Her hand squeezed my shoulder as she spoke. “No, I’d be terribly uncomfortable, I think – at least at first; but that’s one more reason to do it. I want to challenge myself… and Derek thinks I could do it, and he’s so very talented.” She paused and leaned in to kiss me on the temple. “And it’s very exciting, don’t you think?”
She knew what I thought, of course; she could see the bulge in my pants quite easily, as could Derek, I’m sure. I’d developed a pretty good ‘poker face’ over the years, to keep my feelings hidden while negotiating deals, but I knew that my abilities to affect a ‘poker crotch’ were considerably more limited, and it had betrayed me once again.
“Yeah, babe, it is exciting, but it’s not you. I mean, look at some of these; would you be okay posing naked with another man – or men? Or with women, or doing any of this really wild, outlandish stuff? I’ll tell you up front, I’m not crazy about it and I can’t see you doing it. It just doesn’t fit.”
She started to answer, but before she could, Derek cut her off. “David, your wife is actually quite good at overcoming her shyness and embarrassment. She listens and follows instructions incredibly well, and she uses that ability to deflect her innate shyness, to divert and distract herself from her discomfort.”
The thing is, I kind of enjoy her shyness, her ability to become embarrassed or blush at things that most others take in stride. It’s a bit of innocence that she’s somehow retained to this point in her life, the age of twenty-seven, long after most have become jaded and immune to such things. When I just looked at him and didn’t respond, he took it upon himself to demonstrate his point.
“Allison, sweetheart, come here for a moment please and we’ll show Dave what we’re talking about.”
Even as I sorted out the “what we’re talking about” portion of that statement – she’d scarcely said anything, after all – she rose from beside me and crossed to him. She stopped in front of him, demurely looking down at the floor, her hands clasped behind her back like a shy schoolgirl.
He reached out and touched her hip with his fingertips and softly said, “Kneel here, dear, in front of me, but face your husband.”
She slowly dropped to her knees as requested, not facing me directly but with a three-quarter angle instead, so that she could still see him off to her side if she looked up. She wasn’t looking up, however; her eyes were still downcast, and it added to the effect of creating a very submissive posture on her part, which made me ache with both jealousy and arousal while at the same time making my skin crawl just a bit at how bizarre it seemed.
He gave me a moment to absorb her posture and attitude, knowing exactly what he was creating, and then he reached over her shoulder, his wrist against her neck as his graceful fingers quickly unfastened the top button of her thin sweater, and then the next. Before I could object – and I was about to – he removed his hand but said to her, “Allison, my beautiful girl, why don’t you undo the rest of them?”
To my utter astonishment she quickly began to do just that, without raising a word of protest or even glancing at me to see if I approved. I didn’t. “Hold on a second! What the hell do you think you’re doing? This is nuts; we’re not doing this.”
He leaned back on the sofa, smiling as he looked across at me. “Dave, she’s been modeling in front of my camera all day in this much clothing or less,” he waved his hand toward her to indicate her now-exposed lace demi-bra and the swell of her incredible breasts above that tiny garment, and then continued, “I’m simply trying to give you an example of how we work together. You really should come to the studio and watch a shoot sometime; it might ease your mind.”
“Doubtful.” I looked at Alli. “Honey, are you really comfortable with this? This is okay with you?”
She gave me a sidelong glance, her head angled more toward him than me. “I am, Davey; it’s all right, and Derek is right about me being around him in less than this today. We’re just trying to show you how it works, if that’s all right with you. There’s only the three of us here and all three of us already know what I look like in my underwear.” She giggled softly as she said this, a reassuring sound that told me that she wasn’t entirely oblivious to the bizarre nature of the situation. She went on, “Let us do this and you just watch for a couple of minutes, okay?”
We stared at each other for a moment, her eyes holding mine in a way that she never seemed to do with him, and I shrugged. “I guess – if you’re comfortable with it. It’s weird as hell, but go ahead.”
My reluctant approval in hand, she finished unbuttoning her sweater and continued to kneel there at his feet with it now hanging open, her lace bra and the swell of her lovely breasts above it fully exposed. He nodded approvingly. “Good girl. Now slip it off, Allison, and I’ll take it.”
She shrugged her sweater off her shoulders, and as she pulled her arms free and it slid down her back he reached out and took it, his fingers grazing along her spine as he did. It may have been an innocent move, possibly inadvertent, but I heard Alli’s sharp intake of breath at his touch. He folded the sweater neatly and laid it alongside of him on the sofa.
Alli glanced quickly at me before again looking down; I think she knew that I was finding the idea of her here in our living room, half-naked in front of another man, highly unusual. And that’s probably a huge understatement!
He looked at her and nodded thoughtfully. “Okay, let’s get to work. Allison, shift over so you’re sitting, but keep your knees bent and tucked under, just alongside of you.” She did, putting her left hand out onto the floor and leaning that way.
He reached down and adjusted the position of her feet slightly “Good, perfect; you are so very lovely, my dear. Now turn your head to the left, as though looking over your shoulder, but look down.”
She immediately followed his instructions, and her pose went from submissive to demure, just that quickly. Fascinated now, and less creeped-out, I watched them. He ran his fingertips along the angle of her neck and jaw. “Very pretty. You have such graceful lines, Allison, so very fine. Okay, now tilt your head just slightly.” She did, and he smiled. “Arch your back just a bit, show us that flat tummy and those lovely breasts.”
I shook my head as she did exactly as told, but it was impossible to ignore the sexy, erotic image he had created with just a few simple instructions. He made a few adjustments to her hair, pulling some of her long chestnut locks over her shoulder and forward, framing her face with a very natural-looking tumble of her dark waves.
“Very good, sweet girl; you look lovely, so sexy and innocent.” He looked across at me and said, “Now, if I had my camera, I would be moving around her, taking photos from all angles, crouching down… you get the idea. Your wife is a natural, Dave, so perfectly malleable and pliable, so eager to bend to my will.”
He must have seen the expression on my face because he laughed. “In the studio, Dave; in a professional capacity.”
I nodded, meeting his eye as I said, “Yes, I’m sure that’s what you meant.” If he heard the sarcasm in my voice he ignored it.
I looked at Alli and caught her watching me out of the corner of her eye, biting her lower lip tentatively as she did so. I smiled at her. “He’s right about one thing at least; you do look beautiful and sexy. That’s kind of amazing how you do that so perfectly, considering you’ve never done any modeling until now.”
She gave me a dazzling smile. “Thank you, honey! It’s kind of fun, too, and I’m making lots of money for my shelter.”
He was looking at us, a soft smile on his face. “So it’s a win-win situation; I get a superb, beautiful model, you get the support for your shelter and your animals, and you…” he turned and looked at me. “Well, you get the satisfaction of knowing you’re married to a beautiful model, which comes with certain bragging rights. What else can I offer you to sweeten the pot?”
I stared back at him for a moment, silently trying to figure this guy out; one moment he seemed like some kind of Svengali, eager to control and subjugate my compliant wife, and the next like a straight-forward businessman and artist simply trying to advance a project. I shrugged and gave him an honest answer. “It’s not about sweetening the pot for me, Derek; it’s about what’s best for her, and for us as a couple. If it’s something she shouldn’t do then she won’t be doing it, and there are no incentives you can offer that will change that decision.”
Alli rose to her feet and crossed to me, once again taking a spot on the arm of my chair and leaning into me. The difference this time was that she had no blouse on and her warm, soft skin and the swell of her breasts were very distracting. She stroked my neck as she said, “But you will hear him out? Please – for me? I really do enjoy doing this, it’s very… liberating, somehow, and the money is allowing me to do a lot of things that we’ve been putting off at the shelter.”
“I am hearing him out; I have no objection to listening, but I have serious reservations. You can understand where I might, can’t you?”
She leaned in and kissed me on my right temple. “I know, and I understand – but I’d never do anything to hurt you, or to hurt us. You do know that, don’t you?”
She has this infuriating habit of answering a question with a question, and turning my worries back on me. The fact that she’s usually very perceptive – and very right – doesn’t help at all. “No, I know – and I do know that, really I do. I’m just curious about this book, and what kind of photos he’s considering. It sounds to me like it could become very… sexual in nature. To put it mildly.”
Derek, who had been leaning back and quietly following our exchange, chose that moment to re-enter the conversation. “Sensual, Dave. I do sensuality and erotica, not pornography. Please remember that.”
“Six of one, Derek; you’re going to have her posing naked with other people. There’s a sexual element to that no matter how you slice it. It’s inevitable; two people – or more – close, touching, bodies against each other as they pose in various erotic positions. Arousal happens, it’s only natural, but that doesn’t mean I’m okay with it.”
We all looked at each other for several seconds, seemingly at an impasse. I finally broke it. “Tell me more about what kinds of poses or scenes you’re considering; ease my mind, if you think you can.”
He shrugged. “The poses? I don’t know for sure. It’s often a situational thing; I let people move individually or together, allow them to relate to each other with as little direction from me as possible and take the shots.”
I shook my head. “Not good enough; you must have some ideas, some themes or concepts in mind. Enlighten me if you really want me to consider going along with this.”
He thought about that for a long moment before replying, and when he did, I could see that it was with some reservations. “A variety of things, Dave; obviously, given the number of plates I’m considering. Some would just be Allison in all her beautiful glory, perhaps posed as a submissive, or in outlandish garb, or even in the guise of a BDSM-type dominant mistress. She’s extremely versatile in the number of ways I can use her.”
He said things like that in reference to the ways he could “use her” in photographs, I realized that, but it still stuck in my craw just a bit. I ignored it and waited for him to go on, which he soon did.
“For others I might use certain props, which could be anything; a car, flowers, a bed or other furniture, athletic equipment, a motorcycle, animals – I have an associate that owns several well-trained exotic animals. Posing Allison in sexy lingerie, or perhaps even nude with a Bengal tiger, or perhaps a leopard, a python - it would be an incredible opportunity.”
I sort of thought that getting Alli to pose nude for him at all might present far too good of an opportunity – for him - but at the moment I was more focused on the tiger. “Yeah, I’m not sure that’s a great idea. They may be trained extremely well, but they’re still wild animals. You read all the time about that kind of shit going horribly wrong.”
I noticed Allison looking at me, a disappointed look on her face. I shrugged and smiled at her. “I’m sorry babe, but just because you look good enough to eat doesn’t mean I want you to be a snack for a damn tiger!”
They both laughed, and he rushed to assure me that it would be perfectly safe. I knew better of course; there is no such thing as totally safe when dealing with powerful, unpredictable wild animals. It was Alli that eventually made the convincing argument. “Oh, honey - you know how much I love animals! It would be worth a little risk to me to have a chance to be that close to a tiger or a leopard. How exciting!”
I knew it was true, and her shining eyes and obvious excitement told me that he’d just sweetened the pot for her, even if it had been unintentional on his part. Allison is crazy over animals of all types and sizes; the opportunity to get up close and personal with a big cat or two would be irresistible to her. I ceded that point to him and moved on.
“Yeah, okay. I guess I more or less understand about her posing alone or with various props. Tell me about what you have in mind involving other people in the shots with her.”
In response, rather than explaining or detailing what he planned to do with my wife, he picked up another book and handed it to me. It was a largish volume, probably twelve by fourteen inches, but not particularly thick. It was titled “Couples”. Upon opening it, Alli and I were treated to a series of color plates of couples posing in various states of undress – and various states of erotic, often sexual, poses.
All of the shots contained two people, but beyond that they varied widely. Some of the couples were younger or older, some were of two people of the same race, with different races represented, while others were interracial shots, and some were of either two women or two men. The one thing they had in common was that they were unquestionably both sexual and erotic, with sensual touching and visibly aroused bodies prevailing.
The photos were mostly of just regular people, not models, although there were some very beautiful examples of “just regular people”. There were innocent nude shots, but there were also enough hard, jutting nipples and rampantly erect cocks that I was having trouble seeing how most of the book was anything but hardcore sex, and I said so.
“This is basically just a porn book, isn’t it?” I asked. “There are enough sex scenes – or at least incipient sex scenes – here that it sort of crosses the line between erotica and smut, don’t you think?”
He shrugged. “Eye of the beholder, is it not? There’s no sex, no intercourse or oral sex or penetration of any kind. Many – most, even – of the subjects are clearly sexually aroused in this example, but that’s one of the conditions in which the human body exists at certain times.” He paused and looked across at us for a moment, trying to gauge our receptiveness before continuing. “All of these books as well as what I’m envisioning for my own book are a celebration of the human form in all of its glory – an homage to our beauty and a visual paean to both our similarities and our differences.”
He made sense – and I don’t consider myself to be a prude. In fact I had become quite aroused myself while looking through the book, my cock hard and throbbing in my pants, where I could feel a small wet spot growing cold against my flesh. Seeing the various couples so visibly aroused had appealed to my prurient senses, there was no denying that. What didn’t appeal to my prurient senses, however, was the thought of my wife snuggled up to some well-hung stud with a giant hard-on sticking out inches from her face or pressed against her flesh. Then again, even that mental image made my balls ache with lust even as it pushed all my jealousy buttons.
I nodded, looking back at him across our coffee table, extremely aware of Allison’s lush but semi-nude body pressed against me as she leaned in from her perch on the arm of my chair. “I can appreciate that, Derek – in fact, I do; I just have a tough time accepting my wife in a whole book full of this kind of thing.”
I’d held up the “Couples” volume as I said that, and he chuckled. “I can understand your reluctance – but remember, my book will not be dedicated to that type of thing. Mine will run the gamut from pure, old-fashioned forties-style glamour to creative, artistic, and possibly fetish shots - and more.”
“But there will be some shots of this nature - Allison with another man, right?”
He nodded. “In all likelihood, yes – or with more than one man, or a woman… and yes, I do anticipate that in some of them both your wife and the other subjects, male or otherwise, might appear to be quite aroused.” He paused as he focused on Alli for a moment. “Would that be a problem for you, my dear?”
She looked across at him for a moment before lowering her eyes, and then turned to face me. “I’m aroused now, just thinking about it – and that’s all right, isn’t it? It’s like I told you that very first time we danced together, David. It’s a very natural thing, and it would be more of an issue if men and women didn’t feel that urge… that arousal. We’re programmed that way; we’re supposed to respond to each other.”
She paused long enough to kiss me as I sat there somewhat in shock that she had so freely admitted to her arousal in front of her photographer friend. I was too, of course – achingly so, something her blunt admission had only added to – but I wasn’t about to say so!
She continued, “But my arousal from the photo sessions, if any, would come home to you, Davey! It’s not as though I’m going to become so turned on that I get out of control and start indiscriminately screwing anyone that’s hard and handy!” She laughed, and it eased the tension a bit.
I suppose, in a way, that was exactly what I had been imagining. “No, I know you’re not – and that’s not what I was thinking,” okay, so it was a little white lie; I went on, “but just the idea of you doing this kind of thing with other men – total strangers - I can’t help it, Alli, I’m jealous. You can understand that, can’t you?”
She gave me her best brilliant smile and wrapped her arms around my neck. “Yes, I understand it – and I’m glad you are! It just means you care and you love me, and I’d be just as jealous if the shoe was on the other foot. But think about actors and actresses and professional models and things. They do this kind of thing all the time! Do you suppose they have jealous spouses at home?”
“Probably.” They both laughed, and I did too. “At least at first, don’t you think? Unless they knew their significant other was doing this kind of work before they even got hitched, in which case they have no basis for any complaints. But this is all completely new to me – to us. So yeah, I’m jealous about it. I can admit that.”
Derek nodded. “I appreciate your honesty. I think maybe there’s something I can do to ease your mind a bit, but it will require your cooperation. Are you willing to work with me for a few minutes?”
“In what way?” Even I could hear the hesitancy and suspicion in my voice.
He laughed. “Nothing painful, I promise; you’re going to be my male model for a few minutes.”
“I’m not really male model material – and this is probably not a good idea.”
Alli bent in and kissed me. “Oh come on – it will be fun! Just relax and think of it as role-playing for a few minutes. Please? For me?”
I sighed. “I’m not taking my clothes off.”
He laughed. “No, you don’t need to. As a matter of fact, what you’re wearing is ideal for what I have in mind.” He bent and retrieved a black leather hard-sided case from alongside the sofa. It had been up against the end, below the armrest and out of my line of sight, and I’d not noticed it previously. Opening it, he pulled out a sleek digital SLR camera with a low flash attachment, and I heard a tiny high-pitched electronic tone as he switched it on.
He looked around the room and asked to have a couple of lamps on the end tables lit, which we did. As we were moving about, doing that, he crossed to the foyer and carried over a small Bungalow-style armchair that we kept there as an accent piece, one of several nods to the Arts and Crafts style that we both admired. It was an antique and typical of that style and era, with wood slats below the square wooden arms, a seat cushion upholstered in leather, dark tan with a rich patina, and two-inch wide wood slats making up the back which matched those along the sides below the flat armrests.
It was interesting watching his eyes move about the room as he evaluated lighting, angles, backgrounds and the positioning of the other furnishings and accoutrements in our home; he seemed to move automatically into professional mode, even though all he was doing, ostensibly, was setting up a little demonstration for my benefit.
After his quick evaluation he selected the spot he wanted for the chair and placed it there, stepping back to look at it for a moment before making a minute adjustment to the angle. Apparently satisfied at last with his impromptu studio, he motioned me to the chair. “David, you sit here and rest your arms on the arm of the chair.”
As I moved to comply, he turned to Allison, saying, “Alli, sweetheart, slip out of your skirt please, and sit at Dave’s feet in the same position you assumed a few minutes ago when you were near me.”
I objected. “Hey! Hold on a second - is that really necessary? There’s no reason in hell that she can’t at least stay half-dressed.”
They both stopped and looked at me, and I could almost see her defer to him to explain the reasons that he required her to be nearly nude. He sighed, “Dave, if you can’t get past the idea of your wife in bra and panties, here in your own home with just the three of us present, we’re dead in the water.”
“That wouldn’t be the worst news I’d ever heard.”
He glanced at Allison, his look practically begging her to talk some sense into me. She came and kneeled in front of me, her hands on my legs, and looked up at me imploringly. “Honey, it’s okay – really, it is. I don’t have any issues with being in only my bra and panties in front of you, ever, and Derek does this all the time. I spent half of my day today in practically nothing with him and Jennifer; it feels very natural to me.”
“Yes, well, that makes one of us. It feels weird as hell to me.”
She smiled. “I was totally naked in front of a lot more people at Charlie’s party. So were you.”
It was a valid point, although not a particularly helpful one. “Yeah, I know, but everyone else there was naked too, so it was okay – still weird, but okay.”
Derek laughed. “Well, you really must tell me more about this party someday! Would it help if I got naked too? I can take pictures naked, I suppose… a bit unorthodox, but if it eases your mind…”
I snorted, shaking my head.