My husband and I had been trying to conceive for the last 4 years with still no luck. We met at college and got married shortly after we had graduated. I am now almost 30 years old and I really want to be a mother.
I now had to make a very important decision. I had told myself if this test came back bad I would need to find a sperm donor without my husband finding out. There really was only one way for me to go about this. I needed someone else’s sperm and would hope I got pregnant from it. I would let my husband think it was his sperm and everything would be alright.
The question now was how was I going to pull this off? My husband and I were straight A students in college and were what you could call nerds. I am not the worst looking woman out there but I don’t exactly dress sexy for men. My husband and I are really conservative in bed and were each others only partner.
I may not work out as much as some other women do but at 125 pounds my body isn’t really that bad. My butt is alright while my boobs are below average in size. The problem was that I usually tied back my hair and I wore dark colored glasses. I looked a lot like a professor than a sexy woman looking for a man.
My husband had called and said he wouldn’t be home from work until around midnight so this was my chance. I don’t normally wear jeans so I found my only pair of jeans I had and wore those. I then undid my hair as I let it go any which way it wanted to. There really was nothing else I could do at this point. I just hoped with the things I did this would help me succeed.
I headed out the door except I had no idea where to even start at. How do you go up to a guy and ask, “I want you to make me pregnant?”
The thoughts continued through my head as I thought of everything from finding a guy out on the street to going to the library. After all of those ideas dried up there really was only one best option and that was to go to a bar.
I drove around looking for the perfect bar as I surely didn’t want to run into somebody I knew. I came upon a small bar that was located right outside a college. I had to figure there was no way anyone would know me there.
I parked the car and watched as several groups of college guys headed in and out of the place. I really wanted to be choosy on who I picked to help me out.
I began to walked in when I thought, What happens if I do find someone? Where will we go?
I continued on in as there were only about 20 people in the place. The TVs all had sports on and I saw a few women but the rest were all men. I sat down at the bar and ordered a soda. I looked around and found three handsome guys at a table. I figured any of them would do.
A few minutes later one of them headed over to the bar to picked up another pitcher of beer.