I know, it's a super cringy profile name. I was feeling some type of way when I made the thing and wasnt thinking too clear lol. Anyway, contrary to the name, I've never actually tried anal. I've wanted to for a long time, but just been pretty scared too because I don't want to feel gross and I don't know how to find a good partner to try it with. Any help ladies? Is it really much different than regular size, minus the pain part?