Saturday.
It was Rhonda’s mouth on mine. How could I have foreseen that? Her blonde hair fell across me, caressing me as her mouth covered mine and her tongue entered me. It seemed so long, so sinuous. I felt it might go down my throat. One hand was on my breast, lightly stroking my nipple. The other was between my legs. How did this happen? I hadn’t seen Rhonda since the night in the club when she kissed me and I’d run away. Fuck, that tongue. And, oh God, that finger.
Have you ever had a dream that seems to continue after you have woken up? For a few moments, I felt I was still there with Rhonda, the blonde trombonist who’d fucked my ex, Val (Bitch 5 as she was now known in my mind – there having been 4 bitches before who’d hurt me) and of whom Bitch 5 had sent me a picture showing herself, Bitch 5, between Rhonda’s legs. It’s true all I could see was her hair but since that was, at the time, blue, it wasn’t going to be anyone else and Rhonda later confirmed it during a confrontation in a wine bar.
I opened my eyes. There she was, the butch Asian, Sue. She’d taken me very roughly and a few times the night before and we’d fallen asleep, post orgasms, with her still wearing the strappy and me wearing the broad grin of the well-fucked.
We were side by side. She had her limbs spread, her hair tight to her scalp and she snored lightly. I nestled against her, stroking her and decided it was time to show a bit of spirit. Reaching down I began to undo the straps of her harness, admiring the quality of the leather.
“What do you think you’re doing?”
I kissed her mouth softly. “I know exactly what I am doing.”
“Who is in charge here?”
“You are, so shut up and let me get on.”
She gave a muted growl and I continued until I could take the harness off. I raised myself beside her and lifted the bit of the dildo that had been inside her to my lips and kissed it slowly and eased it, short as it was, between my lips. Another growl. Excellent! Sue spread her legs and I knew I’d been right. I leant across her and let my hair trace her thighs and belly as I placed light kisses on her flesh. I lowered myself until my lips were almost, but not quite, in contact with her cunt. I felt a hand gripping my hair.
“If you start, be sure you finish.” The hand pushed me hard into her cunt and I got to work. My tongue curled, lapped, probed and I could tell she was getting there. I shuffled round, never losing contact until I was able to kneel between her feet and get all the access I needed. She lifted her legs and held my hair firmly but not guiding, trusting, I think, my experience to do that. It was a good call on her part.
She looked gorgeous, her pubic hair tightly trimmed, her lips full, her core pink, pinker because of the Asian skin tones. She smelt good too. All I wanted was for her to cum, to make my face shine, to give her something approaching the pleasure she had given me. I knew she’d cum when she fucked me but this was me giving it to her.
And cum she did. It was calm, serene almost. She tensed, I could feel that but the noise she made was more contented sigh than bellow. She bucked a little and tightened her grip on my hair but I knew it was good, satisfying.
She lay back, contentedly stroking my hair.
“Who is Rhonda?”
“What?”
“You were talking in your sleep. You said something about Rhonda.”
“She was the bitch who fucked my ex, Val.” I’d mentioned her over dinner but not by name.
“Ah. You going to get me some tea?”
I got out of bed and wandered, naked, downstairs to her kitchen. I made tea, found mugs and carried two back upstairs to find her sitting up, unselfconsciously exposed. I handed her the tea and slipped back between the sheets beside her.
“Thanks. Your ex, Val, right?” I nodded. “She fucked other people but you thought you were in a relationship?” I nodded again, words seemed pointless. “I told you that the first time we met I’d broken up with a woman who cheated on me, didn’t I?”
“You did.”
“Well, the thing is that since then I haven’t wanted a relationship, at least not one where I am tied to one person. Promiscuity works for me. That doesn’t mean I am saying, right so long and thanks, but it does mean I’m not going to be exclusively your woman. If you cant live with that it’s fine. It’s up to you.”
Up to you. My fucking earworm was back. Val often said it. “Trust me or leave me, it’s up to you.” So I had trusted her and she’d betrayed that trust. You think you’ve got over something then it comes back to bite you in the arse when you least expect it.
I got out of bed and tried to remember where I had left my clothes. “They’re downstairs.” Okay, so now she reads minds. “You’re leaving?”
“The cat.”
“Right. Look, it was fun, really, really good fun. Let’s do it again?”
I kissed her goodbye and went home. It had been fun. It had actually been amazingly good fun. Was I bothered by her promiscuity warning? At the time, yes. Later, I developed a sense of perspective.
~~
I had made quite a lot of progress in the archives. I was closing down one evening when I came upon a large and rather ornate box, wooden with brass corners and a lock with a key in it. I opened it and found the contents obscured by a large Chinese silk shawl which I removed. I wasn’t then to realise what I had discovered but over the next few weeks, I uncovered a truly amazing story.
Florence July 4th 1846
My Darling Alicia
I am in Florence and, oh my darling, how I wish you were here with me to see the wonders. The ancient sits beside the modern. It is a populous city with bustling crowds. It is hot, swelteringly hot…
The letter was passionate, expressing love and desire for Alicia and signed Sheldon Granger. How immodest he seems for a man of that era, I thought.
Alicia Rochester was the older daughter of the founder of the cidermakers and she lived from 1820 to 1892. I discovered her grave in the local churchyard. She never married. I also discovered Sheldon Granger’s grave in the same churchyard. But I found out more about the pair of them from Alicia’s diary.
Late in July 1846, Alicia wrote:
A letter today from my darling Sheldon. How I miss her.
The word ‘her’ leapt out from the page.
She is, or was at the time of writing, in Florence and she wished I could have seen it with her. She can have no idea of how devoutly I wish the same. Her wanderlust is a passion and she needs to feed her curiosity about the world but I am sad that it keeps her from me. How I long to feel her touch again.
Sheldon was the daughter of a mine owner in the North Somerset coalfield. He had become extremely rich and, like Susan Lister in ‘Gentleman Jack,’ Sheldon had inherited a large fortune on her parents’ deaths. Unlike Liste,r she did not run the family business but used her wealth to educate herself, maintain her household and pursue her passion for travel. Their story began to reveal itself to me and I became enthralled as I read their sometimes very explicit words.