Ya All the girls are right! It was the most uncomfortable thing for me ever! I didn't have sex again for over a year after my first time!
It is a new mother thing! Your body is still adjusting! You also have to remember your body changes after you have a LO so just keep that in mind and keep trying! GL
Thank you both for your help! I think I really do need to find someone to help me explore my feelings! I love my husband dearly and always will but I have to say I am quite curious as to whether these feelings are real or just a random fantasy! Luckily I have a wonderful hubby who is willing to let me explore a bit but so long as he can be in the same room!
I am married I have been for 5 years! I love my husband but I can't help but love women! I get off just thinking about or reading about or watching girls get off in random ways! I have never had the chance to really put this to the test with a man or a woman! I know that I can be turned on by a man but there has to be a lot of making out and heavy petting! I wish I didn't live in such a small town or else I would try to find a girl to bring her back to my house to test out this theory (DH did always say as long as he could watch he didn't care)! I didn't even know I liked girls until I was 17! So I'm so lost!