This is my first story on Lush, so if you have any constructive comments regarding my story, please say them. Thank you :)I have always dreamt of my first time. How it would go, who I'd do it with, where we would do it, and so on. Most of the time after such fantasies, I can't help but feel depressed; I'm 16 years old and most guys my age want older, more mature women, say in their twenties.Twenty. It is the age I long fo...