By the time Kurt pulled into my driveway, I was desperate to get out of his car. I moved to open the door as soon as he came to a stop.
"Jocelyn, wait." He grabbed my arm.
"Let go of me!" I yanked away from him, feeling his rough grip even after I was free. Again, he said my name, but I ignored him.
The rapid click of my heels against the pavement betrayed my eagerness to escape. I was halfway to the house when I heard him get out of the car. "Stop acting like a cunt and talk to me!" he shouted.
My eyes widened in mortification. In all my twenty-four years, no one had ever called me that. But what made it so much worse was the sight of my neighbor and landlord, Ridge, rising from a chair on the wraparound porch. I'd been so hellbent on getting away from Kurt that I failed to notice we weren't alone.
Ridge wasn't all that much older than me; I guessed he was in his early thirties. But he had a quiet, serious demeanor that made me feel foolishly young in his presence. I knew he'd inherited this house from his grandmother and had used his savings to fix it up. He lived on the main floor, while I rented the upper level. My apartment had its own entrance via an exterior stairway at the back of the house.
Frozen in the driveway, I could hear Kurt approaching me. I looked up at Ridge and tried to silently convey how sorry I was for the scene playing out in front of him. My face burned with shame, and I figured my fair skin was as red as my hair.
But Ridge wasn't looking at me. Instead, his stare was fixed on Kurt. My landlord was tall with a muscular build, and while standing at the top of the porch steps, he appeared especially imposing. In the early evening light, his eyes were darker than usual. "Get back in your car," he told Kurt in a low voice, "and get the fuck out of here before I beat the shit out of you."
I was afraid to move or even make a sound. Remaining between the two men, I continued gazing at Ridge, watching his face for a sign as to what I should do. Kurt was motionless behind me, and I prayed he wouldn't be stupid. He was several inches shorter than Ridge and had a far-slighter frame; it was a fight he wouldn't win.
Finally, Kurt let out a string of curses before retreating to his car, and I bounded up the porch steps. As I stood beside Ridge, he never took his eyes off Kurt. The tightening in his jaw was the only sign that he was angry.
Once Kurt had sped off, his car tires squealing, I covered my face with my hands. "I'm so sorry about that, Ridge! It will never happen again."
"You don't need to apologize," he said softly. "But I'll be real disappointed if I see you with that asshole in the future."
I looked at him then, shaking my head firmly. "You won't. I had no idea he was like that."
Ridge's expression softened, which made me worry that he felt sorry for me. Did he think I made a habit of dating guys like Kurt?
"You still look a little shaken up, which is understandable," he said. "You want to come inside for a few minutes?"
"I'd love to. Thank you." Though I was happy for the opportunity to clear things up with Ridge, I couldn't help but wonder why his opinion was so important to me. In the back of my mind, I realized why: I'd harbored a secret desire for my landlord since the day we met.
Following him through the front door, I dared to sneak a few glances at his ass. I knew from previous furtive glances that he had a nice one, and the jeans he now wore accentuated it perfectly. His T-shirt fit snugly, too. His dark hair was cut short and neat, and though he was normally clean-shaven, his face now had a little bit of stubble.
I smoothed my hands over the skirt of my sage-green dress. That was a nervous habit of mine, and I was glad Ridge had his back to me and didn't see it.
The summer evening was uncharacteristically mild, so he had the living room windows open, with a fan oscillating to circulate the air. "Have a seat," he said. "Would you like a beer?"
"That would be great." Instead of choosing one of the chairs, I opted for the couch, hoping he'd sit next to me. I couldn't hide my smile when he returned to the living room and did just that. Thanking him for the beer, I lifted the bottle to my lips. All the while, I thought of the conversation I'd had with my mom when I first moved into this house. She lived several hours north and tended to worry about me being on my own. She was especially concerned that I was in a house with a man who could enter my apartment at any time.
"What if he spies on you?" she asked over the phone. "Or what if he rummages through your things while you're out?"
"As long as he keeps the rent low, he can spy all he wants," I replied. The truth was, I'd never worried about Ridge doing anything like that. Yet I had to admit the thought of him peeking into my underwear drawer got me more than a little excited.
Turning toward him on the couch, I found he was staring down at the bottle he held. He seemed to be patiently waiting for me to speak. Once I opened my mouth, a flood of explanations came pouring out. "That was only my third date with Kurt," I began. "A friend introduced us, and at first, I thought he was really nice. But this evening at the restaurant, he accused me of flirting with our waiter, which I absolutely was not doing. I was just being extra polite to make up for Kurt being an asshole. I started thinking of that old saying about how you should pay attention to the way a man treats a waiter, because that's how he'll end up treating you."
Ridge looked up at me then, a faint smile on his lips. "I imagine there's something to that."
I nodded emphatically. "I think so, too. Anyway, dinner got really awkward, and I said I wanted to go home. I was about to call an Uber, but Kurt apologized profusely, not just to me, but to the waiter as well." My frown deepened when I thought back to the subsequent car ride. "On the way back home, he got really nasty again, calling me a slut and accusing me of using him for his money. Each time we went out, I offered to pay half, but he insisted on picking up the check. He said he knows I don't make a lot at my job. Which is true, but I never told him that. He just assumed."
Ridge's face darkened, but he only said, "I'm glad I was outside when you got home."
"Yeah, but I'm embarrassed you had to get in the middle of that."
He rested a hand on my knee. His touch was brief but so warm against my bare skin. "Don't be embarrassed, Jocelyn. None of that was your fault."
"Thank you," I murmured, flashing a grateful smile. Before I could cover his hand with my own, he nodded toward my empty bottle. I'd practically chugged my beer in an attempt to ease my nervousness. "Want another?"
"Oh, I'm good, thanks."
Ridge took the bottle and stood. I noticed he'd finished his beer, too. "I think I'll get another."
I climbed to my feet as well, then followed him into the kitchen. As he strode toward the fridge, my gaze fell on the table. Two watercolor paintings were neatly laid out upon it. One was matted but not yet framed. "These are beautiful!" I exclaimed. The matted one featured a gorgeous pink orchid.
Ridge glanced over his shoulder. "Thanks. It's just a hobby of mine, but I enjoy it."
"You're so talented!"
With another beer in his hand, he came to stand at my side. "I was lucky to see that orchid during one of my hikes in the mountains. It's pretty rare. Anyway, I painted that for my sister's birthday coming up. Just have to decide on a frame."
I turned my attention to the other painting. "Oh, that's the rosebush at the back of the house! I always take a moment to smell the blooms before I head up to my apartment."
Smiling, Ridge nodded toward the painting. "You're welcome to have it. That way, you can enjoy those roses year-round."
"Oh, I couldn't! Not without paying you for it."
"It's a gift," he insisted.
Before I could stop myself, I threw my arms around him. "Thank you so much!" Breathing in, I inhaled his masculine scent. It drew me even closer. "You've made what started out as a horrible evening a lovely one, Ridge."
He laughed low and soft, and I knew he was surprised at my sudden display of affection. "Happy to help." Gently, he patted my back.
Growing braver, I took the bottle from him and placed it on the table, far away from the paintings. Then I cupped his face in my hands. I gave him a moment to pull away, to let me know he wasn't interested. But he remained still while our eyes locked. I heard him breathing a little faster, just as I was.
When I guided his mouth to mine for our first kiss, he released a moan that sounded full of hunger. In all the months we'd been neighbors, I'd never seen a woman at his place. Kurt was the first guy I'd dated since moving in here, and despite his attempts to persuade me, I hadn't slept with him.
It was clear that Ridge shared my need, yet he broke the kiss and whispered, "This isn't why I invited you inside."
"I know," I whispered back. "But it's why I came inside."
He gathered up a handful of my long, stick-straight hair. His grasp was gentle as he drew my head back, exposing my neck. The feel of his lips and tongue on my skin made me instantly wet. I slid my palms over his broad chest, and then lower still, until I reached his hardening cock.
Again, Ridge tried to protest even while his lips lingered at my neck. "We have to live under the same roof, Jocelyn. I don't want to mess up a good thing."