The night before I hardly slept a wink. Couldn't allow my mind to rest as I tossed and turned in my bed. I woke very early the following morning and went for a run to take my mind off it. But that didn't work. I had my breakfast and the nerves continued to rise up inside me. Was this really what I wanted? I put the nerves to the back of my mind, put on my uniform, and left the house. The short fifteen minute drive to her...