I am divorced and retired in my late sixties, a thoughtful fellow, a gentleman - most of the time, obviously beginning to play with erotic story telling here at Lush. A first for me. Mine is all fiction, but as is usually the case, it is laden with great autobiographical meaning.

The story that I will unfold for you here is based on behavior, attitude, and nuance that excite me, initially and most specifically Black cock. Let's call it an obsession, but as the story grows it will involve more than Black cock. I am bisexual, but have been a heterosexual dominant all my life. My cock jumps when my partner responds to my words, my direction, with loving obedience. "Take me, use me, anything, anywhere, anyway you want it Calvin. Own me!" Those words spoken to me in earnest, even when in earnest roleplay, do it for me. My playground, male or female. Though I may also learn to switch, be versatile, and certainly will be excited about and accommodating to my partner's kink.

Roleplay is brain sex. And it is a partner with a brain that I hope to find here - inspired by my words. A Black man for sure, lean and fit, bathed and shaved. I love the smell of soap and water. I want you. As the story evolves you'll also see that I want a female life partner again, to respect and love me, also lean and fit no matter her age. One person who will genuinely encourage and find excitement in all that I need as we play together and maybe together with others. As surely, I will lovingly embrace their never realized or possibly never even spoken kink. That nakedness, that truth, is hot.

Truth in advertising - I too am very lean and fit, small framed, five eight and a hundred and forty pounds dripping wet. Like you I shave my genitalia, to celebrate the beauty. If these truths excite you, I invite you to be brave and be in touch.

Calvin

Interests
Art, fashion, literature, sexuality, fitness, nutrition, cooking healthy together, eating, running, walking, hiking, canoeing, sailing, playing with cars and car racing, motorcycles, boats, sleeping and cuddling through mid-day naps, always integrating the constant planning of our sexcapades and roleplay, and most importantly talking endlessly about the planet we live on, climate crisis, racism, sexism, advocating politics of change, and always being a positive force for change.