It was awkward. I knew it would be awkward, and yet I got myself into this situation once again. A date from Tinder, going home with him, and yet we were sitting on the sofa watching reruns of Friends.
I'd made my intentions pretty clear when I asked to go home with him – lust in my eyes, a soft stroke on his thigh, and it was clear from the growing bulge in his pants he understood. Yet here we were. The bulge was still present, as had been my attempts to seduce, but he simply brushed me off. I was on the verge of leaving, but the bulge in his pants made my mind wander.
Across the sofa, his breathing became heavy, and I realised it was finally that time. Or, at least, I hoped it was. I kept my eyes fixed on him, waiting for him to turn, to make eye contact, a seductive smirk on his face and a head tilt towards his bedroom. Or towards his bulge – I wasn't fussed where.
In my fantasy of what was to come next, I'd missed the quickening of his breathing, his failed attempts to conceal it, and what finally drew me from my own mind was a stifled moan. I stared at him, and it was clear for anybody to see. He was cumming. I hadn't even touched him, and he'd just cum in his pants. And I was going to watch the whole time.
I obviously liked long hard fucks; any girl did. But watching this, a man cum from absolutely no stimulation, his own mind seducing him, that was sexy. He looked up at me with fear in his eyes, either afraid I'd seen what he'd done, or praying I hadn't noticed. That second, his chest dropped, a final deep breath as he clearly finished. It was time to play a game.
"What's wrong?" I asked innocently. "You seem... troubled."
A deep blush crept up his face, as his eyes broke from mine, his hands shuffling about his waist, clearly an attempt to cover up the mess he'd left behind. I hadn't seen it, but I couldn't wait to.
"Um, nothing. I'm just nervous. You know, a first date. My first date in a long time." As he rambled in short sentences, I inched closer, and his breath became short again, the blush deepening further and his body growing stiff in an attempt to cover up.
"Oh," I muttered softly as I glanced towards where his bulge once was. The mess looked delicious. A wet patch, with some thick cum seeping through his jeans. It'd look even better as the layers of clothing came off. I looked up again, with pity in my eyes, finally letting him know that I knew.
"I'm... Look, I'm a virgin, OK? And you're like, incredible, and I couldn't stop thinking about what you'd look like, feel like, what it... sex... generally would feel like. I was imagining you teaching me so many things, and it was too late before I could stop myself. I'm sorry." The blush crept down to his chest, humiliation all over his face.
"Hey, no, don't apologise. I'm sure it happens more often than you think," I reassured mockingly. "I'll go... unless you'd like some help to clean up?"
"No, I can do it myself, thanks for the offer though. I'm sorry, again. I know this isn't what you had planned. You can go if you'd like, I understand."
In his scrambled attempt to cover up further and force me out of his apartment, I grasped his hands, placing them at his hips so I could fully examine the mess.
"Let me," I muttered as I felt his limbs relax, embarrassment fully setting in and realising he'd been well and truly caught out. I kept a grip on his right hand as I began unbuckling his belt, unbuttoning his pants. I felt the resignation fill him, letting go of his hand and using both of mine to inch his jeans down.
I was right; the next layer was even better. A larger wet patch, more cum. I could see the outline of his cock properly now. A nice size, even when soft.
"Can I?" I nodded toward his cock. A slight nod gave me permission, so after a quick run of my thumb through the wet patch, I grabbed the elastic of his boxers and lowered them.
The sight of his soft cock sent heat straight to my core and a wetness to my panties. All over he was wet; clearly he'd leaked a lot of precum before climaxing. The puddle of his cum sat on the head of his cock, smudged by the layers, but still some in his foreskin. I slowly moved my hand towards him, hearing him take in a sharp breath and a soft groan as I put my finger right to the tip of his dick. I pushed slightly, feeling him flinch from the sensitivity still plaguing him, before lifting, his cum stretching with my finger. I trailed my finger to my lips, sliding his cum over them before slightly opening them and sliding it inside, tasting him. He was delicious.
I glanced up at him, watching him watch my finger, my every move over him. I stroked a single finger down his length before softly pinching and squeezing his balls. I returned to the head, rolling my finger in his mess, massaging the very tip of his cock. He moaned a straggled "please" as I stroked over his entrance, so I circled his cock with my hand wiping all of the wetness to the very top. I just had one last thing I wanted to do before I cleaned him up properly.
"Open up," I muttered as I collected his cum on my finger. He looked at me nervously, but obliged, his mouth opening. I slid my finger inside, and pushed his cum onto his tongue. "Suck it off."
He began to suck my finger, not moving his tongue from under it. With my other hand, I squeezed the tip of his cock, making him jump, and I felt the cum spread over his tongue. "That's it, taste yourself," I muttered as he sucked. I slid my finger out, making sure all of the cum was in his mouth. I kissed him deeply, pushing my tongue straight into his mouth, the taste of him all over me before pulling away quickly. "Swallow." He did.
I left him where he was as I went to his kitchen, finding paper towels on the side and returned, wiping the excess off of his cock. I grabbed his hand, pulling him up. He let his jeans and boxers drop to the floor, leaving them there as I led him from the living room. "Where is your bathroom?" He gave me directions, still letting me lead.