Turning from the window as the woman went out of sight. "It's not supposed to be this way!"

Listening, he knew she was masturbating on the other side of this wall. "I don't understand why I cannot be enough!"

He wanted to beat the wall in frustration, but he knew any sign of such and he would lose her completely. "Instead I am losing her one day at a time!"

Intellectually, he knew that it wasn't fair to think like this, but emotionally, he couldn't help himself. "She never was mine, was she?" he asked himself honestly for a change.