I'm Allan, seventy, divorced for twenty-eight years, very well off, and have a beautiful architect designed house right on the coast on the edge of the Forth. I was successful in business, had a good I.T. network business of my own, and was the I.T. Director of a multi-national investment management company on a significant salary and many fringe benefits.
Although my own knowledge and understanding of stocks and shares is minimal, I was well looked after and advised by my fellow directors, and my personal portfolio was very valuable. By the time of my divorce at forty-two, although expensive and heart breaking, it cleared my mind on several facts. My marriage failed basically because my wife lost interest in me and was not interested in playing the kinky sex 'games' which fascinated me ... and still does. That is, I am fascinated by spanking. There are few more sexually exciting sights to me than a lass’s bottom when it is bare, very red, obviously very well smacked, and certainly very sore.
Now, that said, I am far from being a sadist, and I just hate the thought of hurting a lass. However, if she were to have similar interests to me and enjoyed being the naughty girl with the sore ... very sore, strapped bottom, well, I would be in seventh-heaven.
Unfortunately, now at seventy, I still haven’t scratched that itch. So, I live in this lovely four bedroom house with stunning views out over the beach and water, and often look at spanking videos and photos on my computer and wish it was me spanking the women on the receiving end.
The interesting part of the story, and my life, started several months ago. I had to go into hospital for an operation and really needed some help and assistance when I came home to recuperate. I had a lady, Valerie, who came in three afternoons a week, to basically run the house. She organised my laundry, cleaning, dusting, and general house care, and she would often sit and chat with me. We would plan my meals, and I would do the shopping, or she often ordered my shopping online for me, and I would collect it.
I met her when she was working some seven years ago behind the bar of a local hotel which I frequented, dining there regularly. She was thirty-nine, also divorced, had a daughter who I first met last year when she was sixteen, and worked several part time jobs to support herself and her daughter. We got on very well, and I eventually found out that she was struggling with her finances. Her husband had left her and her daughter and gone back home to Poland for another woman about five years previously.
After a long chat one evening, when the bar was quiet, she opened up about her struggles. I really needed some help keeping my large home spick and span, so I asked her if she would like a job. I offered to pay her well, allowed her to use a small run-around car of mine so getting to my home would be easier, she agreed, and things went well.
When her daughter, Marie, went to the local college, she would come to my home, meet up with her mum, and they would drive home together. I got to know Marie very well. She would often do little jobs for her mum or sit in my study and do her (school) homework. She had access to my computers and internet. Yes, I have several, as I still have the I.T bug. During school holidays she would come along frequently with her mum, so I came to an arrangement with her mum that I would pay her a small allowance also. This arrangement lasts to this day when Marie is seventeen. Our arrangement became slightly more 'formal" and, with her mother's permission, came to the house doing laundry, bedding and so on, two evenings a week. I paid her well for her time, got her her driving licence, and she passed her test when she was seventeen so she could also use the small car.
So, when Valerie learned of my operation, which was at the beginning of July, she organised everything. She would still do her three afternoons but also two mornings, and she would have Marie pop around four evenings a week until I was better. This suited me down to the ground, as I then had company most of the time.
One Friday evening, I was napping on my bed when Marie knocked on my door and asked if we could chat. As usual, she was in her skimpy clothes of a low cut vest top, very short skirt, and so had bare arms, legs and midriff, which always made me catch my breath. I waved for her to come in, and she sat in the armchair in my bedroom. She looked slightly pensive, even apprehensive. I asked what was bothering her and she was a bit reserved, so I prompted her that we knew each other very well by now. I was teaching her to play guitar, so she often spent longer evenings with me, and frequently would stop by on a Sunday, if we arranged it. I said that if she had some worries, concerns, or was in some sort of bother, we could chat it through, and I'm sure we could sort things out.
So, she opened up. Tonight, while tidying my study, she noticed my main pc was still on. It has three large screens and is what I use for writing programs, my personal stories, and for other stuff, like accounts, banking, and so on. Apparently, I had been negligent on this occasion, which I put down to my medication, pain and tiredness, I had not shut down my computer or closed what I had been doing, which was watching spanking videos, looking at spanking photographs, reading spanking stories online, and writing my own spanking stories. Marie had knocked the keyboard, the pc jumped into life, and she saw everything. She was a little shocked, obviously, and concerned, but admitted she had looked at my stories. One in particular, she said, bothered her, as she thought it could have been about her.
So, I was open and honest with her, answered her questions, and we discussed my divorce because of my fascination with spanking. I explained what it was that excited me about it. Marie asked if I liked hurting women, which I explained was a huge no for me, and I did my best to explain I enjoyed the thrill of watching a woman get a real hiding, loved seeing her bum get very red and sore, genuinely sore, but I couldn't really explain to her why I did, but that I had fantasied about it for a very long time.
Marie asked me whether I was sexually aroused by the thought of giving a woman a spanking, to which I responded that I was. I realised that, as I said I was, I was getting an erection, and I also realised that, as I did, Marie was looking at the bulge in my trousers. However, she didn’t seem particularly turned off by that, and I wondered whether she was actually turned on.
That was when Marie explained to me that her mum knew nothing about her own fantasies of being spanked. She told me how she would finger herself to huge orgasms when in bed, imagining herself being spanked by an older man. She then explained that the headmaster at her college was particularly strict, and she fantasied about being spanked or even caned by him, but, to her regret, she never had been.
I wasn’t sure whether Marie was leading up to asking me to give her a spanking. Then I thought, why tell me what she had seen on my computer and about her own fantasies, if that wasn’t what she was going to ask for? Anyway, maybe she was too embarrassed to ask, or nervous perhaps?
I asked her why she didn’t ask her mum to spank her. She said that her mum would spank her when she didn’t want to be spanked, whereas her fantasy was to be spanked more when she wanted to be spanked. It had to be by an older man, as well.
Either way, I tried to ask the question in such a way that, if she scoffed at it, I would laugh it off, and did ask, “So if you give yourself orgasms thinking about being spanked, and I was to say to you that I would be happy to give you a spanking now, what would you say?”
I was quite taken by the immediate response, albeit with a sense of nervousness in her voice, “Yes, please.”
I still wasn’t certain, as this was something I had never done before, and asked, “So you want me to give you a spanking. Presumably on your bare bottom? Then, we would need to work out whether it should be a light spanking, a hard spanking, or a very hard spanking.”
Marie jumped in immediately and explained, “I want a very very hard spanking on my bare bottom. I want to cry buckets, and, just as you want to see, I want my bottom to be extremely red, sore, and stinging.”
I was getting a bit nervous at that response. How do you give a very very hard spanking that the person you are spanking can actually deal with? So, knowing one of the ways of stopping, I asked, “We could have a safe word, and if you can’t cope, you just say that and I will stop.”
Marie came back immediately saying, “I don’t want a safe word. I know if I can tell you to stop, then I will bottle it and I will say the safe word early on. I want to leave it to you, knowing that I do want to cry buckets, real meaningful tears, and I do trust you to take me right up to my limits, whatever they are.”
I nodded my head and said, “Okay, Marie. I will give you a very, very hard spanking.”
I was surprised when she asked, “Do you have a cane? I would really love to get six-of-the-best as well.”
I had to admit, I was feeling more comfortable now, and replied, “I don’t have a cane, Marie, but I do have a leather tawse. I could give you several lashes with that?”
From the excited look on Marie‘s face, I took it that she knew what a tawse was, and that was confirmed when she asked eagerly, “Is it a two pronged one?”
I told her it was, and she again immediately replied, “Yes, please, that as well, and also really hard.”
I was over the moon, because I had purchased the tawse quite a long time ago, but had never been able to use it, except on my pillow to learn how to use it properly. In fact, I had to keep it hidden away just in case anyone rummaged through my cupboards and found it. Now, though, I would be able to use it.
I was ready to get going, so I told Marie that she needed to get properly into naughty girl mode. “If you are okay with this, please take your skirt and knickers off, and then go and face the wall in the corner, putting your hands on your head, whilst I go and get the tawse.”
I was getting more excited as Marie didn’t hesitate to undo her skirt, push it down to the floor together with her knickers, and put them on the bed. She went to the corner of the room and stood there, putting her hands on her head and staring straight ahead at the wall which was just inches from her face. I waited a few moments, focusing on her unmarked bare bottom, knowing I was going to change that, before quickly going across the hallway to the spare bedroom where I had hidden the tawse. I quickly returned to my bedroom to find Marie still facing the wall with her hands on her head. I wondered how excited she might be, although more likely how very tense if this was the first time that she was going to be spanked.
I walked over to my desk, turned the chair into the room, and sat down. I called out to Marie to come over and stand by me. She did, and was wide-eyed as she saw me still holding the tawse. I wondered whether she was worried about the tawse, but from the look on her face it didn’t seem like that was the case.