So for the first time in eighteen years I was single. I was only thirty-four, but I had been with my husband since the age of sixteen. I had no idea how to meet guys because I'd never had the need. Anyway, I wasn't looking for a serious relationship - yet. I just wanted to enjoy being single for a while and explore my sexuality. At first I decided to play on the Internet a little bit because I just didn't feel ready to me...