It wasn't the shy conservative Michelle I knew and married that so easily introduced herself to the bartender, but actually I loved it. She had opened up and relaxed more around men at my own encouraging. He came over and introduced himself to me as well. His name was James.
We chatted the usual stuff, where you from? How long are you here for? She asked him where he lives and he told her, "About a quarter mile down the road from here."
"Ohhh," she said, "Is it on the ocean too?"
He told her yes but it was just a one bedroom cottage because it was only him. She mentioned it must be beautiful. "It's so close, you can easily stop at home for lunch." she said.
"I do actually, I have a dog I go home and take out." He told her.
"Ohh, what kind?" She asked, as she absolutely loves dogs.
"Labrador," he mentioned and she squealed with delight as she loves Lab's. "He's just a pup," he told her.
"Oh my God, I love Lab's and puppys are even better, I have to see him." She said.
He wasn't sure what to say with me sitting there so he just smiled and said, "Sure, anytime you want."
She smiled back at him and said, "Thanks, I'm taking you up on that."
He went back to bartending and I casually asked her if she thought he was nice too.
"Oh yes, I like him, everyone seems to be so nice here. I have got to see that puppy of his too." she said.
"I knew that as soon as he said he had a Lab pup." I told her. Then I added, "And he's so close too."
"I know," she said sounding excited. "I could walk there and I'd love to see his place to." she added. "This place is fantastic."
"It is a beautiful place," I said, as we both turned on our barstools to look out at the ocean and the nearby pool.
Then with a smile on her face she looked out and said, "Oh honey look, there's Mike from the pool from earlier." Then she waved at him.
Mike had also noticed and gave a short wave back. I casually asked her how long he was here for.
She looked in deep thought and then said, "Wow, I don't know." "I totally forgot to ask him that."
"Honey, you might want to know that." I mentioned. "I tell you what, I have to use the restroom so if you want, go on over and find out and I'll meet you back here at the bar."
"Oh, ok, I'll meet you back here," she said as she quickly got off the stool and walked away while smoothing out her hair with her hand.
I went to the rest room and came back and sat down. I couldn't see them from where I sat now but assumed they had just maybe walked temporarily out of site of the bar. I nursed my drink and looked at my cell phone and realized it had now been over 15 minutes that she was away. Finally after another 5 minutes she came back and sat down.
"Hi, well, he said he's only here for another 3 nights." She said.
"Ahhh, that's too bad and we're here another 6 nights."
Then she just answered, "I know." She then fell silent looking in deep thought. I looked her over and couldn't believe how sexy she looked. She seemed so much more proud and confident now and that in itself was sexy. Her shelf bra pushed the tops of her breasts up and out on display so nicely. She was looking at her cell phone and I wondered if they had maybe even exchanged numbers. I thought again about her seeming to be interested in something happening without me being there like I was with Sean and her. I decided that I could do it; I also decided she deserved it.
"You were gone quite awhile, what else did you talk about." I asked.
"Oh nothing really, let's see, he said he's staying here tonight and just going to the Blue Martini, the cocktail lounge downstairs in the resort. Oh, and he pointed out his bungalow to me, it looked really nice like ours, maybe a little longer, then she caught herself and laughed and said, I mean bigger, up on the cliff as well."
"Did he show you?" "Did you go there with him?" I asked.
She looked quickly at me, "No, of course not, there wasn't enough time for that."
"OK, but did he ask you to go there?" I smiled and asked.
She looked at me now with an expression like she wasn't sure what to say, and then, somewhat cautiously, she answered, "Yes."
I thanked her for being honest and told her it was really ok. I also told her I thought that he might have and then I added, "It shows he's got wonderful taste. So, if you didn't go how did you get out of it without offending his invitation?" I asked.
She became more quiet now and serious, "Well, I just told him I didn't have time to go with him and see his place."
She was being a little evasive which made me want to learn more so I pushed the subject. "Well, that would have let him know 'why' you couldn't right now, but do you think he got the impression you would like to if you did have more time?"
"Yes," she answered lowering her voice almost to a whisper as if she was caught with her hand in the cookie jar.
"Why is that?" I asked.
Now she looked deep into my eyes and whispered, "Because I told him."
"You told him?" I asked.
"Yes, I told him I would like to, but that I couldn't."
I smiled and put my hand on her thigh and whispered back, "I understand, this way he won't feel like you were rejecting his offer and have to feel bad."
"I know, I guess that's kinda what I thought too. Your not upset I did that are you? I know it gave him the impression I want to, but I really didn't want him feeling badly like I rejected him." She said.
"Of course I'm not upset babe, I know it might have been naughty and fun to go with him to his bungalow. In fact, honestly, I've been doing some thinking. You know, about the thought that if something happened that you could go alone and I would stay home and wait for you."
"Yes?" she answered, tilting her head not knowing where this was going.
"Well, I decided that actually, I'm OK with it. It'll be hard for me not being there to watch but it's something that I want you to be able to do, to experience."
A soft smile came to her face and she said, "Really? You do? You wouldn't mind waiting back, you know, while I went with someone?"
I had to be honest and said with a smile, "Well, I would mind, a lot. In fact it would drive me crazy, but then I realized it would drive me crazy with lust for you."
She laughed a little at that but then said, "Wow." Then she whispered so nicely, "If we ever did do something like that I promise I would tell you everything that happened when I come back, honest."
"I know you will," I now said, realizing fully that I had now made it as if it 'will' happen rather than it 'might' happen.
Then I explained to her, "After I thought about it awhile I realized that it would 'have' to be more comfortable for you if I wasn't there. I love you and if we do this I really want you to enjoy it fully and I just think you'd be able to let yourself go a little more without me there."
She looked at me so lovingly and whispered, "God I love you, and yes, honestly, I guess I would be more comfortable and I'm sure I could let myself go, even more."
Then she quickly added, "But that would be good for whomever I'm with too, wouldn't it?"
"I mean for me yes, of course, but I'd be so much better for him as well, right? Because I would be better got him?"
"Exactly, that's what I'm thinking." I said.