Julian and I met in his office at a little after six that morning. Despite my nervousness, I had to stifle a yawn, for I'd slept poorly the night before. And Julian looked even worse; I couldn't help but notice the dark circles under his eyes.
Though I was ten years his senior, he was many rungs above me on the corporate ladder. So while he got the executive office, I got the title of his assistant. Sometimes the power imbalance chafed at me, especially when he tried to throw his weight around. But although he often acted like a cocky bastard, he rarely did so with me. At forty-eight, my tolerance for bullshit was lower than ever, and Julian had grown to respect not only my talent, but also my candor. He seemed to understand that none of the eye candy parading around the office would be able to keep him in line.
Right now, however, my boss looked rattled. Far more rattled than I'd ever seen him. After several moments of pacing back and forth in front of his desk, he turned to me, his hazel eyes full of anguish. "I have a bad feeling about this, Eve."
"Don't say that," I replied in a firm tone. "You're going to do great in there."
In less than three hours, Julian and numerous company bigwigs would gather in the massive conference room, where he would give a presentation explaining the importance of our department. It would be his only shot at convincing the higher-ups that his job, along with mine and those of his other subordinates, shouldn't be eliminated during the current wave of cutbacks and layoffs.
I wore black slacks and low black heels, along with a vibrant blue blouse. That shade of blue was Julian's favorite color, and I'd hoped it would bolster his mood. Now, I wondered if I should have selected a more soothing hue. My hair was dyed its natural ash blonde color in an attempt to hide the encroaching gray. I'd pulled it back into a chignon, and, as always, the makeup I wore was subtle.
Julian ran both hands through his dark hair, mussing the strands. I would see to it that his appearance was immaculate before the presentation, but for now, I let him be. Beneath his tailored suit, his powerful build was easily discernible. Even I had to admit, though grudgingly and only to myself, that the man was gorgeous. His movie-star looks had taken him far in life.
"Let's go over it again," I told him. "Practice makes perfect."
Julian took a deep breath, then moved to stand behind his desk. When he started the presentation, which I'd heard so many times that I could almost recite it from memory, I reminded him not to scowl.
The longer he went on, the more exasperated I became. "Stop fidgeting!" I snapped, sounding harsher than I'd intended. "You're pulling at your suit coat and rubbing your chin. You're supposed to project confidence."
Julian gave the empty wastebasket near his desk a hard kick, sending it flying halfway across the room. "Goddamn it!" he shouted. I said a silent prayer of thanks that the offices surrounding his were unoccupied at this early hour. "I'm going to fuck this up, I know it! We're all going to lose our jobs."
Without hesitation, I closed the distance between us and placed my hands on his shoulders. Holding his stare, I said, "You need to relax."
"That's the thing—I can't relax!" He gazed at me helplessly. "Brittany used to do something to put me at ease before important meetings like this one, but..."
I knew it was a terrible idea to ask just what his ex-wife used to do in order to relax him. But these were desperate times. "How did she put you at ease?" Somehow, I kept my tone neutral.
Julian averted his eyes, looking all around the room. My God, was he actually blushing?
"She would..." He cleared his throat and tried again. "She would spank me."
I couldn't help it; I snickered. But only because I thought he was joking. His glare immediately made it clear he wasn't.
"Just fucking forget it, Eve!" he said. "You can't help me."
"Wait!" I held up my hands, trying to placate him. "So you're telling me that you just... bent over and asked Brittany to give your ass a few smacks?"
His blush only deepened. "Well, it was more than a few."
"How the hell did that relax you?" I was genuinely confused.
"I don't know!" He sounded defensive, which wasn't at all what I wanted. "I guess I have a screw loose or something, but it always got rid of my tension."
Considering my options, I realized I had very few. If I let him deliver the presentation in his current state of mind, he would fuck up for sure. What he proposed was a small price to pay in order to save our jobs, I decided.
"Bend over the desk," I finally ordered. "And I swear to God, Julian, if you ever say a word to anyone about this—"
"Who would I tell?" He rushed to take off his suit coat. "You think I want to get fired for harassment?" I watched as he planted his palms against the desktop and then thrust his firm ass toward me. "You want me to take my pants down?" I detected the hopefulness in his question.
"Hell, no! This is over the clothes only, and it's just this once."
"Fine," he muttered, staring down at the desk.
The first smack I delivered to his right buttock was admittedly tentative. I'd never done anything like this before, even while being playful with a lover.
"Come on!" Julian taunted. "You can do better than that!"
The second time, I hit him hard enough to make my palm sting. Instead of crying out or swearing, he released a moan that was unmistakably sexual.
"Oh, yeah, more of that!" he urged.
I gave his ass several more strikes in quick succession. When I paused, I realized I was breathing faster. I told myself it was those lust-filled moans of Julian's, and not the spanking, that had me aroused right now.
But there was no denying that I was wet.
Though Julian remained motionless, I could hear his breathing quicken as well. "Keep going, Eve!" He sounded like the presentation was the last thing on his mind.
Beneath my blouse and bra, my nipples hardened. "Lower your pants," I told him quietly.
He looked over his shoulder at me, his expression incredulous. "What?"
"Lower your pants!" I repeated in a far louder voice.
Julian quickly stood upright and set about obeying my command. I wondered if he purposefully turned toward me, for I easily caught sight of his erection. That hard cock was such a nice size and shape! It was perfect, actually.
And his ass! I had the sudden, nearly uncontrollable urge to sink my teeth into one of those globes. They were already pinkened from my slaps. Somehow, I managed to restrain myself, only lifting his shirt out of the way before I resumed the spanking.
His pleasured groans grew louder from the skin-on-skin contact. Though my palm smarted, I loved seeing red handprints appear all over his ass.
"You like that?" I asked, sounding plenty excited myself.