i just hate you, i do. and i hate that. i tried so hard not to hate you. and yes i do think you are lying to me, of course i think that. how can i think anything else? and now all ur focus on me and the kids and the house means exactly jack shit. dont try to come in now and lay down the law with our son with your "man" voice, "you WILL help your Mother" no one is fucking buying it asshole.
eat shit and die.
smile for sure...that'll get any guy to cross a room
and then looking up thru lashes in just that right way seems to make them go dry mouthed and stammering a little. also a womans walk...if you have the right walk its like they will follow you anywhere! ;)
i like his face rough and scratchy during sex but thats about it..
i would go back to 19 and say GO TO SCHOOL YOU FREAKING MORON!
then id go to 29 and say...quick! have your daughter then leave your husband as fast as you can!
the fact that i get to be naked and in my bed very very soon...
yes, i did. and its funny when i finally "came clean" my ex acted like i was just the worst person on earth for breaking our "vows" maybe i was, who knows. its funny though, how quickly fidelity becomes the only vow remembered or the most important vow. respect, honesty, love, honor, cherish...remember those? what about those?
my husband cheated to..with his work. every day he went to the hospital and he loved people. he saved them..he helped them to let go. he is truly brilliant at his job. people send him letters, i called them his 'love notes' and they were all over his little office. women would come up to me on the street "oh my god i work with your husband! you are soooo lucky! he is soooo wonderful. What an empathetic teacher! You are the luckiest woman on earth!"
doesnt that sound awesome?
the reality was when he came home it was not so awesome. there was no love, respect, honor, empathy, teaching and im sure he doesnt know what cherish means.
if i ever had any problem i was dismissed because my problems werent "real" "Youre not dying in my unit are you?!" was said often in my house. no, dear...im not dying in your unit.
if i wanted more than plain vanilla sex i was made to feel ashamed.
if i wanted love and support he promise me it with words but when came time to give it he'd pull the rug and watch me fall on my ass.
if i wanted respect for my job outside the house hed bitch about my time away from home.
if i wanted respect for my job inside the home i was a "waster of his money"
he did every single thing he could to undermine me, make me feel worthless to be sure id stay with him. and it worked, i totally fell for it and lost utter faith in my own capabilities.
and me being me i am drawn to love like moth to a flame...and when it came my way, even if it wasnt what i thought it was i took it. more than once too.
i think im heading that way. fingers crossed.
yes see thats what i thought too and how i would have felt if it had been my ex. i would have known from the first touch almost anywhere on his body, couple that with smell and of course i would know.
i mean...cant everyone tell the difference between coke and pepsi?
totally off. used to be a time i wouldnt even accept a request if he had cock shots up.
well i think milik wins but the funnest thing ive done naked is have great sex..and swimming. i love to swim naked.
wow...tons of crap happens here when im sleeping!
dammit!! you guys took my jokes!!
"Where are the gutsy gals?" is he new? lmao
so then my question is....doesnt every pussy feel individual and different? i think i would have been able to tell from feel of his cock alone if it was my ex or not. not so with women?
but i will say to the OP that you know what..since its a writing site its full of picky people. Picky about spelling and grammar .. shit like that. may i suggest that you download google chrome it will auto highlight misspelled words for you. it makes you look stupid and lazy when you misspell and leave it like that. it also makes you a target here for smart ass comments. and for your edification its Masturbating and Panties.
