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DeeNZ
Over 90 days ago
Straight Female
New Zealand

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I log in after my recent surgery to find i can no longer message or leave messages for my friends who live all around the world..

anyone else have this problem, i dont see why would should pay for private messages and messaging friends you make in the free chat room, why would you go and chat if u cant add them and chat to them later on..

feeling let down by this site now and very annoyed my friends are worried about me and they have no idea where i am

Im an IT gurl, i know about bandwidth etc etc, which is not that much when you are talking private messaging writing on ppls pages and leaving messages as a oppose to graphics and storage of stories etc would it be better to pay for written submissions, photo submissions etc rather than letting free chat rooms but that's all u can do once you have met ppl you cant add them or chat later on

argh off to find another site to hopefully met the same ppl who we share a long history with
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thanks guys for your messages, my emotions are all over the show..... some good advice, and some encouragement... yes im married have been for 6 years but together for 17 years... just suffered soo long and for it now to be over... the healing has began, i guess alot of emotional healing to be done also...

thanks guys and gurls for your support as ive rather lacked that part smile
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Do you think less of a woman who has had a hysterectomy?

Do you think this way, because i feel that since mine, im no longer that sexy woman anymore...

What do you guys really think
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Recovering from surgery, who said it would take 6-12 months, not the gyno after my 6 wk check up, ur fine go ahead start the treadmil, all well til my scar tissue was becoming lose due to overdoing things wtf.......:angry i hate being so fragile and run dwn all the time, people say oh u have recovered well wtf..... 2 major surgeries in less than 11 mths....no im not recovered..yes i need help..not that u offer anywayz.......yes my iron and anemia are gone, but i still cant work more than 4 hrs at a time without seveare exhaustion, i want to be back to normal wat eva that is again.........
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I was diagnosed 6 years ago, tretment was a low gi high fibre diet for insulin resistance, excerise 3 times a week and get off the depo vera switch to the pill to help my hormones, also use progestrone cream (bad spelling) once i fall preg 8 months later with only 2 months of no pill my heavy bleeding returned, but my insulin was fine, in fact now ive had my 2 kids both bad preg and still heavy cronic periods pain etc my allergies etc just had a hysterectomy, and ive never felt this healthy since i gt my first period lol
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Quote by PookieBooski
I'm a rebel sub ^-^ So I purposefully say no and disobey. I like his punishments :3


haha I would have to agree.. that's why im never going to be a sub.... I would totally be punished all the time LOL .. not that I would mind but im sure my master would hehehe
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-- JANUARY BABY

Pretty/handsome. Loves to dress up. Easily bored. Fussy. Seldom shows emotions. Takes time to recover when hurt. Sensitive. Down-to-Earth. Stubborn.

Yep about sums me up hehe
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arrghh, why does life sux..... who decided to let fate decide who gets to live and who doesn't ....... well im telling you .... you sux!!!

when my sister passed .... you really pissed me off... who cares about the future.. what is the future when you cant move forward... who cares what happens next month I sure as hell don't..... I don't care what happens to me at all..... I just want her back... so her kids have their mum... her special needs child can have her everything back......
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as I sit here with my cold beer, I thiknk WTF happened.... how can I never understand how this happened..... how come it was you ... you know I remember when you lost lil bubs... how pissed off we were.... how could this happen to you again huni, how come I had a healthy baby and you guys had to suffer....do you know how much that hurts everyday to look at my son and know that you missed out .... how pissed off I am to have a healthy baby when you could not achieve this before you passed away... I wish huni more than you know to change how things ended up ..

I will never forgive myself for what happened or letting it happen huni..

why is the world sooo fucked.... why is it that the best ppl get taken and the shitters are still hanging out being a pain in the arse!!!
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Quote by cepe
My heartfelt thoughts Dee to you and your family at this sad time...you know where I am if you need to chat and vent hun ok .....will be thinking of you xx


Thanks babe xxooo


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Tomorrow is your 37th birthday, its been nearly 2 months since you passed... I still don't understand why this happened, why the hell did you have to leave... its sooo unfair, we are going to lay some flowers on the beach where you got married dear sister.... you know you were everything to us .... your girls are soo good... oldest is going well and is still doing her usual respite visits and again in respite this weekend and going well at school. youngest is going well and in counselling no knew what happened or have yet to find out what happened dear sister.... we need answers yet they cant provide we miss you sister and may we meet again sooo as I miss u soo much hun xxoo

why did u have to leave ....... hopefully one day we can find out why xxooo
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Why did he chose to take her life instead of mine, why did it end this way, how do we live, how do we bee .... I just don't get it, I am soooo dam pissed off that you of all ppl took someone of such value to us who left behind her beautiful children, one of whom is special needs, what I would give now to swap positions with you darling sister... I would give the world and back to see those kids faces to see you again, to have a chance to hear your laugh... I miss you dearly... why not take me instead.......... I will forever be asking that question!!!
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hehe well im soo not normal, Im horny before (all the time really LOL ) but mainly notice the week before, during and 3 days after im very bad jump the man a few times, then I level out to my normal high sex drive lol
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I was a WOW player for 9 years, I played a chick same sex as me hehe only cause they are soo dam sexy
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Yep a huge fern on my leg smile course ..... im from nz :P
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still stuck on the "friend" you mean all this to me .. blah blah shit ... if it ment that much why say the shit to me like you do.... why do I see actions going against your very words to me, you know what its not one person anymore its all of you ..... why do I even bother anymore..... life is not worth my time
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Never had any, been with the same man for nearly 17 years.... does that make me weird or what lol.... would be interesting tho... I guess see what the fuss is about ... hahhahha
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aarrgh where is the "like" button some of these are awesome smile
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I personally loved all the books, and re read them a lot... all the action, they way they connect, I love it... brings some excitement into your life even for 5 minutes in a busy day.... like every book tho its not for everyone.. but you always get that....
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Hell yes soo my thing... sadly my hubby don't see it that way, and he is also not into guys... ... haha
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Quote by rio2fun
Hey gals do you like 69 position


honestly I don't know how you gurls do it then, I for one cant concentrate when that is happening to me... I get distracted.. stop doing my part and it ends up just him eatin me out lol
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Quote by HeraTeleia


This is good, but I go with the technique of having him as deep in my mouth as possible when he climaxes, bypassing my taste buds.


yah i thought this way might be best as ive done it once before and didnt like the taste texture etc
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Im soo keen on giving this another try, Ive done it twice and was not my thing, but I wanna please my man as he pleases me, any ideas or hints on how to make this more pleasurable for both of us ?

Thanks biggrin

Dee
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I'm kinda the same as your wife, ive very submissive and love to please my husband, I find it very hard to communicate what I want and when he asks i clam up basically what I want I feel is wrong in my eyes, I find an easy way around this is to share porn by sending him link or show him what I like, show him or tell him the stories I read on here, that's how I communicate what im after... hope this helps
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hell yees most def be up for 2 cocks anyday hahahha
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Quote by jazzman9


Hell yeeess... love the after pain, love the roughness of it all, the passion you get and the immediate high for each other its amazing and only makes me squirt harder biggrin
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Quote by fireman35
How many firefighters are on Lush?? Do you like firefighters or dislike us.



who doesn't love u guys biggrin

hehe
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From NZ and i love it biggrin

lived in aussie for 8 years but nothing beats home :D
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yes how does one do this hahaha :P
its been a fantasy of mine toooo haha and yes he wants 2 chicks i sooo dont lol :P