The brothel looked very different during the day. There was no music, and the pink mood lighting had been replaced by brighter, practical LEDs, which revealed the many little imperfections that were usually carefully hidden in the shadows. Cords, plugs and wires, smoke machines, tears in the walls, chinks in the wood, suspicious stains and missing ceiling tiles, it was all visible now that no customers were here to see it. The smell of stale beer and sex was nowhere to be sniffed, and the sharp aroma of a potent floor detergent lingered in its place.
'So,' said Mr. Southerner. 'You've done this kind of thing before?'
He was sat on a red leather sofa, watching the stage with mild interest, a short, slender man with an unremarkable face and dull, brown hair. Mr. Southerner's appearance rarely drew attention, and this effect was only heightened by his grey suits, which seemed to be the only clothes he owned. Today however it was harder still to pay much attention to the pimp because of the man next to him. Mike was everything his employer wasn't: tall, athletic, his skin carefully tanned and regularly moisturised. His tight, sleeveless shirt had been well-chosen, and showed off the chiselled physique marvellously, while his jeans had to have been sown straight onto his behind, so snugly did they fit him. Mike never wore a beard, and currently his head was shaved as well making him look very youthful indeed. He too eyed the stage, although there was more passion in his eyes than in Mr. Southerner's, and unlike the older man Mike could trust he was being watched back.
'Yes,' said Rachel. 'But not before... .'
Mr. Southerner waited expectantly, but Mike rolled his eyes.
'Not before your accident,' he said.
Rachel nodded.
'I can dance, I've taken lessons,' she said. 'But I haven't tried... the other thing yet.'
'I see,' said Mr. Southerner. 'Show us a little.'
Mike pressed a button on a remote, and music began to blare from the speakers. Rachel took a deep breath. Luckily she wasn't worried about the dancing. Even on this stage, she felt almost comfortable now, performing her routine. It had taken a while to get used to this new way of moving, to her limp, useless legs and to her chair, but Rachel had managed it, and now she was twirling around on the brightly lit stage to the beat of some pop song. She had regained much of her old confidence, much of her old skill. Dancing kept her upper body fit and strong, and she was as proud of her long, blonde locks as she'd ever been. Rachel had grieved for the loss of her great bum and firm thighs, which had gone all wobbly and skinny, but she'd quickly learned to focus on those assets that remained.
She put one hand high on a dancer's pole and deftly circled it, propelling herself using only the other hand. She glanced at Mike, who nodded with appreciation. Rachel grabbed the pole with both hands and lifted herself up, chair and all, and swung around it, before hitting the stage again and seamlessly continuing her twirls.
After a while, Mr. Southerner gave Mike a signal, and the music stopped, and so did Rachel.
She was out of breath, but looked less nervous now.
'Nice,' said Mike. 'What do you think?'
'Looks good,' Mr. Southerner said to Rachel. 'You can dance all right.'
'Thanks.'
Mr. Southerner stroked his chin.
'Let me see those tits,' he said.
'Oh um, all right.'
Rachel looked down at her body. She had chosen functional, comfortable clothing for her demonstration, sneakers, leggings, a sports bra and a simple, black shirt. The outfit was hardly flattering, but she'd chosen to focus on the performance instead.
Rachel quickly took off the shirt. After her little show and the warm-up, it was quite sweaty. To her relief, the two men looked on with what looked like purely professional curiosity. She could see their eyes darting around her stomach and zeroing in on her little muffin top. She took off the bra as well, and suppressed a sigh of relief as the breasts were allowed to breathe freely again. They were natural, and just large enough to sag ever so slightly. The moderately cool air and the sweat meant that the nipples were hard almost immediately.
'Not bad,' Mr. Southerner said. 'Lift.'
Rachel felt bizarre as she took a breast in each hand, and carefully pushed them up, while the men watched with nothing more than polite interest.
'Squeeze a little.'
She did, and had to laugh. Mr. Southerner looked bewildered for a second, but Mike was smiling.
'Ah well that all looks good to me,' said Mr. Southerner.
'Thank you,' Rachel tried to look serious again.
'But we will have to make sure that you are going to be able to fulfill all of your tasks here.'
Rachel swallowed.
'Don't worry,' Mr. Southerner said, and then smiled knowingly. 'What do you think of Mike here?'
Rachel tilted her head a little. Things suddenly looked very different.
'You mean I could... we should... you know... .'
Mr. Southerner's smile became ever so slightly frustrated, and Mike's chest swelled. Neither, however, looked surprised.
'Would that be acceptable then?' Mr. Southerner asked, and rose from his sitting position.
'Sure,' said Mike simply.
'Y-yes,' said Rachel.
'Well, then I think it's time I left. A pleasure to meet you, Ms. Foster. I hope you'll be working here in no time. For now, I leave you in the capable hands of my associate.'
He reached up to shake Rachel's hand. His grip was firmer than his appearance suggested, and there was something incredibly assertive about the way he'd spoken, despite his nasal voice and the low volume.
'Bye,' said Rachel.
'See you, boss,' said Mike.
Rachel reached for her things, her shirt and bra, and gathered them up into her lap.
She had dreaded this moment, put it off time and time again. Fear of it had kept her awake, caused her to despair, to think to herself as less of a woman, less of a human being. Could she still do it at all, could she still feel? And what if not? What would that mean for her life? Her future? All of this had tormented her for weeks on end, and right now but one single thought dominated her fractured mind.
Cute guy. Rachel blushed.
Mike pushed open the door to a little back-room, and held it for Rachel to wheel through.
The room was nice enough. Not anything remarkable, but it was clean, and a bed had been made for them, bright sunlight flooded in through a window. Mike closed the door again.
'Here we are. When you'll be here with a customer it's gonna be jazzed a bit, don't worry,' he explained, then pointed out the window. 'And probably not high noon.'
Rachel shrugged.
'The room's fine.'
'I thought as much,' Mike observed her carefully. 'Normally I'd have you try and seduce me, you know. Give me the whole show.'
'Normally?'
Mike nodded.
'I don't know anything about your condition, but you told my employer what you are worried about it.'
Rachel looked down, horrified at the thought of Mike pitying her fate. Fiercely she fought back against the urge to cry. She kept it in check.
To her surprise, she felt Mike's hand on her shoulder.
'Listen,' he said. 'You've been in this line of work before, and I've only heard good things about you, so I know you can do all this.'
He gestured around the room.
'What you need now isn't an evaluation of your performance, it's a simple experiment.'
Rachel looked up, and looked into Mike's eyes. They were full of sincere empathy.
'I'm sure you know that we've got a lot unique girls here, and I can tell you one thing: they've all found a way to make it work. All we have to do is find yours. Sound good?'
Rachel flung her arms around a flustered Mike, and pulled him down for a hug.
'Yes!' she said, welling up. 'Yes!'
She wiped away her tears.
'Can you get on the bed?'
Rachel laughed.
'Hey! You saw me dance, that's not what I'm worried about.'
Rachel took her limp legs into her hands, and put her feet onto the floor. She wheeled right to the edge of the bed, and pulled the brakes, then grabbed her arm rests, and pushed herself up and off the chair. With a heaving sigh, she manoeuvred herself across, and, with a little too much momentum, her bottom hit the mattress. Rachel bounced, but quickly steadied herself using her hands.
Mike smirked, and Rachel looked at her chest. She was still shirtless, and her breasts had clapped together impressively during the transfer.
'Great gimmick,' said Mike.
Rachel decided against embarrassment at this point. If she'd wanted to respond with 'oh like you're perfect,' or something similar, that notion quickly evaporated when Mike removed his own shirt, and his lean torso and gleaming abs were revealed.
'Wow,' Rachel mouthed silently.
Mike put his hands on Rachel's knees, and watched her expression.