We would talk about it all the time, my cousin Caitlin and I, but it’s not like we were ever going to actually do it.
It was just this thing we did, this secret we had.
Just stories we told each other to turn us on. We would talk about what we could do and what he would do. We would talk about how big it was and how big did we think it could get.
I loved hearing her talk about it since, unlike me, she had actually seen it, and when she described it she would get all wide eyed and she would ask me what I thought it would be like to touch it and to taste it and maybe even feel it inside me, and I would tell her and she would close her eyes and masturbate and I would lie there next to her and do it too.
But it was always just those fantasies, we were never going to actually do it. It was just stories, and never did those stories even resemble anything that could happen in real life.
But then it became more like it could, because she had gone one day to pick him up at the gym where he works out and she had to run to use the bathroom. And they had unisex bathrooms and locker rooms and everything, and that was cool enough but when she had been in one of the stalls and she was sitting there peeing she noticed a hole in the wall to her left, maybe three feet from the floor and about the size of a baseball.
And when she told me about it later, I asked, “Do you think he’s ever used it?”
She said, “Maybe he should,” and then our stories became very much about that and how we could make it happen so that he was in the one stall while we were in the other, and I would tell her all the things I would do with it when he put it through the hole because as always in every story we made up, she would only be watching of course.
But even if our stories now had a location and a scenario, we were never ever going to actually do it. It was just a better way of turning us on, and when we lay there next to each other and masturbated we knew we had the same picture in our heads.
But never did the stories turn into anything like a real plan.
But then they did, because for my birthday that year she gave me a membership card for the same gym, and I noticed how she blushed when she gave it to me, and we both laughed at that.
Now we could go there whenever we wanted and she could be my plus one and we could use the fitness center and the cafeteria too, and we were pretty sure he never went there but you could look through the windows down at the gym so we could watch without being seen, and we could be in the same locker room too and we would have to hide but if we were careful we could see if he had any habits that we could take advantage of.
And he did.
So lying there naked next to each other we would devise our scheme while we fingered ourselves; he would always stretch for almost ten minutes before he went to the locker room so we had time to get there when we saw him do that, and in there he would always take a quick shower first and then he would go in the bathroom to pee before he went to the sauna and then back to the showers again before he got dressed and left.
And he always used the same stall and it wasn’t the one that Cait had used that time, but we had checked and they all had holes in the walls between them so when he was in the shower we could go into the one next to his and wait for him, and if we did it on a Friday he would be there late in the evening and there wouldn’t be that many others there.
That was the plan, and it was a really good plan and Cait would come really hard, but still we were never going to actually do it.
It was just the thrill of knowing that we could do it, and the two of us sitting there in the cafeteria with this secret and being really turned on, and she had me talk about every detail and I told her how I would hold it and stroke it and lick it and suck it, and when he came I would swallow every drop, and she would be there watching it all but she would never do anything of course, because like she said; “He’s just your uncle so it’s not even that bad, but to me he’s my actual…” and she couldn’t even say the word.
And she was right about me, but I didn’t think it would be that bad for her either, because it was never really about him for her, it was all about his cock and she had been practically obsessed with it since she had first seen it and when she talked about it, I knew it would be almost like a religious experience for her to actually touch it.