But I promise you my story is not one of those. At 29, I’ve been sexually active for about eleven years. I’ve never been a slut, per se, but I’ve always had a healthy sexual appetite and have dated around like any normal, single girl in college and twenties.
My experience with penis size has been what I imagine a lot of girls my age have. I dated a few guys with what some might consider small dicks and I’ve dated guys with what I always thought were big. I’ve never sought out bigger ones or really thought it made much of a difference, to be honest.
I had incredible orgasms with boyfriends with five inch dicks and I’ve been left wanting more from guys with seven inch cocks. It always came down to who could last long enough to make me reach that climax.
The reason I am writing this story to share with Lush readers is a guy I met named John at a teaching conference. At 47, John was a bit older than what I generally find myself attracted to. Maybe it was the three martinis at dinner or maybe it was his pleasant demeanor while we isolated ourselves from boring conversation at the rest of the table. Maybe it was the fact that I broke up with my boyfriend two months prior and was wearing out my vibrator in his absence.
Whatever the reason, John had successfully interested me in him - beyond our conversations about our school systems.
As the group piled into a taxi and headed back to the hotel, I found myself squeezed into the backseat, sandwiched between John and a young teacher named Jessie. Jessie was a little drunker than the rest of us and kept trying to get the rest of the group to go to another bar before we turned in for the night. I think the fact that she was an extremely pretty, 24-year-old blond girl, the other two guys in the car were easily convinced and agreed to stop at the hotel bar for a nightcap.
John and I decided to pass and said our goodbyes to the group. On the elevator ride up to the 28th floor of the hotel, I couldn't help myself. I began running through ways that the night might go. Was John going to make a move? Did I want him to? Should I make a move? John finally broke the silence when the elevator came to a stop.
“Well, here we are,” he said.
“Yep, I’m this way,” I said, as we stepped out of the doors.
“Oh, me too.”
As we walked down the long hallway, we laughed about how drunk Jessie was and how she might miss the following day of the conference. Suddenly we were at John’s door.
“This is me. See you tomorrow!” he said cheerily.
“Goodnight!” I replied, honestly a little disappointed he didn't invite me in.
I walked to my room feeling stupid. He wasn’t into me? I was trying to put some subtle vibes out but he either didn’t pick up on them or just wasn't interested. I looked at myself in the mirror. I was dressed conservatively - it was a teaching conference after all. But my slim figure, short red hair, and perky c-cup tits should have drawn some sort of attention. Maybe he is gay?
I shed my professional outfit and put on the terry cloth hotel robe. It was one of those weird things I enjoyed about staying in hotels.
I turned the TV on and laid on the bed. For about 15 minutes, I watched whatever was on HGTV but my mind was still focused on John. You know what? Fuck this. I’m going to make a move. With my mind made up, I tied the front of my robe, slipped my room key into the front pocket and walked out of my room. I walked down the hall, stopped in front of the room John had entered, and took a deep breath. Knock, knock, knock.
A few moments later, John answered the door wearing a gray t-shirt and some loose-fitting athletic shorts.
“Hey Courtney, is something wrong?” he asked.
“Yeah, actually I was going to take a shower and they didn't put any conditioner in my room. Did they give you some? I just didn’t want to bother with the front desk,” I said, not revealing my true intentions.
“Uh, let me look. Wait here.”
Wait here? He wasn’t going to invite me in?
Standing out in the hallway, I didn’t want anyone to see me so I decided to ignore his request and strode into his room.
“Hey John, I didn’t want anyone in the hall to see me outside your door and get the wrong…” I started.
“Courtney! Wait don’t come…” John interrupted me, but it was too late.
When I walked into his room, I saw his laptop open on the bed with a video paused on the screen. John was watching porn! The still image showed a skinny brunette on her knees orally servicing a big, white cock.
“John!” I started laughing - not at him, but in a ‘this is not a big deal’ kind of way. “What are you watching?”
“Oh my god, this is mortifying… I was just… I… there’s no explaining this away. We’re both adults. You know exactly what is going on here…” he said, ashamed.
There was a long pause where neither of us said anything. Subtlety had gotten me nowhere - it was time to go for it.
“Can I… watch it with you?” I asked.
“I don’t think that is a good idea…” he started, but before he could finish I was crossing the room. I picked up the laptop and hit play. The girl on screen resumed giving a slow, sensual blowjob. It seemed he was into the more realistic tender porn, not the typical gagging and name calling that you usually think of.
I remembered this hotel had smart TVs so I grabbed the remote, pressed a few buttons, and with a quick change to ‘presentation mode’, suddenly the image on his laptop was playing on the forty-inch television on the wall. The sound filled the room - soft moans and gentle sucking was all you could hear as John and I were silent.
“Come on, grab a seat.” I invited John to sit next to me on the bed.
“Courtney… I don’t know about…”
“Listen, just sit the fuck down and watch a little porn with me. I don’t usually watch this stuff so I’m interested.”
He seemed a little unsure but took a few steps and sat down on the bed. He took one of the many pillows and covered his lap. I quietly laughed a little - here I was, in his bed watching a girl suck a cock on a big high-definition TV, but he was still being shy.