I step off the path and follow my nose, tracing a route through the trees, trying to avoid stepping on dog violets, wood sorrel and primroses. There is a faint waft of garlic coming from a patch of ransoms a way away to my right. Bluebells provide an incoming tide of blue among the greys and browns of trees and earth, battling the green of dog's mercury for supremacy of the woodland floor.
Bees are buzzing busily; on a whim, I follow one through the centuries-old coppice wood, stems thick with moss and ivy, the smell of green a constant.
The bee zigs, zags and zigs again until it reaches a small well of sunshine among the pillars of the oak and ash, walled not with stone but hazel and hawthorn, floored with moss and yet more primroses.
I stop and sit, needing to drink from this well of peacefulness. Lying back on the spring moss looking up at the canopies of new leaves, recently exploding from their buds, I feel at one with the world, at peace.
Warmed by the early year sun, entertained by the chiffchaffs, blackbirds, thrushes, wrens, blue tits and great tits. (Oh, I'm immature!) But nonetheless, I get "that" feeling.
I can't help myself - I need to be closer to this ages old place, to nature. Unconsciously, hands and fingers move, undoing laces, buckle, buttons; sliding material. Instead of just accessing myself, here I am, all of me, naked, prostrate in the sun, bright against my green blanket.
My hands are still roaming, brushing, touching, never staying still, recreating someone else's touch. My eyes closed, I remember her face, framed by ember red hair. Her green eyes looking up at me as she tells me she has to clean me before we fuck again. She looks back down, takes me in her mouth, rolling her tongue along and around my straining cock. I touch her head, stroking her hair, entwining it through my fingers as she raises and lowers her head on my shaft. I see the hand not gripping me is busy between her legs, its fingers slipping in and out of her lips, over her trimmed red bush surrounded clit.
She looks up again, "I think you're ready now." I can only nod and moan agreement, the words not coming, unable to speak.
She turns around, bends at the waist, hands against the tree. "Fuck me then, I need you in me again. Fuck me like there's no tomorrow," she whispers.