My wife had passed away six years ago. I did meet women around my age (65) a few times, but as far sex was concerned it was a no go. I went on a bi site and looked of photos of cocks and started to wonder how it would feel to suck and be sucked by a man. I found I was turned on by gay porn more than male/female photos. I got quite obsessed with masturbating while looking at pictures of cocks and was dying to feel a cock i...