I found myself in San Diego one weekend a few years ago on a discounted weekend getaway and was feeling up for some play. A Grindr hookup the first night with a chubby young bottom was nice. But being a versatile guy, I never turn down an opportunity to bottom myself. After checking out the sites, I found something up my alley. I noticed an ad in a gay directory I had from a guy in his late forties offering a massage/pros...

Out of all the lovers I've had, I miss Michael the most.  Michael entered my life when I was 24 and still living in Ohio. He was a 73-year old pianist who played with some of the most renowned orchestras in the world and a respected music professor. He was 5'4, on the heavy side, bald with neatly trimmed gray hair on the sides of his head, wore round spectacles, was always dressed in a suit sans tie (bow-tie if a tie was...

Everyone probably remembers their first time. For me, my first time brings back something I've tried to chase for a long time and have never come close.I was browsing an online site for younger men to meet older men, given that's what I was into. I was twenty-one years old at the time and had plenty of straight sex, but realized that I had a side of me that wanted to explore gay sex, and with an older man – preferably a m...