The next song will be "I Want You to Want Me," I thought, taking another sip of my drink
The music was always the same. Same play list in the same order, week after week. It wasn't the music that kept me coming back again and again, though. It was a friend of the band's lead singer. I didn't care what the band was playing -- I barely listened. I'd sit and try not to be too obvious as I watched him watch the band. He was the sexiest man I'd ever seen. He made me indulge in dirty daydreams and inspired me to dress in my sexiest short skirts and come to the club every time the band performed just for the chance to see him.
"I need you to need me," the singer belted out the lyrics. I closed my eyes and imagined my fantasy man's hands on me. Right then and there I made a decision: I was going to fuck him. Tonight was the night that my fantasy about him would become a reality.
I went up to the bar and ordered another drink -- I'd need a good dose of liquid courage in order to approach him. I took a few deep sips of my vodka & cranberry and then I got an idea. I would write him a note. A note would allow me to deliver a message to him without actually having to say anything. It would be less intimidating to write him a note. But what should I write? I had to choose the perfect words that would convey something flirty, provocative and to the point. It should be something that would get him thinking about me the way that I'd been thinking about him.
I've had many fantasies about the two of us together, but my favorite one involved a tryst in the ladies' room. He sees me dancing and becomes entranced by my sleek, sexy moves. He comes out onto the dance floor and heads straight toward me. Our eyes meet and neither one of us speaks. I smile wickedly and give him a sassy wink. He steers me into the ladies' room , and as soon as we are inside, his hands immediately begin pulling up my skirt. I pull his head down to mine and kiss his full lips. He strokes me between the legs and whispers, "You feel ready." I imagine that he lifts me onto the sink and pulls my skirt up to my waist. I quickly unbuckle his belt and let out a small gasp when I see the size of his cock. He grabs a hold of my ass and begins to thrust. As I arch my back, I groan with pleasure and hear...
"I want to do it 'till the sun comes up, I want to do it 'till I can't get enough." The music brings me back from my daydream. I'm still at the bar, sipping my drink. The second set always begins with "Boogie Shoes." Still thinking about the note I want to write, I ask the bartender for a cocktail napkin and, after a moment's pause, I write my short note. I fold the napkin in half and head across the bar. I'm all too soon directly in front of his table -- and directly in front of him. I suddenly realize that this is the closest that I've ever been to him, and I almost lose my nerve. I take a deep breath, and then I hand him the napkin as the crowd behind me breaks out in enthusiastic applause. He looks at it, looks at me and takes a pen from his pocket. He writes something on the napkin and hands it back to me. Trembling, I take it and make a beeline back to the bar. Whether I'll be celebrating or drowning my sorrows, I will damn well need another drink.
My shot at my fantasy man all comes down to this -- a message written on a cocktail napkin, "After the show, my place, breakfast?" I unfold the note and order another drink. He has responded with two words: "I'll cook."
I feel my nipples growing hard and the heat rising to my cheeks. It won't be long now, I think.
I slide off my barstool and head for the ladies' room to freshen up before I meet him after the show. As I reach into my purse for my compact, I feel two muscular arms encircle my waist. My first instinct is to panic, but when I look in the mirror, I see his sexy eyes staring back at me. "I liked your note," he says. "I've seen you at these shows before and I've been wondering which one of the band members you were interested in.