As a black yank living in Australia since the 90s it is always a constant struggle to stay out of adult book stores. Club X has one in Oxenford and one in Woodridge that keeps bringing me back. When I am with men I usually consider myself a top, but there are times when I just want that forbidden contact. The time I relented in May this year took me by surprise. Trying to act nonchalant is not my forte'. There I was with...