“What is it, doctor?” she asked impatiently.
“Mrs. Larksley, I’m afraid your husband has post-polio syndrome. It’s affecting the involuntary muscles that control his breathing. That’s why he’s having so much difficulty in breathing, and is unable to move about without tiring.”
“What can we do?”
“I’m afraid there’s nothing I can do. It’s possible he could stabilize in his current condition, and always have difficulty breathing. He would have to curtail his activities.”
“What if he doesn’t stabilize?”
“If his condition deteriorates, the only possible remedy is to have him placed in an iron lung. However, the nearest hospital with one is in Egypt. You would need to move him there, or to England.”
“Would that allow his muscles to regenerate?”
“No, that would only keep him alive.”
“Not much of a life, is it?”
“It’s the only chance for survival, if his condition worsens.”
It became clear that they would have to inform the AIM, who could send a missionary to replace Aston. Elizabeth drafted the letter and read it to Aston for his approval.
“I’ll never let them put you in an iron lung, dear,” she promised Aston. “I promise I’ll stay by your side until the end. I’ll do anything for you.”
When the pain became too difficult to bear, the doctor prescribed narcotics.
“Now, Mrs. Larksley, these are very strong. They can cause death if administered improperly. Take care that you only give one every twelve hours.”
Aston slept almost continuously when using the narcotics. He ate almost nothing, as swallowing was difficult and painful. The doctor insisted that Aston be fed intravenously, but Elizabeth resisted.
“I’ll make sure he eats, doctor.”
“In a matter of days, he’ll be unable to, and he’ll die,” the doctor said. “I’ll be back on Tuesday, and we’ll insert the tubes at that time. It won’t be painful for him, and it will provide the nutrition his body requires.”
After the doctor left, Elizabeth removed her clothes, washed her body, and slid into bed with Aston. His meds were wearing off, and he was in some discomfort, but he was aware of his surroundings. His eyes drank in his beautiful wife’s body as she got under the covers and laid next to him. She put her head on his arm and draped her arm over his body.
“Oh, Aston, I’ve not been the wife you deserve, but I’ve always loved you very much. I still do.”
Aston, too tired to speak, caressed her hair. He had always been amazed that the fairest creature in the world had agreed to be his wife. Everything he had been able to achieve had been because of the support she provided.
Elizabeth pulled down Aston’s underwear and freed his penis. They had not had sex for several weeks. She idly played with his penis, and it began to grow. Sick as he was, he enjoyed the attention.
She expertly caressed his balls, and wrapped her hand lightly around the shaft. She squeezed hard enough to provide pleasure, not so hard as to make him squirt. She wanted to prolong his pleasure, to make him as happy as she could.
As his breathing quickened with his arousal, he began to wheeze. Elizabeth squeezed harder, and a thick wad of cum squirted out of his dick, then a stream oozed out. Elizabeth wiped up the cum with a towel, and laid with Aston as his breathing returned to normal. It was so shallow, she didn’t know how it sustained him.
She had been struggling with the decision for many days, but she was resolved that her husband would not be bedridden, tied to tubes that fed him.
“It’s time for your pain medicine, darling,” she said, lifting his head so he could take the narcotic.
“He’s deceased, Mrs. Larksley,” the doctor announced when he came out of their bedroom. “My deepest condolences.”
Thomas and Jane showed up to take over the thriving mission. It was clear that they were uncomfortable in Elizabeth’s company, but she felt it only fair to the people served by the mission that she stay long enough to ensure that the new missionaries understood the workings of their new assignment. As soon as practical, however, she made her departure.
Fortunately, her father sent her enough money to travel back to Shanghai in a cabin, so she wouldn’t have to travel in steerage class. She dreaded returning penniless to her parent’s house. At forty years of age, she had no husband, no children, no home and no prospects. She had been very happy in Africa, especially after her move to the Belgian Congo.
She was in no hurry to return to Shanghai, and decided to spend some time in Kangundo, visiting the settlers where she had spent several happy years. There was nobody she was particularly close to, but she was reluctant to leave Africa, the only home she had ever really loved.
The Thurman’s had been called out of retirement to tend to the mission in Kangundo. They had started this mission so many decades ago, and had turned it over to Aston and Elizabeth upon their retirement. They were the logical choice to tend it until a new missionary could be sent, and to train the missionary upon their arrival.
The Thurman’s looked so old. Elizabeth wondered if she had aged so much as well. Thinking back to the naïve young woman who had first met the older couple so many years ago, she felt very much older.
“Terribly sorry for your loss,” Mr. Thurman said.
Mrs. Thurman took her in her arms and gave her a hug.
“Come along, dear,” she said. “Let’s get you back to the mission. We’ve got a proper tea ready.”
“I hope you don’t mind me staying on with you for a week or so,” Elizabeth said. “It’s been a very difficult year for me, tending to Aston while he was so sick. I very much feel the need for a vacation before my trip back to Shanghai. And to be honest, I don’t look forward to returning. This is the only place I’ve ever felt was home.”
“Tut, not at all, child,” Mrs. Thurman said. “We’re delighted to have you for as long as you wish.”
For the first time since her marriage, Elizabeth had no responsibilities to anybody. It was the first vacation she had had in several years, and she planned to enjoy it. She was only beginning to realize just how stressful caring for her invalid husband around the clock had been. The weight of that responsibility lifted, she began to feel joyous, until she pondered her future. She had no idea what she would do for the rest of her life.
That evening, she went out to put the animals in for the evening. While putting the chickens in their coop, she was surprised to notice Brown’s wagon in the barn.
“I say, Mr. Thurman, isn’t that John Brown’s old wagon in the barn?”
“Yes, child.”
“Is he here?”
“I’m afraid not, dear. You wouldn’t have heard, it’s all been so recent. Colonel Waltham’s men came while he was staying here one night. They’ve arrested him and taken him away. I’m not sure why, though it appears to be serious.”
“Where’s his animal?”
“We loaned him to one of the nearby villages that lost theirs. We didn’t need it, and they did.”
Late the next afternoon, while Elizabeth was helping clear the table from their afternoon tea, Waltham came riding up. Elizabeth could feel the antipathy she felt for Waltham return. She wasn’t exactly certain why the man irritated her so.
Perhaps it was the brash arrogance he displayed, typical of British men raised in England, and required of army officers. Personally, she had always considered him a bit immature, more like a boy than a man, even though he was the same age as her and he was quite tall and athletic. The truth was, he was the most handsome man she had ever made love to, but she didn’t love him.
He was obviously taken aback to see Elizabeth.
“Why, I had no idea you were here,” he said to Elizabeth. Then, looking downward, he added, “I understand condolences are in order. Terribly sorry.”
Elizabeth was certain that was a lie. He must have found out from one of the settlers that she was in town. News of any type didn’t sit long in the settlement. She was certain that he had come to see her.
“Thank, you. I understand congratulations are in order for you,” Elizabeth said icily. “On two counts, I believe.”
“Thank you,” the Colonel said.
“I’m certain the Crown couldn’t have promoted a more qualified candidate,” she said mockingly. “And I’m confident Mrs. Colonel Waltham is equally qualified for her position. I’m sure you’ll both be very happy.”
Elizabeth had known of his promotion, and marriage, through the correspondence she kept with her acquaintances in Kangundo. The Thurman’s weren’t quite certain whether Elizabeth was being sarcastic, but there seemed to be a tension in the air that made them uncomfortable. They tried making conversation but it fell flat. Soon, Waltham announced that he had to leave.
“But you’ve forgotten the purpose of your visit,” Elizabeth said.
“I was just popping in to check on the Thurman’s,” Waltham said.
“Oh. By the way, Colonel, could you tell me the fate of your trader?”
“We’ve been watching Brown for years. We know he’s been involved in the opium trade, and we suspect he’s also been running guns to the natives, a crime punishable by death. He’s been sent to Cairo for now. I don’t know if he’ll be sent to England for trial, but I doubt we’ll be seeing him in Kenya again.”
“I see.”
“Well, it was nice to see you. Goodbye.”
Every time he was around this woman, he felt the bite of her sarcasm. He didn’t know why he subjected himself to the woman’s tongue. His bride was younger and prettier, and had a more enticing body. He felt that he should easily be able to put this woman out of his mind, yet he kept finding his steps taking him to the mission.
One day, while having tea at the mission with the threesome, Elizabeth said, “I say, Colonel Waltham, would you be so kind as to give me a ride to the station tomorrow. I’d like to make arrangements for my trip to the coast and beyond.”
The Thurman’s were a little surprised that she would ask a married man to give her a ride. What would the Colonel’s bride think? They were also surprised she would risk her own reputation. The other settlers had not shared the rumors about Elizabeth with the old missionaries.
“Not at all, Mrs. Larksley,” he said with a hint of a smile.
From the time he had heard of Elizabeth’s arrival in Kangundo, he had been certain she would not leave without wanting him. He would have her, even if he had to withstand her taunting tongue. Something about her excited him like no other woman.
Elizabeth sat side saddle, as a proper lady should, in front of the Colonel as they rode out of the mission. Once out of sight, however, Elizabeth straddled the saddle so they could ride faster. Waltham knew how much she loved to race the wind. It seemed to awaken all her senses, and make her aroused.
He gave the powerful steed its head and allowed it to run. Elizabeth held tightly to the beast’s mane, her body flat against its neck. She shifted her weight to allow the rolling gait of the beast to massage her vagina.
“Wheeee,” Elizabeth said loudly.
Waltham didn’t know what to make of this woman. She could be so prudish in public, so staid and proper. But she was in no way proper. She had needs that would be taken care of, without regard to what is considered proper.
Waltham slowed the beast to a trot and pulled into their old spot, next to a stream. He hopped down and helped Elizabeth to her feet. He embraced her and began fondling and kissing her.
“Why, Colonel Waltham, you are a married man,” she said, pulling away from him.
“Yes, I guess the shoe’s on the other foot this time,” he said, chuckling. “I’m married, but you’re available.”
She slapped him across the face. Her face reddened, and she turned her back and strode away. The colonel, angry, followed her.
Grabbing her by the arm, he turned her and said, “What is it you want, then? Why are you here?”
“I want you to take me, now,” she said. “Why must you hear me ask, you cad?”
“But…,” he started to say.
“Shut up,” she said, turning away from him.
She was angry that the man made her come out and ask for what she wanted. Why did he have to be so dense?
This woman never ceased to amaze him. She delighted in emasculating him with her tongue, then in the next instant wanted him in her knickers. He had never known a more enigmatic, or exciting woman.
Taking her in his arms, he quickly undressed her and they lay on a blanket in the grass. She straddled his groin and rested her opening on the tip of his dick. When she had worked the length of his member into her vagina, she began pumping his dick rhythmically, raising and lowering her rump while he held and fondled it. Her delectable breasts, with their stiff, pink buds hung down just a short distance from his face and jiggled as they made love. It was an exciting sight. She was the only woman who had ever been on top of him, and he loved it, though it had made him uncomfortable at first.
Releasing her rear with one hand, he grabbed one of her breasts and brought the nipple to his mouth. She leaned over to allow him to slurp it into his mouth, where he began to lick, suck and nip it. Her nipples were very sensitive, and the attention made her even more aroused. Reaching between them, she found her clit and began touching it at she stroked his dick with her pussy.
Releasing her breast, he brought the other one into his mouth and gave it the same treatment, licking, biting and sucking on it. She slid up and down his penis, faster and faster. Finally, with a guttural growl, she climaxed on top of him.
“ummmmgmm, UMMGGGG, UGGHH, Awww, aww, umm, mmm,” she moaned.
Somewhere during her orgasm, as she writhed lewdly on his dick, Waltham filled her with a load of hot, sticky cum. He had never seen anything quite so obscenely erotic as this wanton tramp pumping his dick while playing with her clit, her breasts bouncing in front of his eyes.
They rested together silently, then dressed without a word to each other. Waltham was finally beginning to understand this woman. She didn’t want to hear him speak, she didn’t want anything except for him to fuck her. Well, he could certainly comply with that.
The following night, one of the settlers hosted a dinner party in her honor. Elizabeth looked forward to the dinner, as they had always been lively, festive affairs. The white settlers in any colony tended to bond closer than neighbors in England would have done.
The colonel’s wife, Victoria, was pretty, just as Elizabeth knew she would be. She looked to be in her late twenties, and was much more buxom than Elizabeth. She suspected that the woman would be heavy in middle age, but for now she was quite striking. And some men prefer more meat on their bones. Would the colonel prefer a plump woman?
Victoria’s table manners were flawless. While she spoke very little during dinner, she looked each speaker in the eyes confidently. When the men retired to their cigars, Vicky, as she preferred to be called, became much more talkative. It was clear that she understood how to be a proper colonel’s wife.
“I say, Mrs. Larksley, you must visit me for tea,” she said. “Are you available Thursday?”
Elizabeth looked down, silently. It would be awkward for her to have tea with the wife of her lover.
“Now, Mrs. Larksley, I won’t take no for an answer. My man will be there at three thirty to pick you up.”
On Thursday, Waltham’s servant pulled into the mission in Waltham’s buggy to collect Elizabeth. He helped her up, then flicked the horse and they pulled off.
“It’s so delightful to see you, Elizabeth. May I call you Elizabeth?”
“Certainly, Mrs. Waltham.”
“Oh, do please call me Vicky. I want us to be friends. I’m sorry you’ll be leaving us soon.”
Vicky served the tea herself, explaining that she had given the house servant the afternoon off. Her man would be back at six to pick up Elizabeth, so they were alone until then. Despite the pleasant house, it was a most uncomfortable tea for Elizabeth, who had little to say. Vicky was an excellent conversationalist, and seemed not to notice Elizabeth’s reticence.
As they finished their tea, Vicky asked, “Tell me, dear. Do you love my husband?”
“What? Certainly not.”
“Pity. I believe he loves you.”
“You can’t be serious,” Elizabeth said.
“Come, Elizabeth. We are grown women here.”
“Why aren’t you angry?”
“You won’t be the last woman my husband will stray with, I shouldn’t think. He’s really more a boy than a man, easily distracted.”
“I’m sorry, Vicky. Our relationship pre-dates you. I didn’t intend it to continue when I came here.”
That was a lie. She knew that Waltham would have her before she ever arrived. Vicky probably knew that, but she let it drop.
“Do you love him?”
“No, I do not,” Elizabeth said.
“I do believe you,” Vicky said.
“Do…Do you love him dearly?” Elizabeth asked.
Looking her straight in the eyes, she said, “I do love being married to a colonel.