“I’m pregnant.”
It had been nearly three weeks since our last tryst, due to my travel schedule and a week’s vacation for her and her husband.
My mind raced through the possibilities.
“It might be yours.”
It was as if she were reading my mind.
I processed this as tightness filled my chest. My mind raced back to our last encounter. For the first time, we not only fucked without protection, but I filled her with a week’s worth of cum. My rules, my insistence.
We had fucked three more times as afternoon wound into early evening; each time I coated the walls of her womb with my seed. Our coupling was, as always, rough, her submission deepening with each joining of our bodies. The last time, though, was tender, romantic lovemaking. Neither of us wanted to part.
The three weeks since had been excruciating for both of us. Her furtive texts confirmed that her body and emotions yearned for me as much as mine did for her.
And yet, not for a moment did either of us deceive ourselves. Her love, if not her total devotion, lay with her husband. Our illicit affair would remain a dirty, secret indulgence, nothing more.
I searched for the right words.
“Might… be mine?” My tone was quizzical.
“Yes… might. It’s possible. It might even be likely, given the timing.”
“So, you were off birth control.”
“My husband and I had decided to try for a baby.” She never referred to him by name.
“And yet you came to me that last time, submitted to my requirements.” I referred to the clear understanding that if she came back to be with me, she would be consenting to me cumming inside her.
“Yes. My discernment was more intense than you knew. I agonized over my decision, but once it was made, I was firm in my conviction. I wanted nothing, absolutely nothing, to come between us sexually.”
I remained silent, allowing her the time and space to go on.
“You see, you are like a drug to me. I didn’t realize it but gradually. I can’t live without it… without you. Feeling you fill me like you did was the most thrilling thing that could happen. I left here a complete woman. I could feel you leaking out of me all night and the next day. You left so much cum inside me, and I didn’t want to wash it out. I took that risk, climbing into bed with him that night knowing that I carried you deep in my pussy. I was both conflicted and supremely fulfilled and happy.”
She leaned forward, threw her arms around me, and gave me a passionate kiss.
She appeared to be finished for the moment, so I responded. “You know I feel the same way about you. Emptying myself into you was incredible. But I had no idea of the risk.”
“Oh, God, I am so sorry,” she blurted out. “I didn’t set out to deceive you. Nor did I plan for you to impregnate me. My cycles can be slightly irregular. That’s why it might be yours.”
“But it might not?”
“Shortly thereafter, we went on vacation. We had sex several times. So it’s possible that it could be his. But the timing seems more likely that it’s yours.”
My emotions roiled between dread and excitement. “So, what now?”
“He won’t ever know if it isn’t his,” she replied confidently. She kissed me again, tenderly. “Honestly, I hope it’s yours. I want it to be our baby. I want to have your child.”
My mind struggled to process all this. The thrill of being her dirty secret, the outlet for all the hidden desires she couldn’t release anywhere else, the intensity of our adulterous passion, were one thing. But this took our deceit to a far more dangerous place.
Before I could respond, she took both of my hands in hers, and, gazing into my eyes intently, said, “I know I’ve crossed a line, and though it would wreck me, I understand if you want to end this and walk away. But with all my heart, mind, body, and soul I hope that doesn’t happen. I want you to know that I will never, ever, expect anything more of you than this… what we have right here. There won’t ever be even the suggestion that you owe me, or my baby, anything. You are a secret compartment in my life, as I am in yours.”