Everyone has their desires, right? Have that something that, you know... "heats" them up? Get the blood pumping? Turn them on? You get it... What's that drive that makes you go, "Oh fucking yes, more?" We all got our own sort of fetish or kink. For me, Rose, I have a few things that make me, you know, "hungry"...
But I was soon about to find out a very particular thing that I haven't noticed before all my life, will become my greatest need. My hungry desire... But we'll get to that shortly. First, a little about me. My name is Francheska (yes, that's how it's spelled for me). I'm a red-haired girl so that takes count in my nickname and the way I blush is rosy red so there's that too.
I'm in my mid-twenties, I have light skin, blue eyes, 32D cup boobs and a well-rounded booty that drives men and women alike crazy. But no one likes it better than my Sir, my boyfriend Jeffrey. He's my boyfriend and master in our BDSM relationship. We met on one of those BDSM dating sites and chatted for a year and a half before he asked me out.
He's a total sweetheart but a HUGE softie. It's cute yeah and nice but damn it's kind of boring at times. I want some intense action but he's too scared of harming me. Again, that is so precious and sweet but... I need that to change.
You see, back in April, it was the weekend and my Sir was at work. As per my daily routine chores, I have to practice edging myself while watching a porn video. Not hard to do but damn is it frustrating when you want to release. Anyways, getting started, I'm looking around for a porno to watch but nothing really strikes my fancy.
That was... Until I found a video about a humiliated "painslut" getting dominated by her Master. I didn't know what painslut was but I already clicked the vid because it said humiliation and I love being humiliated. But I was curious to find out what a painslut was.
You know, porn is fake with terrible acting but I shit you not, it was the most real thing I've ever watched and damn was it hot. Maybe just me then? I don't know but I did know it took every cell in my body not just straight up cum watching this. This woman was humiliated and bent over her Sir's lap because she had to be spanked bare bottom.
She cried too but if you figure that was normal, get this. She wanted to cry! She was thrilled to be crying on his behalf. She felt it she shed tears, this will emphasize her failure and reprimand her for disgracing her Master. Wow! I never thought about it like that. It really made me think...
Me and Jef--I mean, Sir... Could we do something like that? He's always babying me and trying to shrug off minor disobedience I do but this man needs to punish me. Slaves can't go out not being punished... Discipline is what helps us learn and grow to do better.
I want to be humiliated and spanked but I'm too shy to tell my Lord. Well anyways, after doing my edging and watching the vid, I decided to freshen up with a shower and go on with the day. Too bad though... That porno I watched was ensnared to my mind like a fly to a web.
Ugh... Why did it have to be so hot? It was before dinner and I was waiting on the food to cook. Sitting on the couch in the living room, I was hot and bothered. I needed to release... I flushed at how bad I wanted to masturbate. I've done it before when I was a high schooler but after graduation, I never did it since.
Ehhhh... Master isn't around, right? I don't think he'll mind, will he? Fuck it, yolo! In like some mind control daze, I slid my hand down between my legs and touched my pantied pussy. I gasped a bit and moved my hand around, just to get my crotch moist.
The porno kept replaying in my head and I got much damper. It got worse as I mentioned that entire porno as me and my Sir and that push me over the edge, making me soaking wet. I stood up and took my fingers under my waistband then slid my yellow and red polka dot panties down, stepping out of them.
The crotch area of my panties were drenched and I flushed at the realization of how wet I was. And thinking about being humiliated then spanked bare bottom over my Sir's lap only made me wetter. I placed my panties aside and sat back down on the couch, spreading my legs.
I touched my pussy again and teased my entrance for a while, softly moaning all the while. Mmm... That felt so good... I kept teasing and rubbing my wet entrance, moaning while doing so and occasionally pushing my fingers into the folds of my cunt.
This only made me moan louder while I continued to pump one finger in and out of my cunt and doing it faster, soon adding a second finger. The more I fingered, the wetter I got and my little nub bloom from its protective hood, throbbing and aching for touch.
Taking my swollen clitoris, I tickled it which made me wriggle then gave it a gentle pinch, making me gasp a few times and jerk around. Ain't playing with your clit the best thing ever, girls? I continued teasing my clit before I started actually playing with it and moaning beautifully and loudly.
Oh, if Sir could only hear me now, he would faint. I kept moaning while playing with my clit and soon fingering myself again until I squirted at least three times, making my legs shake. Fuck did that felt good. I cleaned my juices up, put on some fresh clean panties and got back to work on dinner.
Sir came home and I greeted him at the door on my knees like usual before he let me up and we loving kissed. We set off for the kitchen and we are dinner while talking about our day. Later that night, Sir was asleep in his room while I was wide awake. I couldn't get to sleep for some reason...
Probably because that porno was on my mind. Damn my sexual mind, I curse thee! Lol... Thinking about me and my Sir doing that entire video made me flush and I knew what I had to do even though I shouldn't. So I got out of bed and stripped off my pajamas and satin white panties. I walked over to my wall with a large mirror on it.