracy. "Let's get going."
They headed to their appointment and had a joint exam with their fabulous Dr. Carmen Rodriguez.
Dr. Rodriguez was beaming when she entered the exam room and saw them sitting there in their paper gowns holding hands.
"It's so wonderful to see both of you," said Dr. Rodriguez. "I've been wondering when you would start a family. The world needs kids raised by two amazing moms. Now let's see what we're working with. Who wants to go first?"
Lauren quickly volunteered so Tracy moved to the chair against the wall.
Dr. Rodriguez gave Lauren a plastic container and told her to go pee and come back with it to the exam room. When Lauren came back with it filled up, Dr. Rodriguez then took a blood sample and did a full gynecological exam.
Then it was Tracy's turn and when they were done Dr. Rodriguez said, "The odds that neither of you can get pregnant are slim, so don't worry about that. We will have your results in short order."
Dr. Rodriguez gave both of them a hug and left the room.
The anticipation was excruciating for them. Waiting for the results caused both of them to need sex, and for Lauren spankings, more than once a day. Luckily, their appointment was on a Friday which both of them took off of work and there was a three-day weekend. They spent most of that weekend naked and in bed except to get up and take a bath together, eat and go to the bathroom.
Early that following week, Dr. Rodriguez left them a message on their cell phones to come and see her during her late hours that Thursday. They were brought into Dr. Rodriguez's office where she motioned for them to sit down.
"Your test results have come back and it looks like Tracy is the best candidate to get pregnant," said Dr. Rodriguez. "Lauren, there still could be a chance for you but if you want to do this fast, then Tracy should be the one to get pregnant."
Lauren and Tracy looked at each other with smiles and said in unison, "This is great news. Let's do this."
They met with a fertility specialist, Dr. Willa Harris, who was recommended to them by Dr. Rodriquez. Dr. Harris laid out the procedure, including deciding whom would be the sperm donor. They decided to go the anonymous route and five months later Tracy found out she was twelve weeks pregnant. The joy they experienced during this process was infectious and everyone in their circle was so happy for them, including their parents, who couldn't wait to be called grandma and grandpa.
One concern they had was, would Tracy still be able to spank Lauren during the rest of her pregnancy? Lauren had gotten to the point where she craved having her bottom turned bright red and sometimes purple with the ensuing pain on a regular basis and wanted reassurance that this could continue. They didn't know where else to turn, but Dr. Rodriguez so they booked an appointment for the following week.
With trepidation, Lauren and Tracy walked into Dr. Rodriguez's office and immediately Dr. Rodriguez said, "What's the matter?"
"It's not the baby, Dr. Rodriguez," said Tracy. "We have another vital question but we're afraid that you might think less of us after we ask it."
Lauren added, "We haven't told anyone else about this because it's taboo in most circles."
Dr. Rodriguez replied, "Nothing will phase me. Please tell me what you're concerned about."
"Well about a year ago our lives changed in a fundamental way and it was all due to me not pulling my weight with the chores around the house," said Lauren. "Tracy decided we had to discuss this and what resulted from our talk was that I would be," Lauren paused here and looked at Tracy who was squeezing her hand in support, "spanked."
"Wow," said Dr. Rodriguez. "I wasn't expecting that. What does that have to do with your pregnancy Tracy?"
"I gave Lauren a long and hard spanking that night and then we made mad passionate love to each other and our sex life has never been better," said Tracy. "Lauren has been a gem when it comes to her share of the chores since that night. We've fallen into a pattern where when Lauren needs to be spanked she has an unspoken way of signaling that to me and vice versa. We discovered that Lauren can't live without being spanked and both spanking and sex go hand in hand for us now. Lauren's bottom is almost never not red from a blistering that I've administered to her bottom and we don't want to lose that due to my pregnancy."
Dr. Rodriguez moved from behind her desk and pulled up another chair beside the couple and said, "What are your concerns?"
Lauren said, "I'm worried about the effect this will have on the baby. Can Tracy still take me over her knees until her belly gets too big or is that not OK? Does this revolt you that I need this pain in my life?"
"The baby will not take any negativity from you spanking Lauren, Tracy and yes you can still pull Lauren over your knee until it becomes impossible to do so. You just have to give your baby reassurances out loud that they are loved and that mommy is doing this because she loves momma so very much. Playing empowering music while the spanking is happening will also help. Remember, your baby will hear various noises in your womb while you are out and about Tracy. And I don't think you are weird because of this. In fact, you would be surprised to learn how many couples engage in this practice both queer and straight and I know you would never spank your child so it's all good."
Both Tracy and Lauren breathed a sigh of relief and left her office with smiles plastered on their faces. Their lives were on a great course and they were on top of the world. For the next month, they refined their spanking and sex play to incorporate the baby and it only made those experiences more meaningful.
One Saturday morning during Tracy's fifth month of pregnancy she woke up to find her side of the bed wet with urine. She gasped and that woke up Lauren who looked over and saw what happened. Tracy started crying so Lauren moved over and sat next to her cradling her in her chest. Lauren didn't care that she was sitting in Tracy's urine, all she wanted was for Tracy to feel better.
"There, there Tracy," said Lauren. "It's OK. I've read about this once before years ago that sometimes pregnant women's bladders go wonky and that might not even be the case with you. Let's give Dr. Rodriguez a call and find out what to do."
When Tracy's sobs subsided she said, "I love you, Lauren."
"We should get these sheets and mattress pad in the washer and clean ourselves up with a sexy shower," said Lauren. "Later on this morning, we'll give the doctor a call and maybe she can tell us over the phone what to do until she has time to see us in her office."
"OK, that sounds good to me," said Tracy.
They quickly got the washer started and then got in the shower where they took their time to wash each other's bodies and pleasure each other to orgasm. Then they got some breakfast and settled in on the couch to read. At about ten in the morning, they called Dr. Rodriguez's cell phone and asked her about what happened with Tracy.
Dr. Rodriguez told them it was probably incontinence but she wouldn't know for sure until they did some tests. She said they should buy some adult diapers for Tracy to wear at night as a precaution and to stop stressing about this. The one thing she told Tracy to do is ask her mom if she had incontinence when she was pregnant with her and her sister because it can be genetic. She also reminded Tracy that getting pregnant when one is over thirty-five could cause this.
When the call finished, Tracy told Lauren she was a little upset about having to wear diapers.
"I think you would look cute in them," said Lauren.
"Really? Cute? Doesn't this bother you?" said Tracy.
"No, it makes you even sexier in my eyes," said Lauren. "Look at it this way. We will be the most interesting couple that we know of in our circle. I'm looking forward to going shopping for these diapers. You never know. Maybe I will need them someday too. If that's the case then we can be the diaper-wearing mommies."
This made Tracy laugh and because of that, the baby started stirring so she took Lauren's hand and put it on her belly. They reveled in this moment and then kissed each other until they had to come up for air.
Since they had to get the diapers that day, they decided to make it a fun excursion. First, lunch at Panera and then the movie theater to see The Favourite and after that shopping for the diapers. The movie made them so horny that they quickly made a beeline to the store and without a care in the world approached the first friendly woman clerk and asked her for help in picking out the diapers. The clerk was so understanding and kind including taking them to a self-checkout to facilitate the purchase. Tracy and Lauren got home as fast as possible and rushed to their bedroom where they got naked and Lauren got herself ready to be spanked.
They decided that during Lauren's spankings music from Heart, the Indigo Girls, Cyndi Lauper, Carol King, Melissa Etheridge, Madonna, Pat Benatar, Pink, Teagan and Sara, Tina Turner and other women artists would be playing. That night they put Pink on and Tracy picked the Lexan paddle they'd bought eight months ago during their quest to add to their implement basket that was sitting in their closet. Lauren had positioned herself over some pillows across their bed to await the spanking.
Tracy leaned over and kissed Lauren on the mouth.
When she broke the kiss Lauren said, "I love you so much and I can't wait to have my bottom throbbing with pain by your hands."
"I love you too, darling," said Tracy. "It gives me so much pleasure to do this for you. I'm so glad I went down this path with you. Our lives have never been fuller and now with this baby growing inside of me our love has expanded even more."
With that Tracy brought the paddle down onto Lauren's bottom while Pink's "Get the Party Started" was playing on their portable speakers. The cacophony of the upbeat music alongside the smacks of the paddle was like nothing else they'd ever heard and it added dimensions to their play that they planned to continue after the baby was born. They would have to be more discreet and plan these sessions but it was worth it. Lauren's cries of pain resonated throughout the room.
Both Lauren and Tracy repeated out loud how much they loved each other and after fifty smacks of the paddle, Tracy couldn't swing it anymore and collapsed onto the bed. When both of them recovered a little, they each kissed every part of the other person's body with Lauren paying special attention to Tracy's belly. Dr. Rodriguez had told them they could be as vigorous sexually as they always had been because the baby would recognize that as pure love.
Lauren turned over and moved the pillows under her head and then motioned for Tracy to come sit on her face so she could eat her out. Tracy loved this position and the fact that her expanding belly was near Lauren's face made it even more arousing. Lauren brought Tracy to orgasm twice and while she was being eaten out a third time she reached her left hand back and began fondling Lauren's vaginal folds and then thrust her fingers inside her until her g-spot was found. They brought each other to orgasm simultaneously.
When their panting subsided a little, Tracy made her way down Lauren's body and got in between her legs to suck on her clit and bring Lauren to orgasm twice more. It was an exhilarating experience and they had their usual sex drive, Tracy's pregnancy hormones and the sexy movie The Favourite, to thank for these powerful orgasms. They would've continued but Tracy's stomach started to growl so they had to get dinner because it was important for the baby. They decided to order pizza and in the meantime shower again and have Tracy try out the diapers since it was already 7:30 p.m.
Getting out of the shower, Lauren dried Tracy off and then herself and put lotion all over each of their bodies. Then she guided Tracy to their bed and pulled out the diaper. Opening the diaper up, she spread it out so it could be taped up easily on the sides. She kissed Tracy and then told her to raise her bottom. Lauren guided the diaper under Tracy's bottom and before she pulled it up in front she got out the powder they had bought (along with diaper rash cream just in case that happened) and sprinkled some on her wife's nether regions.
Tracy gasped and watched in amazement as Lauren pulled the diaper through her legs and onto her abdomen. It felt very soft and thick against her skin. She didn't even feel weird having this done to her because it was Lauren doing it.
"This feels great, Lauren," said Tracy.
"You do look cute, Tracy," said Lauren. "Let's get you in front of our mirror and you can look at your diaper and I can inspect my bottom."
Lauren gently pulled Tracy up and off the bed and they went to their full-length mirror. Tracy began modeling the diaper while Lauren twisted her body so she could see Tracy's handiwork.
"I love the way this diaper looks on me with my expanding belly," said Tracy. "There's something about the visual of this that's right in the world. Now, I won't be afraid to go to sleep."
"Well you look like a vision Tracy," said Lauren. "And you also were very fierce with your spanking. My bottom is still purple in places and bright red in others. Somehow you got superhuman strength today because your blows were harder than usual and I liked it a lot. You should always spank me very hard."
"I love your bottom when it's all red and purple," said Tracy. "It's a painting that changes depending on the kind of spanking I give you. You bring so much love and joy and excitement into my life and I'm so glad we met all those years ago. We have to thank our parents for doing such a good job setting us up. If they could see us now."
Both of them burst out laughing. They were a sight. One wearing diapers and the other with a spanked bottom. By this time the pizza had arrived so they pulled on their robes, went downstairs to pay the delivery person and went to the kitchen to eat.
"Ooh, Lauren, these diapers feel so good to sit down in," said Tracy. "I love the crinkling sound and the soft, thickness around my bottom and abdomen."
"I'm so glad you love them, Tracy," said Lauren. "I bet you do have incontinence so now you won't be mortified by having to wear diapers for the rest of your pregnancy and beyond."
"Yeah, it doesn't bother me at all," said Tracy.
"I love the throbbing in my bottom as I sit her eating," said Lauren.
"You do have a cute, spankable bottom, Lauren," said Tracy.
They continued eating and sharing more about what they loved about each other. Later on that following week, Tracy was told it was incontinence and that developed into an all day and night condition that didn't stop after she gave birth. In fact, Tracy ended up having to wear diapers for the rest of her life and when their daughter was about one year old Lauren developed incontinence issues that required her to wear diapers all the time too.
Another big change was when Tracy came to Lauren one Sunday afternoon when the baby was at her parents' house for a visit and asked to be spanked. She said the desire kept growing because of her raging hormones so Lauren complied. The sex they had that afternoon was like nothing they had ever experienced because both of them had throbbing, blistered bottoms that sent their nether regions into overdrive. The only thing that stopped their two-hour lovemaking session was their daughter's pending arrival and their need for food.
Due to these changes in their lives, they had to get a waterproof mattress pad in case their diapers couldn't hold their urine and quieter spanking implements. Because they played music before their daughter was born both during and outside of Lauren being spanked, she loved to hear it so they danced as a family at night before they read her a bedtime story and put her in her crib. They couldn't believe how lucky they were to have found each other and the family they were creating. Two years later their other daughter was born and this time Lauren got to do the honors.
Over time, they had to find creative ways to fulfill their spanking and sex desires when their kids weren't around but it was worth it because they loved their kids more than anything else and wanted them to know they came first in their lives. They, in fact, did become the diaper-wearing couple who loved to be spanked but their kids would never know the spanking part until they became adults themselves.