The next days, Tim had to go work as usual. So I was talking with my friends and my family back in Viet Nam.
I was also cleaning Tim's apartment and cooking for him. We met during Tim's lunches, which was nice. He introduced me to some of his colleagues and friends.
Then on Thursday, I saw that Tim forgot to close his laptop, something that he did the previous days. I decided to check some things online. Somehow I pressed the 'x' and then I saw 'X-videos'. I decided to see what it was.
I was stunned! It was a sexy video website and not only that. Because of Tim's search history, I saw that he was looking for Asian girls and black men. Yes, I knew it was wrong; still, I checked some of the videos.
One was with a Japanese girl who was a journalist and talking with a very black man. She was flirting with him and soon they were kissing. It excited me. The man had his black hands on her dress, which was a sexy sight.
Then when his shirt was off, I could see that he was very muscular, the way I like men the most. They were still kissing.
Then the girl reached for the man's penis. It was clearly a very big one, bigger than my boyfriend's penis even though he was not yet hard, and compared to my boyfriend's erect white dick. The man's cock was also very black. It somehow aroused me even more.
A little later, the Asian girl was sucking the big black cock. It was so interesting to see it all. It was insane to see how big the cock was. I was wondering if it could fit in my mouth. When the big black cock went into the girl's pussy, I also felt my own pussy starting to become wet.
I knew that masturbation is forbidden in the Catholic church. Therefore, touching my own pussy was something that I was reluctant to do. Yet, as I saw how the black man started to fuck the Japanese girl deeper, I couldn't resist it anymore.
My hands went to my pussy and I felt how wet it was. I started to play with my pussy while watching the sexy video.
The couple went to do doggy-style and I felt even more aroused. It was so incredibly sexy to see this. After they had sex while she was riding him, he came towards her face and put his cum on her tongue. I think that it was at that moment that I felt an orgasm, just from watching this sexy video.
Afterwards, I was thinking about if I should tell Tim or not that I found his sexy video website and what he was thinking of. It was difficult for me to decide yes or no. So, that evening, after Tim came home from work and we had dinner, I was still contemplating if I should tell him or not.
I felt quite confused. Why was Tim watching videos with sweet Asian girls like me having sex with big black men? Was he thinking about me while watching these videos? Was he having me as his girlfriend to see if I would have sex with black men as I am an Asian girl?
I made up my mind and the next conversation went something like this:
"Baby, I want to talk with you," I said.
"Okay, honey. What do you want to talk about?"
"Well, I was looking on your laptop today and I found some sexy website called X-Videos."
Tim became red when he heard that. "Oh... uhm... yes... I uhm... I can, uhm, explain..."
"What can you explain?"
"Well, the, uhm, videos."
"What about them?"
"Okay, well, uhm, a man sometimes needs to get some relief by watching porn."
"Okay, baby, I can understand. But what about sexy and cute Asian girls like me having sex with big black men, can you explain that?"
Tim became even redder. "Oh yes, uhm... I, I like to see Asian girls having sex."
"Aha, with men in general or specifically with black men?"
"Honestly, baby girl, with black men..."
Now it was I who was kind of shocked. "What do you mean, you would like to see me having sex with a black man?"
Tim clearly felt embarrassed, yet also excited.
At that moment, we were both not wearing more than just underwear and a shirt, so I could see that Tim's dick was hard and sticking out of his shorts. Tim didn't answer my question though.
"Baby boy, do you want me to have sex with a black man?"
I was quite shocked by his answer. Because Tim said, "Yes."
Then Tim showed me a video of a girl who had a boyfriend and they met a black man on the street. They went to their place and the black man had sex with the white girl. While the boyfriend was looking. I played with Tim's dick which was really hard.
"So baby, you really want to do this?"
He did. Yet, even though I felt excited as well, it was also very wrong, very naughty and very dirty. Should I go along with his fantasy or should I not?
That evening, we talked about it for a long time. We also looked on the internet to see if we could go somewhere where a lot of black men would be. We found a club where they play hip-hop, R&B. reggaeton and other exotic music. We talked about me dancing with them, maybe even kissing on the dance floor. We also came up with a sign to stop it if any of us felt bad about it. We would make our hands in a 'T'-sign as like in 'time-out'.
We decided that we would go there on Friday, the 28th of September. That was the next day. Tim kissed and licked my pussy after our talk and right after that, we fell asleep.
The next morning, I asked Tim if he still wanted to go on with the plan. He wanted to and even though I was anxious, I still wanted to try it.
We would meet at Tim's work right at six so we would go into the city to a shopping mall called Palladium. We looked for clothes for that evening. Tim bought a small black dress and also sexy black lingerie: a g-string and a very sexy bra where you could see my nipples. The dress was just a little lower than my sexy Vietnamese ass.
We went for dinner. Then before we knew it, it was 11 PM. Time to go to this music club.
Tim was standing at the bar while I started dancing. I just didn't really know how to dance to that music. Soon a couple of white guys wanted to dance with me, but I tried to push them away.
The club was mostly filled with black men and white Czech girls, some white boys and not so many black women. I think I was the only Asian person in the club.
Then a quite handsome black man started to dance with me. He was dancing nicely, behind me, having his hands on my hips. I felt already hot because of this sexy black man. He was very dark, from Africa, around 1.90 meters, so much taller than me and also taller than my boyfriend.
All of a sudden, I felt more fear. Fear about what this man might do to me. I was looking toward my boyfriend who was still at the bar. I saw that Tim was making a 'T'-sign. So I went over to him, leaving the handsome man on the dance floor.
Tim told me that he was not sure if we should go on. Even though I was feeling nervous, I did tell Tim that I was alright with it. I would go on if Tim would let me. Tim took my hand and kissed it, then he let me go back to the handsome man.