I sat at the bar, staring forlornly at the beer in my hand. When the bartender cast me a sympathetic smile, I realized I probably looked like something straight out of a bad country song.
I'd wait five more minutes, I decided. Already, I knew it was no use; I'd been sitting there for half an hour, with no reply to the text I'd sent my date. At least the place wasn't busy on that Wednesday evening. I didn't think I could stand a noisy crowd right then.
Just as I finished the last of my beer, I heard someone call to me. Looking up, I saw a man regarding me with a smile. It took me only a few seconds to recognize him as my sister's boss, but I'd be damned if I could remember his name.
His smile faded a bit. "It is Nick, right?" he asked, sounding a little unsure.
"Yeah, great to see you again!" I stuck out my hand to give his a firm shake.
Sitting down on the barstool next to mine, he said, "I'm Trey, by the way."
"I knew that," I replied too quickly, then flashed a guilty smile. I'd always been a horrible liar.
"To be fair, we've only met once," he pointed out. While he ordered a Vodka Soda for himself and another beer for me, I thought back to that initial meeting. It was on my sister Denise's birthday two months ago, when I'd stopped by her office to take her out to lunch. She'd insisted I meet Trey, whom I'd already heard plenty about. My sister thought the guy walked on water. At twenty-five, Denise had started at the company with little experience, and Trey had taken on the role of her mentor.
I'd chatted with him just a few minutes that day, so it surprised me that he now remembered my name. Having shown up at that office straight from my blue-collar job, I'd appreciated him treating me as an equal during our brief conversation. He wasn't at all arrogant; instead, he showed genuine interest in my answers to his polite questions.
Furtively studying him, I guessed he was in his late thirties, about ten years older than me. Tall and fit, he had dark hair and expressive brown eyes. Though I was happy to sit and chat with him at the bar, I couldn't help but be a little nervous. Last week, Denise had told me she was up for a promotion that would significantly advance her career. It would be Trey who decided whether or not she got it.
I'd have to be careful not to put my foot in my mouth, I told myself. I didn't want to do or say anything that might hurt my sister's chances.
"So," Trey said once our drinks were placed before us, "are you here alone?"
"I am. I got stood up, actually."
"Ah, sorry about that." His smile was similar to the one the bartender gave me a little earlier.
"Wouldn't be the first time," I sighed. "Online dating is fucking brutal." As soon as the words were out of my mouth, I cringed. "Pardon my language."
Trey's smile widened to a grin. "You're fine," he assured me before taking a sip of his drink. "My divorce was finalized earlier this year, but I haven't yet worked up the nerve to get back out there and try meeting someone new."
"I'm sure you'll have an easier time of it than me."
He lifted an eyebrow, his expression curious. "Oh, and why's that?"
Giving him a quick look up and down, I thought the reason was obvious. The man was good-looking and obviously successful, dressed in that tailored suit. As he shrugged out of his suit coat and placed it on the stool beside him, a woman walking by gave him an appreciative stare.
Still, I couldn't very well blurt out that he was easy on the eyes and looked rich, too. So I simply nodded toward the woman. "You've been here just a couple of minutes, and you're already attracting attention."
Trey gave her a mere glance before redirecting his attention toward me. "How do you know it's not you she's interested in?"
With a snicker, I replied, "Believe me, I know."
"Don't be so sure."
As his gaze swept over my body, I found myself squirming a little. Due to my physically demanding job, I had a muscular build, and I liked to stay active even when I was off the clock. Tonight, I'd worn jeans and a polo shirt. My light brown hair had recently been cut, and I kept my beard neatly trimmed. I thought I was attractive enough, but forging a connection that went beyond a hookup seemed impossible for me.
When Trey's eyes met mine again, he leaned a little closer and said, "You have plenty to offer."
I wasn't used to compliments, especially from a guy. My friends and coworkers were far more likely to bust my balls. This conversation with my sister's boss had me feeling strangely flustered, but I feared coming off as an asshole if I ended it too quickly. So I simply forced another smile and told Trey, "I appreciate the vote of confidence."
Slowly, he turned his glass around on the bar top, appearing lost in thought. "You know, Denise is up for a promotion."
The sudden change in topic threw me even more off balance. "She mentioned it, yeah." My tone was cautious as I tried to figure out what Trey was getting at.
"She's told me what a good brother you are." Leaning even closer, he dropped his voice to a murmur. "So I think it's only fair to let you know that you could help her advance at the company."
I knew my face revealed my bewilderment. "Me? How in the world could I help Denise with that?"
Trey placed a hand on my back, guiding me toward him, and I offered no resistance. With his lips close to my ear, he whispered, "By letting me suck your dick."
My eyes widened in disbelief. For a long moment, I was so stunned that I didn't move at all. I simply sat there and let him keep his hand on me. It was only when I noticed the bartender giving us a curious stare that I realized how close, how intimate, Trey and I must have seemed.
Quickly, I shrugged off his touch. My laugh sounded shaky. "You're a funny guy."
"Oh, I'm not joking." Holding my stare, Trey added, "If you let me, I promise Denise will get that promotion."
It was difficult to go from being on my best behavior to being visibly outraged. I ended up landing somewhere in the middle of the two extremes. No longer smiling, my voice was steely as I told him, "I'm sorry if I gave you the wrong impression, but I'm not into guys. And furthermore, I think it's very inappropriate for my sister's boss to proposition me."
"It is," Trey readily agreed. "And it's probably inappropriate for me to tell you that I've fantasized about sucking you off since the day we met."
I had to take a deep breath to calm my growing fury. "And if I say no?"
He shrugged. "Then your sister will stay where she is at the company. In a few years, she might be considered for a more lucrative position."
My jaw was painfully tight. It was all I could do not to deck this fucker. His frame was wiry and athletic, but I still could have easily snapped him in two.
It was the thought of Denise, so sweet and hardworking, and the first in our family to really make something of herself, that kept me from indulging my violent impulses. I understood how much this job, and how much the man sitting beside me, meant to her. She'd be heartbroken if she knew what he was really like.
Would she be even more heartbroken if she knew I had the chance to help her and didn't?
Reluctantly, I inclined my head toward Trey. "So if I let you suck my dick, you swear you'll promote Denise."
His eyes locked with mine. "I give you my word."
"Good, because if you go back on it, I'll beat the shit out of you. Are we clear?"
"Absolutely." Searching my face, he seemed to sense I was about to capitulate. "Do we have a deal, then?" His voice was low, almost coaxing.
I took several large swallows of my beer, then set it down and said, "Let's go."
"Where to?"
"My place." No way in hell was I driving out to whatever ritzy neighborhood this guy called home. The sooner this was done, the better. And afterward, I wanted to go straight to bed and forget the night ever happened.
Once Trey took care of the tab, we left the bar in silence. Only when we were in the parking lot did he say he would follow me to my apartment. I simply nodded in acknowledgement, for I didn't trust myself to speak. My anger still simmered, ready to reach a boil at any moment.
During the drive, I kept glancing in the rearview mirror, hoping Trey would change his mind and drop out of sight.
But he stayed right behind me.
Ten minutes later, we stood in my living room. Before heading out that evening, I'd tidied up the apartment. I always wanted to make a good impression if I happened to bring a woman home. Now, Trey looked around and said, "You have a nice place."