I close my eyes but I can't fall asleep how can I sleep next to him when I despise him thinking of the right way to tell him that I do not love him anymore even though he’s the reason for my tears it still pains me to know that my love for him has faded away I tried to hold onto his love but it slipped away from me if only he was there when I needed him the most to hold me to kiss me to love but as time went by  he slowly...