This story starts with a little more info about me and my wife. We are in our 30s and are really happy together. Sexually we had some great years but the last few years were hard emotionaly and that took its toll on our relationship. My  wife lost her interest in sex and she just can’t provide my sexual needs. She never was fond of blowing me anyways. But lately everything seemed to much for her. It sucks (sorry for the p...