I struggle to find myself in this world
Laying there in the dark, hurt and curled
Holding myself tight, in fear of rejection
Too scared to look up, and see my own reflection

I shake, I'm cold, I'm wet laying there
As all people can do is stop and stare
Pointing at me, like I'm some side freak show
No one wanting, just to say hello

Then one day you walked past, and stopped to look down
Seeing my face, seeing my frown
You said those words, that I'd longed to hear
"Are you alright?" as I turned, shedding a tear

She held out her hand, to wipe the tear from my face
As she pulled me in close, to give me warmth and embrace
I cried in her arms, as people just carried on walking
Not wanting to bother us, as they continued talking

She helped me to my feet, removing my tears
Wiping away the distrust, wiping away my fears
She told me she was there, to take care of me
For it was me she was told, to come down and see

The look in her eyes, the face of no fear
I knew from the start, she was being sincere
She removed her long coat, to cover my body so cold
Not realizing the story, I was about to be told

She asked me to turn around, to see my reflection
Not to worry about others, I'm under her protection
I felt nervous as I turned, to see what was there
My eyes widened up, as I stood there to stare

My lifeless body laying, wet and cold
As the world around me, begins to unfold
I turn in fear to face her, as I want to speak
But her finger placed on my lips, and a small kiss on the cheek

She whispers in my ear, "do not be angry my child"
"For where you will go, you will always smile!"
I was unsure what this meant, as I began to wonder
Then a bolt of lightning, and a snap of thunder

I awoke to find myself, in darkness and scared
Knowing I was never, properly prepared
Then she appeared, from nowhere through the mist
Walking over to me, and we passionately kissed

She told me the truth, what I'd wanted to hear
"You are with friends now, there is no need to fear
For in this world, we don't stop and stare,
We are here for each other, to help and care"

I had finally found, where I fitted in
Where they were no losers, everyone would win
She took my hand, for my final steps
Through the mist, on this last quest

She showed me the beauty, that God had created
There was not pain, no suffering, no way of being hated
Because I looked different, didn't matter to her
Our time in the world, is just a small little blur

Some of us win, some of us lose
But on earth, they'll always be abuse
Here in my new life, I am able to be free
Not to worry about anyone, looking at the disability on me

We sat down on the green grass, to look up at the sky
As I began to feel something, I began to cry
She turned to look at me, to ask me what's wrong?
So I told her the truth, this all reminds me of a sad song

She wiped the tears from my face, I moved her lock of blonde hair
I looked into her eyes, I couldn't help but stare
Her beauty was unmatched, by no woman you'd find
Especially one, so caring, so kind

I spoke to her the words, she'd longed to hear
"This is where I belong, I'm finally here"
She smiled to me, knowing I was happy
Whereas back on earth, I was so unhappy

We laid there and talked, she took all of my fears
Locked them away, for all those years
We fell asleep, in each others arms
Now I knew, I'd come to no harm ...