Pt 2
“Will you submit, Abigail?”
Rubbing my cheek against the top of his head I whispered
“Yes, John. I will.”
Pulling back he looked at me, staring for what seemed like minutes.
“You’re sure?” His voice was husky.
“No,” I smile a little, “but I want to be. Show me? Show me what it means to submit to you?”
He leaned back on his heals, rested his flannel pants clad bottom on his heels. He pulled me up off the the mattress, sliding the opened robe from my shoulders.
“Gladly. On your knees Amoré,” he murmured as he slid off the mattress and slid his pants off his hips and let them fall around his feet, stepping out of them he stepped back to the mattress. I looked away from his manhood, his smooth abdomen and firm chest.
“John... the light?”
“No Amoré. I want to see you. I want you to see me. No more darkness. Look at your husband, Abigail.”
I lifted my eyes from my fingers which were twisting nervously in my lap, up to his face. His kind, strong, gentle face, looking back down at me. I looked at his blue eyes, with flecks of green and a hint of navy in them. His dark blond hair falling slightly onto his forehead. His jaw was strong, he shoulders broad and muscular, his arms were molded and strong, his hands capable of great strength but also great gentleness.
I went back to his chest, sculpted and lean down into his abs. I wanted to touch him, could I? I looked down his abs, to his thick thighs that were each about as big as my waist. I slowly took in what was between his thighs, my eyes widening a bit. It stood pointing up towards his abs it was thick and long, I wondered how all of it had ever fit in me before. I licked my lips and looked back up to his eyes. His lips flickering in amusement.
“Can I... can I touch you?”
He ran a finger down my cheek. “Always.”
I kneeled up, I touched his chest with my finger tips, sliding them down to his hip. My other hand I placed flat on his chest over his heart. And slid it down to his other hip, I ran both hands up his sides to his shoulders then down his arms. I picked up one of his hand and placed my other in his palm. My fingertips reached the first knuckle and his fingers curled over mine before relaxing again.
“You’re so strong and big. And beautiful. And you want me?”
I trailed my hands back up his arms and down his sides again. He grabbed one of them pressing the palm to his lips.
“I won’t hurt you, Abigail. And yes. I wanted you the first time I saw you.”
He kissed the palm of my hand again and let it go. I drifted from his hips, to his thighs and up again. Pausing, looking back to his eyes, I touched it with my fingertip, from the hair between his thighs all the way to its tip and back, then the underside. I heard him exhale and looked back up at him.
“You’re killing me, Darling. Here, like this.”
He grabbed my hand and wrapped it around himself, firmly pulling my hand up to the tip and back, and up again.
“Does it hurt? When I squeeze your...”
“Cock?” He chuckled. “Say it,Abigail. Look at me and say it.” He looked at me, raising an eyebrow.
“Cock."I whispered.
His hand tightened around mine, around his cock.
“Eyes, darling.”
I looked up, feeling the heat in my cheeks,
“Cock,” I said again.
He kept moving my hand up and down his length, maintaining eye contact with me. His hips started moving, his hand squeezed mine tighter and moved quicker. His eyes holding mine captive. His breathing quickened, as did my own. With a groan and a hard thrust into our hands he came on my thighs and our fingers. Two more thrusts and three more spurts later his hand relaxed on mine.
“No, Abigail. It doesn’t hurt. Be still, I’ll be right back.”
He stood and walked out the door, and I got a great view of his very nice backside on his way out. He came back a second later with a damp rag.
“It’s cold."
He wiped my thighs, I shivered at the cold rag, goosebumps raising over my skin. He took my hand and lifted my finger to my lips.
“Suck.”
I opened my mouth at his command, and closed over my own finger. And sucked. My eyes widened at the taste. Musky, tangy and slightly warm. He pulled my finger from my mouth and wiped the rest clean. Tossing the rag aside he turned back to me, his hand tangling in my hair he bent and took my lips in his. Forcing his tongue in my mouth, tangling with my own. Tasting me and him, his lips pressing against mine, his hand pulling my hair, tilting my head back further. His other hand at my waist, he moved down my neck again, nibbling at my collarbone.