Ba-Ding!
I checked the displayā¦ three minutes away, thirty-five-minute trip, and a decent rider rating. Of course, I accepted the trip. It was 2:15 am, bars closed fifteen minutes ago, and I lived a half-hour south. With any luck, this passenger was going my way, a good end to a busy night of carting drunks home.
I pulled around the corner and checked the pickup spot again, yep, that cowboy bar, āThese Boots.ā The big neon sign flashed a cowgirl kicking up her booted feet and the flashing words beneath that said āLiquor and Dancingā in western script. I cringed a little, these cowboy folks tend to drink a lot and can get pretty rowdy.
My momma always told me, āNothing good ever happens after midnight.ā And she was pretty much right. Something clicks after midnight and the drinkers get drunker, the quiet ones get loud, and the loud ones get ornery.
Several clusters of folks gathered around the entrance and they eyed my car as I pulled up, but nobody made a move towards my car. I felt a little dejected. If the rider wasnāt out here then they were probably in the bathroom, puking. Iāve seen it before. But it was my duty to get as many people home safely as I could; puke or no puke. I preferred no puke, but it wasnāt always that way.
I opened the car door and stood by it. The timer on the Uber clock ticked past three minutes.Ā I can cancel at five minutes and make my $3.75, but Iād rather get this long ride home. I hollered out the name they gave me, āCassidy!ā Nothing happened for a few moments, then the crowd parted slightly as a figure approached.
Dark brown, almost black curly hair, probably a pretty face but it was rather dark and hard to tell, a damn sexy body dressed in full sexy bra-less cowgirl attire, and a rather distinguished limp on herā¦ left foot. Yep, she limped hard up to the car, and nearly stumbled on the last step.
āAre you Cassidy?ā I asked gently.
The noisy crowd snickered as someone muttered just loud enough for us to hear, āBring out the Gimp!ā
She whirled on the crowd, some of who now openly laughed and a few who seemed embarrassed by the evil comment. But most laughed.
āCunts!ā she yelled at them. More people laughed.
Seething with anger, she turned back to me and whispered, āYes, please take me home.ā
However, in her South Carolina accent, it sounded more like, āPlays tike may ho-ume.ā
She looked defeated as she slid into the backseat. I turned on the interior light so she could get her seatbelt buckled while I downloaded the ride information.
Fuck, I thought. Thirty-five minutes due north, so an hour-plus empty ride home after that. Oh well. At least she looks biologically stable.
She mustāve seen me cringe because she asked if Fairmont was okay.
āYeah,ā I reassured her. āNo worries, Iām delighted to take you where you need to go.ā
āDelighted, huh? Well, Iād be delighted if you crashed into that truck over there, the one with the confederate flag in the back window.ā
āWell, I could do thatā¦ but I need this car for tomorrow, so...ā
I smiled and looked in the mirror as I spoke to her. She looked up and smiled at me for a moment, then she cast down her eyes again and looked down at her left leg. I turned off the interior light and pulled away from the bar, heading north on Main Street.
And, although I only caught a glimpse of her face, I saw that she was damn cute. Her smoldering dark brown eyes could set your heart on fire. But, even though she smiled at me, there was a definite sadness to her face.
Momma, you forgot this one: After midnight, the sad ones get sadder.
āSo, uh, normally I ask my passengers how their night has been. But Iām kind of afraid to ask youā¦ā
I let that hang there, testing to see if she wanted to talk. Sometimes people want to chat, sometimes they donāt. Doesnāt bother me, I wonāt press them if they donāt want to have a conversation.
āChuck wouldnāt dance with me. He wouldnāt even fucking dance with me.ā
āI seeā¦ and Chuck isā¦ the guy with the truck?ā
āHeās a fucking asshole. And I hate him and his truck.ā
This conversation wasnāt going so well, and it began to feel as if I was prying, which I donāt like doing.
āWell, miss, weāve got a little over half an hour to go. Just sit back and be comfortable, Iāll get you home as soon and as I safely can.ā
I could see her looking out the window as the closed-down shops went by. She wasnāt looking at them, though. She had that thousand-yard stare.
āYou know what, Mister Uber driver?ā
āJames.ā
āOkay, you know what, James? I donāt wanna go home no more. I want you to take me to that Motel Six they got out there. I aināt fucking going home. I reckon you can change that for me?ā
āYes miss, gimme a minute or so.ā
I fiddled with the Uber App and put in the new destination as she kept talking.
āYou know, youāre like the fuckinā modern-day bartender, aināt you? Do people ask you advice and shit? Tell you their problems? Oh shitā¦ Iām sorry. Where I come from, if you aināt swearing twice in one sentence people look at you funny. Iām trying to cut down but Iāve been fuckinā drinkinā and it slips out. Shit, sorry, there I go again.ā
āWhereās that youāre from? And donāt worry, Iāve said some of those words myself.ā
āIām sorry, youāre just so proper and all. I was in the Marines. And you try to be one of the guys, ya know? And the guys swear. All the fuckinā time.ā
āIs that where you got the limp?ā
She huffed and sat quietly for a few moments. āYeah, I got a splinter when I was in the Marines.ā
Properly rebuked, I apologized.
āListen, miss, umā¦ Cassidy. Iām sorry, I didnāt mean to pryāā
āNo, no, itās fuckinā fine. Itās just not fine with Chuck.ā
I didnāt know what to do or say at this point. It seemed like most things I said were pissing her off. So I stayed quiet for a little bit.
āWell?ā she asked. āAināt you gonna ask what isnāt fine with Chuck?ā
āSure, I just donāt want to make you uncomfortable.ā
We slowed down for the red light, and I groaned. The lights in this town arenāt that smart. Sometimes they will stay red forever, especially when we are all sitting there waiting for it and no other cars are coming at all.
āYou know what, mister Uber? Itās weird talking to the back of your head. Can I sit up front with yāall?ā
I looked around, still green lights on the cross-traffic side, I clicked open the electronic door locks.
āSure. Nobodyās coming. Come on upā¦ oh, waitā¦ heyā¦ I meant go outsideā¦ watch it... thatās my headā¦ your foot isā¦ well, alright thenā¦ put your seatbelt on please?ā
I wasnāt expecting her to climb over the seat. A normal person wouldāve gotten out the back door and then sat in the front.
āOkay, all better. What was I fucking saying?ā
āUm,ā I stalled. āWould you like a water? Theyāre in that little cooler you knocked over.ā
āOh yeah, fan-fucking-tastic. You want one too?ā
I nodded as we started moving again. She chugged down the small bottle. Wiping her mouth, she started talking again.
āSo yeah, you wanna know whatās not fuckinā fine with Chuck? He wonāt fuck. Chuck wonāt fuckĀ me.ā
Without thinking, I asked, āIs he gay?ā
āOh no. He will fuck. Just not me. One time in the last three months since I've been home. One fucking time. And he had to have a viagra.ā
āWell, pardon me for saying so, but heās an idiot or something. I mean, youāreā¦ well, Iām sāposed to stay professional and all. But, youāre very attractive.ā
āThanks, but you havenāt seen my foot.ā
āUh, the one with a splinter?ā
āWhat? Oh yeah, splinter. Thatās funny. No, I meant, you havenāt seen my footā¦ because it isnāt there. Itās gone. Itās somewhere in Afghanistan.ā
āOhā¦ Iā¦ I see.ā
I glanced over at her, from somewhere in her purse she had pulled out a knife. In the dark, it looked like some kind of tactical knife, not a little pocket knife.
āUm, miss. Can you put that away, please? It makes me nervous.ā
āHuh? Oh shit, sorry.ā She stuffed the knife back in her purse.
āI didnāt even know I did that. It happens sometimes.ā
I didnāt know what to say, so I kept quiet.
āItās an Ontario Asek aircrew knife,ā she informed me. āItās the knife my buddy used that day. We were in an MRAP. You know what those are?ā
āYeah, sort of. Itās a Mine-Resistantā¦ big truck.ā
āRight, mine-resistant. Not mine proof. Some haji set off a 155 shell under us. When I woke up, we were on our side and taking fire. And my foot was crushed, broken and caught in some twisted metal.ā
She paused as her memories flowed over her.
āThe noise, the sheer fucking violence of it all. Have you been in a war zone? No? Well, I canāt ever forget it. Thompson is yelling at me to get outta the truck cuz the hajis are cominā hard. But I couldnāt move. He looked at me, said we gotta go now.ā
A tear rolled down her cheek.
āI knew what he meant. We were taking heavy machine gunfire. I could see them advancing on us. We had a way out the back, except I was stuck. And we needed to move right fucking now!ā
She wiped her cheeks with her hands.
āI yanked out this knife.ā She had it in her hands again. āI handed it to him and said get me the fuck outā¦ and he did. He strapped on a tourniquetā¦ andā¦ got me the fuck out.ā
I reached over to open the glove compartment and get out the little Kleenex packet I kept in there for such occasions. I handed it to her, and asked her for one also.
āThatās why Chuck wonāt fuck me. And he wouldnāt even dance with me. And thatās whyā¦ he was talking to that girl tonightā¦ā
She turned her head away from me, and leaned against the window. Without a word, she put the knife back in her purse. Normally, I never touch the passengers. Maybe a handshake at the end of the ride if the guy was cool or something. But I never touch the women. However, tonight, I put my hand on Cassidyās shoulder and gave it a little squeeze. Her right hand came over and rested on top of my hand.
The dark stores and houses flashed by in the night. All the regular people in the world were home in bed.
- - -
āWill you help me get my room? I donāt feel so good.ā
Oh boy. Well, it was almost three in the morning, so I thought, why not?
After waking up the desk clerk and tolerating his leers and stares, I helped Cassidy to her room. She held onto my arm and limped pretty heavily to the second story room.
āHelp me make sure itās safe?ā
I wasnāt born yesterday. In fact, I was born many thousands of yesterdays ago. I knew what was going on. I couldnāt do it, but I also couldnāt stop.
āYeah, sure. Mind if I take a leak? Itās a long trip back home.ā
I dried my hands and came out of the bathroom to find Cassidy sitting on the bed, her back propped up by several pillows, and her cowgirl shirt hung on the chair. As I alluded to before, she wasnāt wearing a bra, so that meant her generous breasts were on full display.
āCassidy, Iāā
āJames, get over here... please. Donāt make me beg.ā
I sighed, I had never been so torn in my life.
āCassidy, youāre the most beautiful woman Iāve ever met.ā
āJames, donāt you dare say ābut.āā
āCassidyā¦ā I struggled to not say ābut.ā āI donāt just fuck. I make love. I want it to mean something.ā
āIt would mean a lot to me, I guaran-fucking-tee you that.ā
āCassidy, we donāt know each other. If you want to get to know each other, I would love that. But we arenāt going to start with just a fuck.ā
She crossed her arms over breasts and hung her head down, pouting.
āItās okay, just go. Iām not worth getting to know. Iām just a drunken, broken-down woman. Iām not even a whole woman.ā
I looked at her, and after a few moments she looked up at me. I saw her sorrow and pain etched on her face. Tears formed in her eyes. I remembered what my wife said to me.
āJames,ā she said. āYouāre a good man, do you know that? You always want to rescue people. You need to find someone whoās worth rescuing. I want you to find someone like that, someone who needs you.ā
She told me that as I held her hand while she lay in her hospital bed, a few hours before she passed.
I picked up her shirt and helped her put it back on. Trust me, it saddened me to see such perfect breasts not being put to good use. Without a word, I unzipped her cowboy boots, easily slipping off the right one. The left one had the prosthesis in it, and I carefully removed the boot.
āZippered cowboy boots, must be hard to find.ā
āYeah, had to special order them. I couldnāt get my new foot in or out of regular boots. Well, there it is. Whaddya think? Sexy, right?ā
āCassidy, I donāt have a foot fetish, so I donāt really give a shit what your foot looks like. Letās get these pants off, you canāt sleep in those.ā
With some wiggling, we got her jeans off and she squirmed under the sheets and blanket, just wearing her checkered shirt and a yellow thong. I pretended not to notice how tight her ass looked, and that I didnāt see a hint of pubic hair down there where I wasnāt looking. I took off my dress shirt and chinos, so I was in my boxers and t-shirt. I got under the blanket, but not the sheets. She turned away from me, but immediately scooted back up to me. I spooned her firmly, the sheets blocking actual contact but we could feel each otherās warm bodies.
She took my outside hand and clasped it between both of hers, holding it gently. My other hand slid under my own pillow, under my head. I whispered to her.
āAre you and Chuck-the-fuckless-wonder married? Kids?ā
She laughed, āNo, neither, thank God. But we are engaged. Were engaged. Iām not sure. Iām just happy to be away from him.ā
āHe doesnāt deserve you.ā
āI know. Youāve shown me more kindness than he ever has.ā She held my hand tighter, squeezing it to her breasts. āWhat about you? Why arenāt you married?ā
I couldnāt help but nuzzle her neck a little. I mean, it was right there.
āSheā¦ died. Almost three years ago.ā
āOh, Iām sorry. Was itā¦ a sudden thing? Or an illness?ā
āDrunk driver. She lived a couple of days. We got to talk before she went.ā
She pulled my hand up to kiss it. It wasnāt sexual, just comforting.
āThatās why,ā I paused. I had never told this to anybody before. āYouāll think itās crazy. But thatās why I drive at night. So I canā¦ save people... from drunks. And from becoming drunk drivers. I got some insurance money, the house is paid off. I donāt really need the money, I justā¦ have to do it.ā
She whispered to me, āThatās not crazy, James. Iām glad you were out there. Maybe you saved me.ā
āIām also maybe not quite as gallant as I seem. I uhā¦ havenāt been with anyone since then, so Iām pretty gun shy. Iāve dated a couple of times but it didnāt go well. I think maybe Iām ready, now, but I wanted it to mean something, you know? Not just a quick fuck. So donāt take it wrong.ā
I nuzzled her neck some more, she cooed a little and scootched back up against me harder.
I fell asleep soon, comforted by her warm smell.
- - -
Bam Bam Bam!
Cassidy bolted from the bed as someone banged hard on our motel room door. I donāt think Iāve ever seen anybody move that fast before. A loud obnoxious voice called from outside.
āCheckout in fifteen minutes or you pay another day!ā
I could tell by the voice it was the same guy as last night. I slipped out of bed and grabbed my wallet. I passed my credit card through the partially opened door and told him to give me another day and a receipt. And I told him my girlfriend works in the fraud department at the bank and knows how to work with the cops in those kinds of cases. He glared at me, but he also accepted the ten-spot I gave him as a tip.
I turned to see Cassidy, shaking, hugging herself.
āI, umā¦ I donāt like loud noises all that much.ā
āHey... hey, come here.ā I crossed the room with my arms openĀ and wrapped her up in them. She snuggled up on me, her arms close to her body at first. Then, slowly, she relaxed and hugged me back. I held her quietly for a long time, until the door knocked again, much quieter this time. The clerk slid my card and the receipt under the door. I set those on the table and resumed my hug with Cass.
āAre you happy to see me? Or is that just morning wood.ā
I wiggled my pelvis a little, letting her get a good feel.
āLittle bit of both, I think. You do feel pretty good.ā
Okay, this was getting out of control fast. I had to think of something.
āWe got us a Waffle House across the street. Has he texted you? Chuck?ā
She went to get her phone.
āYeah, about 400 times.ā She scrolled through her texts. āHe actually seems worriedā¦ no, waitā¦ now heās madā¦ now heās beggingā¦ mad againā¦ name-callingā¦ and it looks like heās going to work tonight. andā¦ letās seeā¦ oh, weāre going to have words when he gets home.ā
She tossed the phone on the bed and looked at me, deflated.
āHe called me hop-a-long three times in his texts. I had never heard of that before a few months ago. Hop-a-long Cassidy? Itās some old movie actor or something. He thinks itās funny. He said that to me the first day I came back.ā
I cringed. It was pretty mean, really, to call her that. She didnāt ask to have her foot blown off. Well, it was time to take some action.
āGet dressed, little missy. Weāll get some coffee, get some grits, and weāll figure this motherfucker out.ā I threw the swear word in there for her benefit.
She laughed appropriately, and said, āYeah, letās sort the shit out of this motherfucker.ā
We both laughed and put on last nightās clothes.
- - -
We sat there at the Waffle House, eating our waffles and āall-the-wayā hash browns like an old married couple. She buttered my toast, and I fussed at her to put her napkin on her lap and to chew with her mouth closed because she wasnāt in the Corps anymore.
āHow much money have you got?ā I asked between bites.
āAbout $1,500, give or take.ā
I looked at her, she just shrugged. She had to have gotten some separation money from the corps, some compensation for getting permanently disfigured. Chuck probably spent it. Oh well.
āAnd your job?ā
āI work at Angeloās Auto Body, just down the road apiece.ā
āReceptionist?ā I asked, stuffing my mouth full of hash browns.
āChauvinistic old bastard. Iām the number two auto body man there. I do about $950 a week, cash. Youāve got some potato on your chin.ā And she wiped it off with her finger and ate the little piece.
āCan you afford to move out, you think? I mean, you gotta leave this asshole.ā
āYeah, heās just a historical footnote at this point. Butā¦ well shit. You know, they want a fucking security deposit and first and last upfront. Iāve already looked into a place not too far from hereā
I poured more syrup on my waffles, I like āem wet and they had absorbed too much already.
āSo, theoretically. You could probably get your own place in two or three weeks then.ā
āYeah, I could maybe stay at the shop, I guess.ā
āI could loan you the money, but then I donāt know if I can trust you soāā
āWhat?ā she slammed her mug down on the table. People looked over for a moment. I shushed her and continued.
āāSo you could stay at my place for a few weeks, till you get on your feet.ā
Wait, why did I say that? What the hell am I thinking?
āWhy the hell would you do that, James?ā
Yeah, why would I do that?
āI justā¦ think you need a break. And I am in a position to give you a break. But you gotta work on the cussing. Iām not a big fan.ā
We looked at each other for several long moments. I was beginning to really like looking at her, and having her look at me.
āMaybe itās a dumb idea, I can just lend you the money.ā
I swear to God her eyes twinkled.
āWell now, hold on there, Tex. Letās back it up a little bit. What kind of place yāall got there? Cuz it will take me a long time to pay you back. Whereas a couple orĀ three weeks rent-free, maybe, well that would be really helpful.ā
I cocked my head a little, giving her my best little smile.
āWell, I got a four-bedroom ranch down in Oakdale. My kids ran off to California and are hitting it big in the fast-food industry, so Iām all alone.ā
āOakdaleā¦ shit. Errā¦ I mean, crap. Thatās what, an hour away? I donāt have a car, thatās why I was looking for a place right near here.ā
āIāve got two. You can drive the other. If you crash it, though, you gotta fix it.ā I winked at her.
She leaned back in her seat, thinking things over. I started eating from her plate as she had a lot left.
āSo Iāve got a master bedroom and a nice guest room all fixed up. The other two rooms are kind of just storage right now.ā
āJames, I hate to ask, but I have to. How old are you?ā
Ouch!
āWhy, do I look too old or something?ā
āNo, you look forty-something. But I think youāre older than that.ā
āHmm, Iām on the wrong side of fifty, the downhill side.ā
āFifty? You look pretty good, driver.ā
āNot fifty, I said the wrong side of, which means past fifty-five.ā
āAh, gotcha. Well then, you look even better. Soā¦ how old are your kids.ā
āDaughter is twenty-five and my son is twenty-three,ā I answered as I finished off her plate.
She leaned back in her seat. āIām younger than your daughter, by about a year, and youāre older than my dad. Thatās weird.ā
āItās only weird if you make it weird.ā I looked at her and smiled. āIs he still around?ā
She looked down at the table, she seemed ashamed.
āThey were killed in a flood aboutā¦ two years ago now. They were so proud of me. I was going to go to college after my time in, maybe even become an officer.ā
āThe GI Bill will pay for school, right?ā
āYeahā¦ I guess.ā
I reached over and took her hand in mine. āCassā¦ I, I can help you. Let me try.ā
āWhy are you being so nice to me.ā It wasnāt really a question.
āLike I said, you need a break. Plus, youāre easy on the eyes, and I kinda like you. It would beā¦ so nice to have you around a little bit, like a friend.ā
āJust a friend?ā Her eyes sparkled again, I wanted to know how she did that. āI will earn my keep. You wonāt be sorry.ā
I fidgeted, a little uncomfortable. I donāt know why, this was all happening so fast, yet I was the one pushing it. Itās like my reptile brain was in charge, not me. But I kinda liked where it was taking me. āSo, whenās Fuckless go to work?ā
āHe heads in a little after five. Heās a damn security guard at some warehouse, he watches the place overnight. As if he would even do anything if they got robbed. He would probably just hide somewhere, fucking pussy. I sure know how to pick āem.ā She drained the last of her coffee and signaled the waitress for a refill.
āIf you donāt mind, we can get my stuff after he leaves. Itās really just some clothes, a few other things. It would all fit in your car. Wonāt take long, I promise.ā
The waitress came by, I asked for the check.
āWell now we just need to figure out what to do for the next six hours,ā I said to Cassidy. āFortunately, weāve got a place to hang out for a bit. Letās go to that Target across the street, get some toothbrushes and paste, then we can get cleaned up. Maybe catch a movie or something.ā
- - -
I got us each a new T-shirt (I got Pink Floyd, she went with The Ramones) and some underwear at the store, plus some toiletries and snacks, too. We headed back to the room as each of us wanted to get cleaned up and out of those day-old clothes.
Cassidy insisted I go first as she would take a long time. I did my three esses in under a half-hour and pronounced myself clean. I strutted out of the bathroom in my new boxers and T-shirt to thunderous applause from the crowd. Well, Cassidy said I looked nice, that was about the equivalent, right?
I leaned back on the bed, watching Bad News Bears II on the TV. The combination of the lackluster film and the sound of the shower entranced me, and I soon fell asleep on the bed.
I dreamt I was on a big fishing boat, and had caught a big halibut. But the fish got loose and landed partially on me, and the fishās mouth was on meā¦
ā¦ I woke to find Cassidy half laying on me, her head on my shoulder as she nuzzled my neck. My arms instinctively wrapped around her. She was in her new Ramones shirt and new thong, she had declined my offer of getting her a bra.
āHi, sleepyhead,ā she whispered.
āHi back at ya, whatcha doinā?ā
āI couldnāt let you sleep all afternoon. Besides, I got bored after an hour of your snoring.ā
I noticed her minty fresh breath as her mouth was just a couple inches from mine. I also noticed her breasts mashed against my side and my chest, and her left hand rested on my right pec. She continued talking.
āI was thinking about that guest room of yours. I sure donāt want to mess it up.ā
My hand moved up to her face all by itself, and the back of my finger stroked her soft, fresh cheek.
āReally. And how would you mess it up?ā
āWell, when I have really good sex, I thrash around a lot. Say, are your neighbors close? Cuz I make a lot of noise, too.ā
I pondered that statement for a few moments. During those moments, my finger brushed over her lips.
āThis little mouth? It gets too loud?ā
āSometimes, yeah.ā
āWell, maybe Iāll just have to get a gag for you, then. They sell all that stuff on Amazon, ya know.ā
āIāve already got two,ā she whispered. Her body pressed into me a little more. āBut we can go shopping for other things, if you like.ā
I slid my hand down her back, down to her sexy little butt. I tugged on it a little and she brought her thigh up over me.
āAnd these legs?ā I asked. āThey thrash around too much?ā
āSometimesā¦ yes.ā She kissed my freshly shaven jaw with her wet mouth.
āHave you got something for them, too?ā
She kissed down my neck, then whispered, āWell, yes I do, as a matter of fact.ā
āDid old Fuckless Wonder use these... things on you?ā
She rose up a bit and faced me, her long black hair falling over me.
āWell. We tried, but he was never my Daddy. But you, James, are already ninety-percent there.ā
I released her leg and put my hand on the side of her face, then turned her face so I could look into her eyes.
āCassidy,ā I whispered. āYou are so beautiful.ā
āNinety-five, James.ā
āWell then, I gotta get to a hundred, donāt I?ā
She laughed a little as I pulled her in close, and our lips met in a soft, gentle kiss.
Oh, that first moment. That moment when your lips touch for the first time. Itās suddenly quiet, except for some tiny lip sounds. Then your mouths begin working together, tenderly opening a little and then closing. Your brain goes to jelly, and the next thing you know, you go to put your tongue in her mouth only to find hers is coming into yours and you think, this is how itās supposed to be.
Our tongues danced slowly, twirling and whirling around each other. Somewhere in there, I had leaned into her and rolled her onto her back. We kissed longer, deeper, my hand gently resting on her cheek and jaw. My body about halfway on her, I crawled a little more and got more on top of her.
āJames,ā she whispered. āI think you just made it to a hundred.ā
I had forgotten what we were talking about.
āA hundred what?ā
āSilly old fart. One hundred percent of being my daddy.ā
āOh! Yeah, that. Iāll be your daddy, daddy of this.ā
I put my hand right on her crotch and cupped her sex, carefully hiding behind a very thin layer of thong-fabric.
She sighed into my mouth, āYes, Daddy, touch me... thereā¦ oh God.ā
She moaned as I slipped my fingers underneath her thong. My fingers skimmed over her clit and then found her soft folds of skin, already sopping wet.
She drew in her breath quickly as my middle finger slipped inside her folds, entering her. We kissed like this for several minutes; long, deep kisses as I fingered her. Just as I slipped a second finger inside her, she stiffened, arched her back, and let out a small ācumming, daddy!ā as she got noticeably wetter.
I kissed her neck, allowing her to recover as she wasnāt able to form her mouth into a proper kiss. After a minute or so, she rolled into me, holding me tight. She lifted her leg over me and rubbed against my hard cock.
She reached down and felt him through my boxers. She whispered, āLetās get this guy out for some fun.ā
āWait,ā I said, taking her hand and pulling it away from me.
She looked at me quizzically. āWhat? I mean, itās obviously working. You arenāt nervousā¦ā
āCassā¦ I donāt know how to say this without sounding like an ass. Butā¦ if we make loveā¦ you will fall in love with me, and I want you to be ready for that. And I want to make sure youāre the right one for me.ā
She stared at me for several moments before she spoke.
āWell, I have heard some whoppers before, but this one takes the cake! Arenāt you thinking maybe a little too much of yourself there, Tex?ā
āCass, I just meanā¦ in your state of being right nowā¦ youāre rather fragile. And yeah, Iām pretty good withā¦ stuffā¦ā
As I said that, I slipped my hand under her thong again. She involuntarily stiffened and arched her back.
āSee? Youāre very vulnerable right now. I donāt want to take advantage of you.ā
āYou asshole, you just think youāre all that, donāt you. Just give me twoā¦ umā¦ā
I pushed two fingers inside her vagina, and curled them forward as my palm mashed her clit.
āTwo what?ā I teased. āTwo fingers?ā
ā... Twoā¦ two minutesā¦ so I canā¦prove... oh fuckā¦ you winā¦ oh, Jesusā¦ā
I pinched her nipple as I added a third finger inside her pussy. She screamed as she orgasmed. I held her as she came back down, lightly kissing her shoulder and neck.
āYou do make a lot of noise,ā
āFuck,ā she whispered. āWhat are you doing to me?ā
āJust seeing what youāre made of.ā
She reached down and grabbed my hard cock inside my boxers. āI want this. You better give it up soon, you old fart, or Iām just gonna take it.ā
I spanked her bottom. āI think youāll be ready by tonight.ā
- - -
We finally got back to my place about eight oāclock that night. I showed Cassidy the guest room, she just shrugged and went right past it with her bags of clothes. My master bedroom closet was not even half full of my clothes and she just started hanging things up in there.
āSoā¦ I guess we will keep the guest room for guests?ā
āYeah,ā she replied matter-of-factly. In a few short minutes, she was mostly unpacked and even putting a few of her knick-knacks around.
āCan I put this picture of my folks somewhere?ā
āOf course! You want it like, on the dresser or on the wall somewhere?ā
āReally? The wall would be okay? Fuckless didnāt like it out, said it made him uncomfortable.ā
We decided to hang it in the kitchen, near the pictures of my kids and wife.
āWell thatās about it, I guess.ā
I opened my arms, she came in for a hug. āYouāre amazing, Cassie. Only twenty minutes in and you've made this house a home again.ā
āAre we going too fast, James? Is all of thisā¦ is it okay? Because, honestly, you just seem toā¦ I dunnoā¦ fit with me somehow. You fit me perfectly.ā
I looked into her eyes, her dark brown pools melted my heart. āI justā¦ Iām just afraid youāre going to break my heart. Iām falling for you, Cassie. Maybe itās going fast, but itās okay with me. Justā¦ā I turned my head and looked down.
āHeyā¦ James, Daddy. These feelings I have. They are romantic feelings. Itās not gratitude or whatever. Itās not like I feel I owe you something. Itās like, well I can tell you are a special man, and you take care of what is yours. And I want to make you happy, be happy with me.ā
We looked at each other, searching each otherās eyes. All I could see was love and compassion. And a little moisture, too. My eyes were a bit damp, also. It had been a long time since I had felt these kinds of feelings, and these were big feelings.
āCass, honey. Iāve noticed youāve stopped swearing.ā
āReally? I guess I have. Maybe I donāt need to anymore.ā
āWell, I was just thinking, I want to hear you say the āfā word a few more times.ā
āYeah?ā she asked suggestively, pushing her body against mine. āAre you going to fucking take me to our bed? Are we going to fuck? Will you fuck me with that cock of yours?ā
āFuck, yes!ā
I picked her up and carried her to our bedroom. This was what I needed, this was why I was dragging my feet with the sex. It wasnāt for her benefit, it was for mine. I knew that if we made love, I would fall so deep for her. Now, I trusted that she had real feelings for me, that I wasnāt just a rebound of some kind.
- - -
āMmmmā¦ā she purred. āItās nice to touch him without your boxers on.ā
āYour hand feels so good, Cass.ā She gripped him nice and hard, slowly stroking me up and down. The first droplets of pre-cum appeared, and she rubbed them over my cock and down the shaft.
āIāve been wanting to get this guy in my mouth all day, James.ā
She lowered her head, and her tongue connected with my mushroom head. I groaned as her mouth quickly engulfed him, and she slowly worked farther down my shaft.
She pushed my shoulders so that I laid back on the bed and pillows. Her breasts crushed into my thighs, she saw how much I liked that and dragged them over my cock. She held one large breast and dragged the nipple up and down my main vein. That pushed another droplet of pre-cum out, which she quickly rubbed into her nipple. Rising up, she smirked lasciviously at me as she pushed that breast to her mouth and ran her tongue over her wet nipple.
āMmmm,ā she purred. āSalty.ā
āItās going to get a lot saltier if you keep doing that,ā I warned.
āYou meanā¦ this?ā
And without breaking eye contact, she took my cock in her mouth againā¦ and went down to the root. She moaned as my cock banged into her throat, and I felt her adjust so it could enter her throat.
Fuck, my wife could never do thisā¦
Cassie rose up and down several times, then pulled her head off completely. Long strings of drool connected to my cock from her lips, then she spat more saliva on my cock so that it ran down and collected on my balls.
She reached up and stroked my hard cock as she took one of my testicles in her mouth and sucked gently. It felt so fucking good, her hot mouth rolling my balls around. She really knew her way around down here, I had to admit.
Then, she licked my lower shaft, below my balls. Pushing my legs up and apart, she pushed her face deeper and lower, and lower still. I jumped a bit as her tongue touched my asshole, no one had ever touched me there before, let alone with a hot sensual tongue! I moaned her name as she continued to stroke my cock and rim my asshole.
āCassidyā¦ babyā¦ youāre making meā¦ Iām gonnaā¦ very soonā¦ā
She laughed and traded places with her hand, engulfing my cock with her mouth while tickling my asshole. I only lasted a few more moments.
From deep within me, I felt it rising fastĀ until my cock exploded in exquisite ecstasyā¦ and poured right into Cassidyās throat. She swallowed several times, then kept sucking as she slowly extricated my cock from her mouth. She looked at me as she licked her lips.
āI think I got all of it, Daddy.ā
It was only then I noticed her finger was in my asshole, maybe a little past the first knuckle. She took it out and licked it too.
Okay, thatās the second and third thing my wife would never do. What else is going to make the list!
āHoney,ā I said softly to Cass. āIām going to need a little while before I can go again, I think. Itāsā¦ itās been a long time since Iāve gone twice.ā
She crawled up and kissed me deeply. I held her close to me, not wanting to let go. I suddenly felt beyond attracted to this woman, I felt attached. Which was pretty crazy, considering we didnāt really know each other yet. But I could tell, I could just feel, that this was something that could really be special. I wanted it to be special, I needed that from her.
So donāt fuck it up!
We kissed for a couple more minutes, her passion rising the entire time.
āOh!ā she exclaimed suddenly, startling me. āYou damn men! Why do we always have to wait for you guys!ā
āOh, pipe down! Youāll get fucked soon enough. In the meantime, though, why donāt you crawl up hereā¦ yeah, put your knees to the side of my headā¦ like thatā¦ and lower your... mmmpphbh-so-idndph.ā
Her dripping wet pussy landed squarely on my mouth as I continued to speak in muffled tones. My wife used to love that vibration from my lips onto her pussy. Cassidy seemed to enjoy it too, so I kept mumbling as I licked her frantically. Her juices flowed down onto my face, I couldnāt drink her fast enough. Her wet nectar soon covered my lips, then my nose and cheeks as she dragged her naughty cunt over my entire face.
āCome on, baby,ā I encouraged. āUse my fucking face. Grind on me like the slut you want to be.ā
And she did, she ground her pussy into my stiffened lips and extended tongue until she was panting like a marathon runner.
āGive it to me, bitch!ā I ordered during a rare moment when my mouth was free. Her pussy returned with a vengeance, though, and she came hard within moments.
āOh myā¦ fucking Gaaaaaawwwddddd!!ā
Cassie semi-collapsed on me and leaned against the wall and pillows for a few moments, trying to catch her breath.
āDaddyā¦ that wasā¦ I mean I neverā¦ā
āMmoooommph, morpphkopnhh!ā
She raised up a little. āIām so sorry! Are you okay? I wasnātāā
āGet up there and do it againā¦ now! Come on! Fuck my face, bitch!ā
I really wasnāt sure what got into me. I just wanted her to cum really hard, I guess. My cock was getting hard again but he wasnāt quite there yet.
Cassie hurriedly sat on my face again and immediately began grinding on me one more time. It only took her a couple of minutes before she started bucking on me again, her orgasm wracking her body. She began her dismount but I grabbed her thighs and held her in place. She leaned against the wall as I went to town on her pussy, alternately licking and sucking her clitoris as she came inĀ almost continuous orgasm.
She finally collapsed after a few minutes of that, slumping off toward the middle of the bed. Completely fired up now, I grabbed her legs and spread them, entering her body in one swift stroke.
Being the first pussy I had had in years, I went into full euphoric mode immediately. I sank my shaft into her fully and lay my total weight on top of her. The glorious feeling of her liquid velvet pussy gripping my cock was so intense I just had to stay still for a few moments. I think Cassie enjoyed the brief respite.
Itās a cool thing to have a woman lick your face, and Cassie cleaned me up pretty well. She kissed me hard, and it was only then I noticed the tears on her cheeks.
āAre you okay, hon?ā I whispered.
She nodded. āJust some tears of joy, emotional release, I guess. Iāveā¦ never had anyone do that to me before.ā
I couldnāt help but tease her. āWell if it bothered you so much we donāt have to āā
She kissed me hard and started fucking her hips up into me, indicating it was time for some serious get-down action.
We fucked. We made love. I pounded her out. She thrust up into me as hard as I thrust deep into her.
My sweat gathered, then dropped onto her body as I fucked her from a raised position. She leaned up and buried her head in my hairy chest, smearing her face in my sweat.
Her pussy clenched and spawned regularly as I fucked her as hard as I could. When her nails dug and scratched into my back, I felt her fingers get wet with my blood. I raised up again to look at her; she licked her wet fingers. I slapped her face, hard, and fell back on top of her, kissing her as much as I could. Her mouth tasted of copperā¦
My orgasm came on strong and fast. I screamed as I shot hot jets of semen into her womb, again, and again, and some moreā¦ Cassie grabbed my head and she nearly ripped out some of my hair as her final orgasm tore through her. I pinched her nipples and slapped her tits as she came all over my cock. I donāt know why I did that, but it seemed to prolong her orgasm.
We both lay there on the wet sheets, utterly spent, drenched in each otherās sweat, unable to speak properlyā¦ and deliriously happy. We kissed and slid our bodies around on each other, and when some semen leaked out onto me she quickly slurped it up and swallowed it.
As time went on, we didnāt always fuck like that. But we made it a point to have a big Saturday night session where we experimented with many different methods of driving each other crazy.
And we lived happily ever after.
.
.
.
Except, not really. We also lived in the real world.
- - -
Six months later
āCass, honey, come on. Itās time to go.ā I held her jacket, ready to go.
āI told you, my foot hurts. It hurts really bad. Iām not fucking going.ā
I shook my head, she had been fighting me all morning. āCass, please, I donāt know if the university will let you reschedule again.ā
āLook, just ācuz itās phantom pain doesnāt mean it isnāt real pain. I told you, it hurts like a bitch.ā
āWell,ā I struggled for something to say. āSit down and put your legs up, Iāll rub your leg like you showed meāā
āStop it!ā Cassie screamed. āGoā¦ fucking drive your car or something. Just stop being so nice to me!ā
It was shaping up to be another one of those days, those dark days. Unfortunately, this wasnāt the first one we had together. Cassidy wouldnāt go to the VA hospital, wouldnāt join any of the support groups. She didnāt want toā¦ stir up old feelings, I guess. But she had so much unresolved conflict and anger. She needed more help, and I wasnāt equipped for that.
I had done some research on her old unit, they had a Facebook group page where they kept in touch. Cassidy, however, wouldnāt join Facebook. So after she missed todayās appointment with the Dean of Admissions, I went out to my car and logged in, sent some private messages, and made a phone call. A week later, we had a visitor.
- - -
āThompson?ā Cassidy roared incredulously as I opened the door the next Saturday morning. āBall Sack Thompson? What in the actual fuck are you doing here?ā
Mike Thompsonās mom was an English teacher, and had given her son the middle name Balzac, hence the nickname.
Cassie rose from the couch tentatively as Mike strode across the room. He picked her up in a big bear hug as she pounded on his back. Eventually, he set her back down.
āItās great to see you, Mikey! This here is James, we areā¦ hanging out.ā
āGreat meeting you, Mike.ā We smiled and shook hands warmly. āIām glad you could stop by. Let me get your bag.ā
Cassie shot me a glance, realizing this wasnāt anything accidental. This was a setup.
As I put his bag in the guest room, I could hear the two talking about where Mike was living now and how he and his wife were expecting in a few months. They chatted more as I got them a couple of beers from the fridge. Then, the chatter died down as I returned.
Cassie stared at me as I handed her the bottle of beer, the look in her eye wasnāt all that friendly.
āCassie, sweetheart. Mike here, um, well he wanted to make sure you were okay and all. You see, well obviously you know about PTSD. He has some issues that revolve around that dayāā
āOh shit!ā Cassie roared as she jumped up and grabbed Mike by his lapels and then hugged him. She burst out crying for quite a while.
āMike, oh my god Iām so sorry! I never thought of you! Of the effect this must have had on you! Oh shitā¦ Mike, Iām fine! Look at me! Oh shit, I am SO sorry.ā
āCassie, Iā¦ā Mike faltered a bit. āI thought I ruined your life. I mean, you know, battlefield surgery isnāt something I was prepared for. I never heard from you, I thought you were mad at me forā¦ what I did.ā
āJesus, Mike. I asked you to do it! You saved my life that day! You didnāt ruin anything! That .51 caliber was hitting us hardāā
I told them Iād be back in a couple of hours, Cassie dismissed me with a wave of her hand as they began dissecting that day Mike had to amputate her foot.
So, I only lied a little bit. Mike was having some issues coming to terms with that fateful day, but he probably would have soldiered on in private until I asked him to come by.
Later that night, Cassie snuggled up on me hard as we got into the bed.
āYou,ā she intoned ominously. āYou are one sneaky son of a bitch. You think youāre pretty smart, donāt you.ā
I smiled at her. āWell, I do have my moments.ā
āYouāre something else. By trying to convince him how good I was and how wonderful my life is even without a foot, I kind of convinced myself. Kind of.ā
āHeās a good guy, Cass. He was really worried about you and had tried to get in contact with you but he couldnāt find you. Soā¦ yeah, I found him instead and he was tickled to death to come see you. He looked very relieved.ā
āSo, mister smarty pants,ā she whispered as she kissed my neck. āYou think you fixed me all up now?ā
āNo, I donāt. Honey, you were never broken. But you took some emotional damage andā¦ maybe now you can address it.ā
She kissed me on the lips as her bare breasts pressed into my chest. āIām sorry for last week, telling you to stop being so nice to me. I didnāt mean it.ā
āI knowā¦ hey, itās okay.ā
I wiped a couple of tears from her cheeks, but she made more so I kissed them. She hugged me so tightly I had to pull her arms back a little so she wouldnāt hurt my neck. She adjusted herself so she sat squarely on top of me, my cock easily sliding up into her wet sex.
āOhā¦ Daddyā¦ā she purred as her pussy engulfed my cock completely.
She arched her back, sending her breasts into my face. I greedily sucked both of them hard, taking fast turns on one and then the other.
āYouā¦ you really love me, donāt you James?ā
āYeah, like Iāve been saying for the last six months.ā
āI know, I just had a hard time grasping the fact thatā¦ wellā¦ that I could be loved like thisā¦ you know, considering.ā
She kissed me tenderly, then whispered, āThank you, James. For this, for Mikeā¦ whoa!ā
I quickly reversed our position, rolling her onto her back while keeping her penetrated. My bodyweight settled on her, pushing my cock as deep as it could go inside her.
Her legs wrapped around mine, and she moaned softly.
āHey,ā I whispered. āKeep it down! We canāt have a Saturday Night Special with Mike in the house!ā
āWell then make love to me, Daddy.ā
The love we both felt for each other overpowered us, and we both cried a little when it was over.
As we spooned in our post-orgasmic bliss, Cassie asked me a question.
āWill we live happily ever after, James?ā
I kissed her neck softly, then whispered in her ear.
āWe have a chance at it, Cassie. I will do my absolute damnedest to make you happy.ā
She pushed her ass back at me, my cock slipping around between her soft cheeks. I felt a tingleā¦ then my cock began to slowly expand.
āMe too,ā she whispered.
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My deepest thanks and respect to those who have served in the Allied Armed Forces.
Credit to Mel for editing about half the story.