Somedays I wonder if I'll ever find the light. I wonder if I'll ever be happy or if I will be in misery the rest of my life. The thoughts of us fill my brain and make my body tingle, putting a smile on my face; how will I ever know if our paths will cross again?  My brain remembers the sound of her soft voice and her soft grey eyes burning into me, the instant arousal that came straight to me with just the mere thought of...

What do I feel when I'm around you? Why do I feel this way and why can't I help myself? Looks into the mirror day in, and day out, wondering what you think, how you feel and where we are together, wondering if it will last.  My heart flutters every time I see your name, thinking 'Maybe this is it we will finally be together, can we handle it, can we make it through hardships. Will we make each other happy?' Questions floo...