As the door closed behind her she began to get nervous. Was this a huge mistake or exactly what she needed? This was the right place, this was the room she had heard about, but it was nothing like she had expected. Em crossed her arms behind her at the wrist and took in her new surroundings.
It resembled nothing so much as her mother’s bedroom complete with a bed covered in too many pillows and a polished vanity in the corner. “It's not often that I see a new face here. Someone has been telling tales out of school. Who are you, young lady?”
Em jumped and had to suppress her bladder when she realized she was not alone. Another woman, only a few years older than her, sat in a previously unnoticed rocking chair behind her. “Ummm, I’m, eh, er that is, I’m Em, ma’am.” The fear was growing, but it was too late now.
The other woman had a firm but not unkind voice. Seeing her new charge’s nervousness gave her a slight smile. “Please Em, the fact that you are here must mean you know about me. You should know to call me Auntie. Now, why are you here my child? Calm down girl, this needn't be scary. Auntie is here for all of you.”
Auntie seemed to know what she was doing, Em was already feeling calmer and safer. It was time to fess up. The first step to getting help was admitting the problem. “Please Auntie, I’ve been making… bad decisions, mistakes, being stupid. I’ve screwed up, and I know I screwed up, but I can’t stop making the same mistakes over again.”
Auntie smiled again, “Its ok, child. Everyone makes mistakes, the key is realizing that is what they are. I’m not your judge, I’m a fully involved life coach. Tell me what you need to be coached on.”
At that, Em took a very deep breath. It was time. “Well, I guess I’m just not great at being a grownup, or even a big girl. I'm failing two of my classes because I always either sleep through them, or I’m too hungover to go. I love parties, and always drink too much, but I never call a cab, so I have driven under the influence more than once. And I love my boyfriend, but I'm forgetful, and overly enthusiastic I guess? We haven’t used protection the last few times and my period is late. I guess, I just need help. I'm scared, I feel like things are out of control, I just... ”