In Stead of Loving the Man I was with I pushed him awayI didnt know how to Love himHe was very good to me for a long timeThen our Love turned SouthI have searched my soul for reasons whyAll I foundI did not know how to Love HimI am learning to love through my soul and heartNot just my headThrough Music and writing tooIm learning to love for my future selfFor the one who follows my heart, My soulHe will always be in a spec...