There I was, standing next to the bed, my fiancé lingering by the door, while Sara, my ex-girlfriend and the woman with whom he cheated on me, moved closer to me. Her presence felt like an intrusion into the intimacy of our bedroom, and I had to remind myself that I had asked her to be here.
It had been almost an eternity since I last saw her, but it still felt like it was just yesterday. Our time together, though short-lived, was marked by a chemistry that surpassed any other relationship I had experienced. Despite wanting to be mad at Sara, the attraction that still lingered between us drew me to her without my consent.
The way the fabric of her little black dress clung to her, accentuating her hourglass figure, made it nearly impossible for me to breathe. She looked at me through long, false eyelashes, her blue pools of desire hypnotizing me. Her mouth was slightly open, and she ran her tongue over her lower lip, no doubt to further tempt me. It worked. All I could think about was kissing her.
Memories of the passion we shared came crashing down on me like a tsunami. It was a mixture of nostalgia and yearning for what had been, knowing deep down that we could never go back. She burned that bridge by sleeping with my fiancé behind my back. My body tensed as if getting ready for an attack, and I took a deep breath, reminding myself of the mission at hand. I needed to find out what she meant to him, and for that, I had to keep up with this charade.
My fiancé stood there like a statue as I struggled with the whirlwind of emotions. His eyes were dark and filled with an emotion that was difficult to discern as they flickered between me and her, as if looking for a way to relieve the mounting tension. He was still close enough to touch her, but his posture was reserved, as if he were aware I could snap at any moment.
Sara approached me, and the room seemed to shrink as the air became thick with jasmine and vanilla—her signature scent. The weight of our shared history pressed down on me, tempting me to throw caution into the wind and fuck her again. Sara was a fantastic lover. Her primal desire for my body knew no bounds as she worshiped every inch of me, and I missed her intense passion and the way she made me feel alive. But I couldn't ignore the reasons why we had broken up in the first place and how she had betrayed me since. Though I may have forgiven someone who deceived me once, if they did it again, my heart would lock them out for good.
"Anna," Sara whispered, her voice betraying a tremor of uncertainty.
She took another step towards me, her eyes searching for something in my eyes, but I wasn't willing to let her see past the walls I'd erected to keep her from ever hurting me again. Only my fiancé now could tear down those barriers if I still thought him worthy after tonight. I stopped her in her tracks by lifting my hand, drawing an unspoken boundary in the air between us.
Sara came to a halt, a mere breath away from me, but there was a chasm between us that seemed impossible to bridge. I could see the flicker of bewilderment in her piercing blue eyes, which had once drawn me in so easily.
A whirlwind of emotions swirled around us, humming with the unsaid and unresolved. My ten-year relationship with my boyfriend was on the line, and Sara was the catalyst that brought us to this point. Her presence in our lives had caused a schism, forcing us to confront the cracks in our relationship's foundation that we had ignored for far too long. I had the ability to either repair those cracks or allow them to grow until they shattered the home we had built together.
There was no other option—the game had to be played, and the stakes had never been higher. Every move I made had the potential to heal or destroy.
"Undress him," I said firmly. In stark contrast to my insecurity, my voice resonated with authority, echoing in the small room.
Their eyes widened in surprise at my order. My fiancé, who had never seen me take such a commanding position before, seemed perplexed. Although I was a submissive, I frequently took the initiative, guiding Sara through her first encounters with another woman, but even she seemed taken aback by the intensity of my dominance.
Sara paused, her lips quivering slightly, and her hands fluttered nervously. It was as if she were cautiously navigating a minefield, fearful that a misstep in this intricate dance of our intertwined past and present would result in disaster. And she was right to be cautious. Nothing is more dangerous than a woman with a broken heart and nothing to lose.
"Undress him." My words dripped like honeyed poison from my lips, luring her into a dangerous game of desire and power.
Sara paused for a moment, her gaze locked with mine, before slowly approaching him. Her fingers trembled slightly as they found the buttons on his shirt. She slowly undid each one, revealing his bare, toned chest, and he maintained eye contact with me even as she tentatively reached for his jeans, carefully unzipping them. He stepped out of them with a deliberate slowness, now standing in his boxers in the dim lighting of the bedroom.
The tension was as thick as a fog on a crisp autumn morning as we tried to maintain the delicate balance of desires and uncertainties. Sara gave me a fleeting look, as if she were waiting for a sign—a confirmation that I wanted her to continue.
I gave a small nod, a simple gesture that carried the weight of my unspoken approval. Her eyes glowed with a renewed sense of purpose, despite her hesitation. She moved in closer, her fingers tracing the outline of my fiancé's boxer's waistband. He stood motionless, his gaze never leaving mine, as if seeking reassurance that I really wanted this to happen.
My heart pounded in my chest, a tumultuous rhythm reflecting the chaos of my emotions. Yes, there was pain, but beneath it there was a smoldering ember of something else—a desire to reclaim control, to assert my presence in a relationship that had slipped through my fingers.
As Sara slowly lowered his boxers, revealing his half-erect cock, I realized that this moment was about more than just them or even us as a couple. It was a reclaiming of self, a declaration of my place in this tangled story—I was the orchestrator, holding the reins of a situation that was fraught with complexity and past hurts.
The boxers slid to the floor, leaving him exposed to my scrutiny. He stood there, vulnerable, his usual confidence replaced by a raw openness I hadn't seen in him in a long time.
"Kick off your heels and kneel in front of him."
Sara's compliance was almost immediate this time, the sharp click of her heels echoing throughout the room as they hit the floor. She descended gracefully, assuming a position of submission before him. The atmosphere in the room changed as a result of this act, and he looked at her, his expression a mix of surprise and something unreadable. It wasn't the same loving expression he gave me when I was kneeling at his feet, submissive and obedient. This new look held a hint of curiosity and possibly even admiration, as if he had just discovered a hidden side of Sara that piqued his interest, and it hurt me to see him react this way to her.