So there I was, 17, single for about a month, just graduated from high school, still struggling to adapt to a world without the friends I had for the previous 6 years; who knew when you broke up with an asshole he got custody of the friends. My church youth group (that he was a part of) had organized a trip to Cedar Point and I wasn’t too sure I even still wanted to go. I didn’t want to face him and his stupid friends (that until a few weeks ago were my friends too) and be alone on the rides; they are no fun without someone there with you. I was going to be riding in the van with the other members of youth group who either were too young to drive or didn’t have cars, mostly the guys who had just finished their sophomore year. One of those guys was Kevin, the younger brother of someone I had just graduated with. If someone told me when I woke up at 6AM for this trip that Kevin was going to make it worth it I would have laughed.

Kevin was only about a year younger than me, he was old for his class and I was young for mine. About 6 feet tall, scruffy dark brown hair, clear striking blue eyes that still make me shudder when I think about them, and he weighed about 180 but was a long distance runner, so he was long and lean with a well defined stomach. I was still feeling depressed from being single so I wasn’t feeling so hot, but according to people who knew me then I was pretty smoking. 5’3” about 105 lbs, size 3, long dark auburn hair, clear hazel eyes that liked to turn light green, 34B, and a dancer’s body (I did ballet for about 10 years) so I was nice and tight and lean too. I was wearing the basic shorts and tank top with my bikini underneath for the water rides, Kevin was wearing the basic shorts and t shirt combo most 16 year old boys wore. Our youth minister was running late, so Kevin and a few other friends piled into my jeep while I smoked a cigarette and we all listened to the radio. The youth minister finally arrived and we all piled into the 15 passenger van for the 2 hour trip.

Most of the day was uneventful, lots of rides I loved and laughing with the guys. It was pretty funny; I was the only girl in a group of 5 16 year olds and 1 24 year old (one of our adult members), and I didn’t even think that it was that odd that I was prancing around in front of them all day in short shorts and a bikini top. Kevin got me to ride the Magnum, one of the tallest roller coasters in the world that I have been deathly afraid of my whole life. He held my hand the whole way up and let me squeeze it the whole way down. I ended up loving it, but I just hate that first drop on any ride! The 7 of us wandered around the park for most of the rest of the day, leaving around 9 as it started to get dark. I was exhausted and just wanted to sleep, but with 10 other people in the van, that didn’t seem likely. I grabbed a seat by the window, Kevin slid in next to me, and his friend Paul slid in next to him. At some point, we adjusted positions so that my hips were next to Kevin and my feet were on Paul and I was half-lying down. I started to drift off to sleep when I felt something that stirred my interest.

Kevin started rubbing my knee in tiny circles, and as I lay there, I felt the circles getting higher and higher on my leg. There were circles above my knee, circles on my thigh, circles getting higher on my thigh, circles just inside the leg of my shorts. I sort of sat up and looked at Kevin out of one eye. “Can I help you?” I said sleepily.

“Sorry, do you want me to stop?” He asked, pulling his hand away quickly.

“Ummmmmm, I don’t know.” I said. This was weird, I wasn’t expecting this. Yeah Kevin was HOT, but he was the younger brother of someone I graduated with. I was going to college in a few weeks; he was going into his junior year of high school. I hadn’t ever thought of him that way. “It didn’t feel bad or anything, but . . .”

He placed a hand on my stomach, rubbing gently “If you don’t like it, or you want me to stop just say so and I will.” At the same time, the circles started back up under my shorts, drawing closer to my panties.

Normally, I would have been all for this, but this was a new situation. First, we’re on a church bus; second, there are 8 other people who could look and see what is going on, we’ve got nothing to cover us up; third, we hadn’t even hung out outside of youth group functions. I am a bad girl and all, but this was virgin territory even for me. As his fingers touched the cotton of my panties I knew it was make or break time, I had to decide what to do. Part of me was screaming for a full out stoppage of the activities, I was not one to fool around outside of a relationship. Part of me wanted to delay things until the situation was more beneficial, like when we got back to my car and I could throw a blanket over my lap to hide things.

Part of me wanted to let him keep going, damn the consequences. The little war was quickly won by the hormones, and I spread my legs slightly to allow him access. As his fingers touched the soft bare skin beneath my panties, a quiet gasp escaped my lips.

“Shhhh!” He said, finger to his lips “Someone will hear.”

As his fingers gently probed my smooth shaven lips, his other hand snuck under my bikini top, rolling my nipple between his fingers, making it hard. I was getting so wet I could feel my shorts soaking through. I knew if he did not stop, I soon would be unable to stay quiet as I was already squirming and whimpering as my orgasm began to build. I grabbed the hand that was teasing my nipple and caught his eye. “We . . . have . . . stop . . .” I said breathlessly. “Later.”

He removed his hands and I sat up, making it look like I had woken up. Thankfully we were close to home. When we got back to the parking lot, Paul asked if his mom was still driving Kevin home. “No, I’m going to have Emma drive me home. Is that ok?” He asked me, winking over his shoulder.

“Sure.” I said, laughing. “But I’m not going straight home, I was going to stop and get something to eat, is that ok?”

“Yeah, that’s fine, Denny’s sounds good.” He replied.

After about an hour, our bellies full of coffee and cheese sticks, I pulled into Kevin’s neighborhood. Instead of directing me to his house, he directed me to the park near his house. “What are we doing here?” I asked, looking at the clock in my car and seeing that it was nearly 1am.

“I thought you might want to finish what we started earlier.” He said, brushing my hair off my face and gently kissing my lips. The butterflies started and I was having trouble remembering to breathe. My lips parted and I kissed back, harder. Kevin’s hand started snaking up my leg again.

“This position isn’t going to work, we should move into the back.” I said motioning behind me to the backseat where the blanket was. We both exited the car and got into the backseat. I pulled the blanket over my lap, and unbuttoned my shorts. Kevin resumed kissing me, one of his hands snaking beneath the blanket and pulling my shorts down. After they were removed, his kisses moved from my mouth to my neck. As I leaned back, Kevin positioned himself between my legs and kissed down my chest and belly. His hands, slightly shaking, grabbed either side of my bikini bottoms and pulled them down my legs slowly.

As my naked mound came in to view, I felt him grow harder against my leg, he felt huge. He paused drinking in the sight of me. He left soft kisses on my thighs as he worked his way back up from my ankles. First one finger, than two entered me, moving in rhythmic waves. As my back arched in pleasure, the heat of my impending orgasm began in my toes, a moan escaped my lips.

“Do you like that?” Kevin asked me.

“Mmmhmm, oh yes.” I murmur. “Are you enjoying yourself?”

“Yes, yes I am. You are amazing, and I can’t believe I am actually here.”

“What do you mean?” I asked, sitting up.

“Ever since I saw you last year, I’ve thought about this night, about being here with you, Emma. I can’t believe that you are here, naked, lying below me.” Kevin said leaning down for another kiss. “You are the one thing I’ve been dreaming of for the last 6 months and I can’t believe your mine.”

As his tongue probed my mouth, his fingers reentered me, and his thumb brushed my clit, rapidly increasing the pleasure. I wrapped my legs around his waist, pulling him closer. My breathing rapid, I begged for him to let me climax. His rhythm slowed, taunting me. Grinding my hips against his, forcing the pleasure to restart, the warmth began again.

“Someone knows what they want.” He said coyly.

“You started it!” I teased back.

His mouth teasing my nipples while his fingers pulsated inside me, my breathing became more rapid as my orgasm quickly approached. As I came, I soaked his hand and the backseat of my car. He looked up at me with those electric blue eyes smiling, and I felt the tingle from my toes to the tip of my head.

“As much as I want to keep going, I’ve got to leave you something to look forward to.” He said, handing me my bottoms and shorts. “Now is not the time or place, I want it to be special . . . more special than in the backseat.”

“I know, it just feels so good, I don’t want to stop. I know what you mean though. Speaking of looking forward to stuff, what are you doing Sunday, It’s my grad party and I’m having my friends over around 6 after the hall to hang out. Why don’t you come?”

“I wouldn’t miss it for the world. It’s a date.” Kevin said as he kissed me deeply again.

To be continued . . .