I stood in front of the door, reflecting back on my life. I was sixty-seven years old, had been married to the love of my life, and had two wonderful children as well as five grandchildren. My life was as good as it could have ever been. My wife Maggie was a saint all through our marriage. She stayed at home and took care of the kids and the house, never a complaint came from her. I have stood in front of this door many t...