Growing up in the late 70s-early 80s things were quite a bit different back then…. We didn’t have internet or any real outside connection to the world, and my only opportunity to get away from home and venture out a bit was the occasional trip into town with a neighbor of mine.
Marcus and I had become friends at an early age. Our parents were lifelong friends and he and I always hung out together and had basically grown up together as we lived close to each other. He was two years older than me and his parents were quite well off financially. We were curious teenagers and we were always hanging out and doing stuff. Marcus looked a bit older and had a light beard in high school, he had matured much earlier than me and was able to buy beer without getting carded.
His parents had gotten him a nice car and he got to get out quite a bit. He would come by and pick me up for a trip to the game room or local hangouts when he wasn’t with his friends/girlfriends He had started dating good looking girls and seemed to be very popular in school. I had a girlfriend as well and sometimes the four of us would double date and hang out together. Marcus had begun telling me about some of the sexual experiences he had encountered with his girlfriend Jenny, and I would also tell him some of the things that I had tried with my girlfriend Teresa. I hadn’t gone all the way yet with Teresa but we had begun some nice play.
As he told stories about his adventures, I had multiple questions about the things he was getting to experience. He always answered my questions and he seemed to enjoy telling me the details of him fucking Jenny, and all the things that they would try and experience. Jenny was a senior and she was quite a popular girl. She was a cheerleader and was very popular with the guys and girls at school. She had a great smile, auburn colored hair and a very nice figure. She had caught me looking her over many times and didn’t seem to mind. She was always smiling and friendly….I often fantasized about seeing her naked and being able to fuck her like Marcus was doing.
One day on a trip into town Marcus and I stopped by a local gas station for some snacks and I walked over to the magazine rack. This store had some porn magazines on the upper shelves and I asked Marcus to get me one. He laughed and said he would as it might be a help to me in seeing some naked ladies. I remember him reaching up and picking out a random magazine and I couldn’t wait to get into the car and have a look.
As we drove away, I quickly tore off the plastic wrapping and began thumbing through. I remember the magazine was called Club and it had several chapter-like sections of naked women with great photos. One section that quickly caught my interest had a lady named Marilyn Chambers and this photoshoot was her and two other ladies naked and in various positions. I was blown away and couldn’t believe what a thrill it was seeing women with each other. Marcus laughed a bit as he dropped me off at home and told me not to wear myself out jacking off in the coming days. I hid the magazine in my jacket and rushed into the house, then hiding the magazine in my bedroom. In the coming days I would frequently take out the magazine and I repeatedly went back to the Marilyn section and would jack off looking at her with the two other ladies. I was amazed and kind of worried at how turned on I was by seeing bisexual ladies with each other.
As I explored the other sections in the magazine there was a section where Marilyn had a sex story/advice column where readers had written in to her asking for advice on sexual subjects, and also Marilyn discussing sexual acts that she had performed. I was so turned on by reading her column and found it almost as stimulating reading her stories as it was looking at the pictures. She was so professional and gave really good descriptive advice and thoughts on her sexual experiences. As I read her column I became even more turned on and curious. She had many stories about the experiences she had encountered and gave descriptive detail in each of her stories. She wrote about the thrill of sucking cock and how she enjoyed taking cocks in her pussy, ass and having her lovers cum in her mouth. She wrote about various men she had fucked, she wrote about the pleasures of taking large cocks in her pussy, she wrote about the thrill of having a cock buried in her ass, and how sweet it was to have a guy pull out of her and then cum in her mouth. She also wrote many stories about her bi/lesbian encounters, and how great it was to be with other women and the pleasures they would share in kissing, fondling and sucking each other’s titties and the satisfaction of eating each other’s pussy and ass.
I remember telling Marcus how much I enjoyed the magazine and articles and I asked him to get me some more of this Club magazine in the coming weeks/months as they were published and available. He agreed to do so, and as the days moved along, he would get me each copy as they became available. With each one he bought me I began going to Marilyn’s column even before I looked at the photo section. In each issue she would have a story about a sexual adventure which she had experienced and then she would respond to questions and comments that had been written in to her from the viewers. It was such a thrill reading the letters written into Marilyn and reading her advice and stories of sexual experiences. I would read each letter and answer which would really get me motivated and hard, and then would go to the photo shoots and complete everything by jacking my cock.
Each edition became more exciting to read, and I became even more turned on by the letters and Marilyn’s stories and sexual advice to her readers. Reading her column and viewing her regular photo shoots I became more interested in the bisexual lifestyle, as it was such a turn on seeing her with other women. She often referenced back to her movies and commented on how exciting it was for her to take multiple cocks, and also how much she enjoyed doing the lesbian scenes. In one story she discussed how turned on she was by fucking John Holmes and the thrill she experienced by taking his large cock in her pussy, and, how she almost exploded with excitement when he fucked her ass. She said that after he fucked her pussy and ass and then pulled out and squirted his cum all over her face that she got to enjoy the taste of her herself in the mix of cum and what a huge turn on that had been… She wrote about how much she enjoyed the taste and feel of a man’s cum and how she loved the feel of taking a large load and having it fill her mouth and the thrill of swallowing a man’s load.
It was unbelievable how turned on I was by the stories she shared of taking cocks and eating pussy too. She often referenced videos she had made and how satisfying it was for her to suck another lady’s titties, and how getting to bury her tongue inside and eat a lady’s pussy was sheer enjoyment. She stated how the taste and feel was just unreal. In one of her columns that really caught my attention was a story about a bisexual video she had made….she stated that she and her gal pal Sheri, who costarred in a video she made titled “The Babysitter” had become friends off screen and how they would regularly meet up in private life to enjoy the thrill of bisexuality. She wrote often of how thrilling it was to be with a member of the same sex, and how being with Sheri and the two of them fondling each other, sucking each other’s titties and eating each other’s pussy was not just an act but was something she thoroughly enjoyed doing, She wrote about threesomes they had experienced and the sweet taste of licking Sherri’s asshole and pussy area as the cock plunged in and out of it.
Marilyn wrote that a person should never feel guilty or embarrassed by being attracted to someone of the same sex. She stated that most people had bisexual thoughts and fantasies but never acted on them because our culture taught us that this was wrong. She stated that it wasn’t wrong and that it was very normal and how great it was to experience bisexuality and how sometimes it produced more intense orgasms for her and her female partners. She wrote many articles about how she loved being with her female lovers and kissing them, the two of them pressing their titties while kissing and the pleasure of eating her lover’s pussy and licking their assholes. She also wrote how great it felt having a female do these things to her and how a woman sometimes eats her pussy better than a man. I remember in one column she wrote about how much she enjoyed spreading her legs and having her pussy open to new adventures. At this point I had really started wondering how good it might feel for me to be able to try bisexuality and how it would feel to suck a hard cock and taste another guys cum. I fantasized often and as I would jack my cock I had even more thoughts of sucking a cock. This worried me a bit and I really didn’t understand why being bisexual had become such a fantasy for me. I still loved seeing the naked women pics and had fantasies about fucking them, but I also had a strong desire to experience another man’s cock as well. I had started paying more attention to the cocks in the magazine and sometimes would jack off imagining myself being able to feel and suck a nice hard cock.
I then decided that I would write a letter into Marilyn’s column, asking about my bisexual thoughts and get her advice on what I should do with these fantasies, since she was so experienced and seemed to enjoy it so much. I wanted to ask if it was just as normal for a guy to have these bisexual desires and if men being with men would be as good as women being with women. I was still young and didn’t have any experience but my curiosity was really starting to ramp up. I fantasized regularly about being with multiple women and had really started wondering how it would feel to be with a male and how enjoyable a hard cock might be. I still remember the day I sat down with pen and paper and got my letter together. I explained first about how much I enjoyed her pictures and photo shoots and how her advice column was such a turn on to me. I then explained how turned on I was by seeing her with other women. I explained that I was a male who was having some bi thoughts and fantasies and because of her photos and bisexual experience, I was having fantasies about being with other men, and how I wanted to suck a hard cock and experience the thrills of bisexuality. The letter explained that I had never tried any bisexual activities and how I was concerned whether I was gay and hadn’t realized it, or if this bisexual urge was more of a normal thing for guys to be curious about. My letter was kinda short and to the point as I was a bit nervous about actually writing in to the column and Marilyn. I managed to get the letter together, and proofread myself several times to be sure that my spelling and grammar were correct. I then mailed the letter and anxiously waited for the following months editions to come to the shelves. Every week on my trips into town with Marcus I would have him stop by the store so that I could check the shelves for the newest publications. Finally…. after two months of waiting, we were in town on a Saturday afternoon and stopped by the store, the latest edition had come out and Marcus got it for me.
As we drove out of the parking area, I remember eagerly opening the magazine and thumbing through. I quickly went to the front pages as I knew Marilyn’s section was always near the beginning of the magazine. I still remember the excitement and feeling when I found her column and scanned through the articles and lo and behold my letter had appeared in the magazine!! I remember shaking with nervousness and excitement as I began reading through each line. Marilyn’s response was amazing and instructive… I can still remember it almost word for word. She opened by saying thanks for writing in and commented about how horny she got by reading and answering her reader’s questions. She advised that bisexuality was very normal and commented as to how much she enjoyed being with a lady. She advised that I should never feel ashamed or embarrassed by my bisexual desires and that I should find a partner and experience everything that bisexuality has to offer Her response was very well written and I felt that she had read my question and answered it personally, as her advice was descriptive based on her experiences and the thrills that bisexuality had produced for her. She stated being bi is a bit more common for a woman, but that many men also have bi desires, but because of society they fail to act on them. Marilyn wrote that she feels everyone has bisexual thoughts and desires and that I should never be afraid to act on these desires.