It had been one of those weeks where everything just turned out wrong. A week of sleepless nights trying to comfort little Hannah, who was having a hard time teething, had left him tired and irritable. He had messed up the second important client presentation of the week this morning, and his boss told him to go out and pull himself together. He wandered along to the local convenience store, grabbed a sandwich and drink, and headed into the quiet of the park.
Barely thinking or aware of his direction, he wandered into a grassy clearing at the edge of the woods. He sat in the shadows on the roots of a huge beech tree at the edge of the clearing. Pulling open the plastic bag containing his lunch, he frowned as he looked at what he had bought. The packet described his pastrami on rye, with Swiss cheese, sauerkraut, mayo, mustard, and rocket. He felt sad that what he wanted was a plain cheese and pickle sandwich, and how inconvenient that the shop did not sell them. He’d also only bought water on autopilot when he wanted a Twix and a full-fat Coke.
He leaned back against the tree, took a swig of water and the first bite of the sandwich, and chewed slowly. Staring at the clearing, he smiled to remember that this was the very place where he lost his virginity with Sue that fateful afternoon all those years ago. He took another bite, cursing as he spewed some of the sauerkraut from the overstuffed sandwich. He realised he had left his ear buds and phone in the office. The warm summer air seemed thick with the smells and sounds of the woods. He took another careful bite and closed his eyes for a moment to enjoy the peace and quiet.
He thought about Sue for the first time in years; she was the prettiest girl at school in that last term. With long blonde hair and bright blue eyes set in a happy, smiling face, he had fancied her from afar. He had always known she was out of his league and never had the courage to ask her out; she always had a boyfriend from the popular group of lads. He remembered how, on that day, they bumped into each other outside the school gates. She was bunking off PE, and he had a free study period. She looked radiantly beautiful, as always, in her plimsolls and uniform.
He smiled to himself, remembering how she had asked him to walk her to the park so that the boys would leave her alone. He remembered walking and glancing at her the whole time while she talked to him about which boy she might go out with next. He remembered that after that amazing day, he still could not bring himself to talk to her or ask her out.
Sitting in the warm shade, he noticed a couple had walked into the clearing on the far side. To be more precise, it looked as though the girl had led the boy in by the hand; he looked reluctant or perhaps shy. She gave him a brief kiss, then another as she spoke to him. He could not hear clearly what she said but knew she was asking him to do something. She pulled a big towel out of her backpack and laid it on the ground before sitting on it and inviting him down too.
He watched more kissing and hoped they would not notice him spying on their meeting. She seemed to be taking the lead, and I watched her draw him down as she lay on her back. He saw hands briefly cup the girl’s tits through her blouse and her surprising reaction of unbuttoning it to expose her white bra. She kept kissing him and talking to him while he was trying to look at her perfect B-cup tits. The boy sat up for a brief moment, pulled his shirt off over his head, and stared at her chest again before she resumed kissing him.
Watching from the shadows, he felt he was intruding but, at the same time, strangely connected to the young man. She was asking if he liked her, if he fancied her, and why he had not asked her out. She seemed to be asking a lot of questions in between the kissing and cuddling. She pushed the boy off her and sat up, and he was expecting to see her march away any second. Instead, she pulled her white blouse off and put it on the ground beside her, followed by slipping her plaid skirt down and off. The lad just sat and stared between her bra and a big pair of blue knickers.