I was feeling down for quite a few weeks after Janice gave me the shove. I may even have been depressed but being a country lad in those days I didn’t even know what depression was. In the country, there was only happy and sad. If you were happy then that was fine. If you were sad you spent time alone, focused on work and you recovered and of course, in time I recovered.

As I came out of the darkness that I was engulfed in it suddenly occurred to me that I had told Carol that I would introduce her to Robert. Well, as you might expect that was not going to happen but as a long term friend, I owed an explanation to Carol. This was the reason that I pulled up outside her parents’ house on a Friday afternoon.

Carol must have seen me pull up because she came out to the car, “Hi, Goyse. I haven’t seen you for a while. Has everything been okay?”

“I’ve been a bit down, Carol. My latest, Dorothy has taken up with this guy, Robert that I was going to introduce you to.”

“Yes, I had heard that around town. Bit of a bitchy thing to do, I thought.”

“Ah, we are all free to make our own decisions, Carol. I guess he offered her something that I couldn’t.” Of course, I knew what it was because her mum had told me but I wasn’t going to share that with Carol.

“I doubt that, Goyse. Everyone thinks the world of you.”

“Thanks for saying that Carol, even if it’s not true, it helps. I wish all girls thought the way you do.”

“Goyse, if it would help I’d be interested in going to the movies with you tonight. Perhaps some female company might make you feel better.”

“I’d appreciate that, Carol. I’ll pick you up at five so that we can go out for dinner before the movie.”

“Oh, thanks, I’ll like that.”

 I picked Carol up as arranged. Unlike a number of girls that I had taken out, she was ready and waiting for me when I arrived. As we headed towards town Carol moved over close to me. This surprised me as I always saw Carol as a friend rather than a potential lover. What this did was it raised the question in my mind of why I didn’t consider her a potential girlfriend. During the drive, I sorted the possibilities through my mind.

I had known Carol since my first memory. We had always got along well and we had never disagreed. It was possible that she was the only person that I had known for as long as I remembered that I had never had a disagreement with. The one issue that stood out was that in my early teen years I had a crush on her sister. As time passed it became obvious that no matter how interested in her sister I was she was not interested in me. I guess when I put that away in the waste paper basket of potential lovers I may have put Carol away with her.

I was deep in thought when she placed her hand on my leg. It startled me and I jumped. She immediately pulled her hand back and said, “I’m sorry, Goyse.”

“Hey, that’s okay.” I reached down took her by the hand and placed it back on my leg but closer to my cock. She responded by moving to lean her head onto my chest. I lifted my arm to allow her access. As I drove she very carefully stroked my leg. I very quickly became hard. She had to have noticed. Certainly, I did and it felt wonderful.

We arrived in town and I decided to take her to the best restaurant in town, the same one that I had taken Janice to. We stood together while waiting to be guided to our table and Carol reached over and took my hand. I looked at her and she smiled. I smiled back. The same lady who had spoken to Janice and me when we had our lunch was the one to show us to our table.

“Hello, Goyse. It’s nice to see you back again. I don’t think Janice told you my name. I’m Debbie. I’m the owner of the restaurant.”

“Hi, Debbie, this is my good friend, Carol.”

“Hello, Carol. It’s nice to meet you.” She held out her hand to shake Carol’s. After they shook hands Debbie held Carol’s hand and turned it to look at her palm. “Your hands are so soft and your lifeline is so long.” Debbie studied Carol's hand for a while then, “This is a very special night for you, isn’t it? See that interruption there.” Debbie pointed to her hand. “That’s an interruption to your life cycle. Perhaps something very hurtful is going to happen or illness, so bad that you think you no longer wish to survive. You must remember, my dear that when that time comes life only gets better with time.”

Carol looked shocked. “What are you saying?”

“Oh, I’m sorry. I thought that Janice would have told you, Goyse. I read people’s palms.” She turned back to Carol. “Don’t worry dear. It will pass and you will be very happy and live a long and prosperous life. Follow me. I’ll give you a table out back where you can have a little privacy.”

We moved to our seats but before we could sit down she looked at me and said, “I thought that you would come back after taking Janice home, Goyse. I know you thought about it. I would have liked that. I saw the sadness in your eyes. It would have helped you to have someone to talk to.”

I looked at her but couldn’t think of anything to say. After silence for a few seconds, she continued. “You young people enjoy your meal.” She turned towards Carol. “I’ll tell the girls to disturb you as little as possible, Carol.” With that, she turned around and walked away.

Carol and I sat down. Once Debbie was out of earshot Carol asked, “What was that all about? It was as if she was reading our minds. How did you meet her?”

“I came here with Dorothy’s mum, Janice for lunch. She introduced me to her. She seemed a little over friendly with me. I was trying to get over the separation at the time. It was as if she knew me or something. I did actually think of coming back after I dropped Janice off. How could she know that?”

“I don’t know. She said that tonight was very special to me. How could she know that? It’s as if she was reading my mind.”

“What do you mean by tonight being very special for you?”

“You really are a bit of a boof-head aren’t you?”

“You mean being here with me. Is that it?”

“As I said you really are a boof-head. Of course, what else could it be?”

“I didn’t know Carol. I really didn’t. I’m sorry. Are you going to talk to me about it?”

“No. I’ve already made a complete fool of myself.”

“Hey! I’ve known you as long as I can remember. I could never think of you as a complete fool.” I stopped talking for a while and watched her smile. She looked gorgeous. How could I have not seen that before now? I thought that sounded corny so I continued, “a little bit of a fool maybe but not a complete fool.”

We burst out laughing together. I jumped a little as her hand stroked my thigh. It felt good. In my limited experience, I had always been the one who made the moves. Here was a girl who knew what she wanted and she was out to get it. I lifted my chair and moved closer to her. She could now reach my crotch and she took advantage of it.

Just then a waitress came out to our table. The table was in a small room by itself. We had arrived early so there were very few patrons in at that time. “Debbie has recommended this for you tonight.” The waitress offered us both a list. I ran my eyes over the listing and was surprised that she had chosen what I was thinking of ordering.

“Yes, that’s fine. How about you Carol?”

“Yes, this is exactly what I would like.” Carol looked at the waitress and asked, “How does she know these things?”

“I don’t know. She seems to have a gift. One night she told me that she wanted a couple to leave. She asked me to take them a list as you have there. When they read it they got up and left. I asked her then how she did it. She said that if you study people enough you can tell what they enjoy and what they dislike. I’ve tried looking at people all night and I haven’t got a clue, she just knows, that’s all.”

“She seems to have a gift all right. I’d love to know how she does it.”

“Debbie has asked me to be your waitress for the evening, Goyse. My name is Linda. She asked me to tell you that because tonight is so special for you Carol, everything will be half price. My main task will be to make sure that you don’t get disturbed. I will bring your drinks to you in ten minutes time and your meals in thirty minutes. I will close the curtains to make sure that no one enters except me.”

I was impressed. “Thanks, Linda. We really appreciate that.”

“The thanks go to Debbie, not to me.”

I looked at Linda. She was a very attractive girl. She noticed me looking and I saw a flash of her eyes as she looked at me for a moment then back to Carol. She then turned and left. That vision of the flash of her eyes to me was one that remained in my mind for a long time to come.

Our meals were great. The privacy was even better. Carol took the opportunity offered by the privacy. As for me my main concern was avoiding making a mess in my pants. Carol certainly knew how to get a guy going. She stroked me through my pants at every opportunity. I was less attentive to her though. I didn’t want to be caught by Linda with my hands in Carol’s panties. That little flash of Linda’s eyes when she had first spoken to us had for some unknown reason had an influence on me. It was as if she had said to me, “I’m interested in you, Goyse. Come and get me.”

Despite my lack of attention to Carol, she kept the attention to me going. It got even better in the movies. Being in the country we had the choice of two movies. One was an adult rated movie about two couples who ended up swapping partners. It covered their lives prior to leading into the night where they ended up in each other’s beds. The other was a blockbuster of renown. Carol insisted on us going to the love story. I didn’t complain but had I made the decision the one we attended would never have been considered.  

The moment the lights went out Carol had my pants undone. The movie started with one of the couples in bed together. After some verbal exchange, the wife dived under the sheets and the camera focused on the sheet bobbing up and down. Being in my teens and I had not had sex for a few days the thought of what was going on under the covers had me erect. With no warning at all, Carol bent down and took me into her mouth.

I’d love to say that she worked on me for half an hour. Even ten minutes would make me feel okay but not so. The moment I felt the warmth of her mouth on my shaft my testicles lifted in their sacs and I let go with one of the largest eruptions of my life. Carol didn’t spill a drop. I kept leaking afterwards and she kept sucking. After ten minutes or so she sat up looked me in the eye with a smile and said, “We’ll keep him for later.” It was then that I realized I was hard again.

“Kiss me, Goyse.” After what she had just done how could any man not respond to that? We kissed. I could see her eyes closed and I felt how passionate she was but unfortunately for some unknown reason, I thought of Linda, the waitress who served us at the restaurant. In my mind, I was wondering how Linda would kiss. Would Linda touch me as Carol had?

There are a good many things in life that we can’t control. Among them it seems is our sexual attraction or lack of sexual attraction to other people. My interest in Carol had always been as a friend, someone who I could talk openly to about daily issues and someone who I could have a good laugh with about a joke. There were occasions where one of us had faced a dilemma and the other had always been there. Now, however, that relationship was in the throes of change towards that of a lover but I was having problems moving in that direction. The big issue that I faced was how to slow down that change so that I might adapt if I could adapt at all.

This was not someone I had just met. Nor was it someone who I could spend a night or two with and then walk away from if I needed to without implications. This was a lifelong friend. Somehow I needed to slow down or halt her advances but at the same time do it in such a way that we remained friends.

I looked up to the movie screen and the couples were now about to exchange partners. The exchange was being organized by the wives who realized that each held a flame for the others partner. One of the men simply liked women and was willing to sleep with anyone who wore a skirt whereas the other man whose name was Oliver only had eyes for his wife. He was going along with the swap only to keep her happy. She meant so much to him that he was willing to do what the other man’s wife desired just to allow it to happen and to give his wife the experience that she desired. I felt for him.

Carol pulled me toward her and she kissed me. “They are going to make love to each other’s partner. Doesn’t that make you horny?” She reached across to my crotch again then looked up at me. “You don’t get excited by that?”

“My mind was on other things.”

“It really turns me on, you know. I feel so wet. Can you touch me?”

I reached across my body and pushed her skirt up to place my hand on her panties. She wasn’t joking about being wet. Her panties were soaked. I stroked up and down her slit over the top of her panties. She groaned. She turned her head to kiss me again.

“Oh, that feels so nice. I think I would cum if you fingered me.”

I slid my finger between her leg and the edge of her panty leg and slid my fingertips inside her.

“Oh fuck, that’s it. Keep that up and I’ll cum.”

I pushed my fingers a little deeper into her and used my thumb to try to seek out her button. I was very surprised at how loose her pussy seemed to be. I had expected that Carol would not be very experienced but obviously, she was no virgin. My hand was very wet and getting wetter all the time. I looked at her and her eyes were closed and her mouth was gaping open as her chest heaved with her heavy breathing. I’d forgotten the movie. This was much more erotic than the movie.

“Ooohhh, that’s so nice, ooohhh, my God, I’m cummmingg, ooohhh, keep that up Goyse. I’m cumming, I’m cumming, I’m cumming.”

I could feel her body relaxing as her voice tapered off. Her pussy was gushing and the odour of her sex was overpowering. My cock was by this time so stiff that it hurt. She wrapped her arms around me and held me so tight I thought that she would prevent me from breathing.

“Oh, I loved that. I had waited so long for you to make love to me but you never took the hints that I dropped. Will you spend tonight with me, Goyse?”

I was taken back. I hadn’t expected that from her. Sure I was aroused and that was a direct result of our touching each other but she was my friend, not a lover. I didn’t know what to say. I didn’t know how to answer.

“Look Oliver is about to make love to Marcie. Take a look at that weapon he has. He must be more donkey than human. When he walked across to the bed it was almost hanging down to his knee. How will she handle that?”

“I’m not interested in Oliver, Goyse. I want you to spend the night with me. I don’t care how Marcie handles Oliver. I want you, not Oliver.”

“Okay, if that’s what you want.”

She was quiet for a while. We held each other tightly. Suddenly she pulled back from me and looked me straight in the eye and asked, “I need to know what you want, Goyse? Do you want to spend the night with me or not?”

“We’re friends aren’t we?”

“That’s not what I asked. I asked you do you want to spend the night with me. I’ll put it this way. Do you want to fuck me?”

“You’re a very sexy woman, Carol. I don’t know any man who doesn’t want to bed you. Of course, the thought has entered my brain. I’ve admired your body from a distance for some time now. Of course, I want to spend the night with you.”

“Then why don’t you want to fuck me? I want you to. Isn’t that enough?”

“I didn’t say that I didn’t want to do it, Carol, did I?”

“No, but you had to think about it. I could walk up to any man in this place tonight and ask them to bed me and every one of them would say yes, just like that.” She snapped her fingers. “But you had to think about it and even then it wasn’t a direct yes. Explain to me why you don’t want to sleep with me.”

“You’re my friend.”

“What has that to do with it? Friends fuck all the time.”

“Please Carol. Give me an opportunity to explain after the movie is over. We’re attracting attention. Wait until we are in the car so we can talk quietly about it.”

“I’m going now.” She got up and started to walk away then stopped and turned to me. “Are you coming?”

“Alright.” I got up and followed her. I looked at the couple behind us. He was dressed like a cowboy but smiling like a hyena. I smiled back and said, “I’m sorry if we spoiled your night.”

“That’s alright bud. You better tame that filly of yours. She obviously hasn’t been broken in yet. You’re gonna need a pair of spurs for that one. Just yell out and I’ll give you a hand if you need help.”

We both laughed and I hurried off after Carol. She beat me to the car and stood with her hands on her hips waiting for me to unlock the doors. When the doors had been unlocked she climbed in and slammed the door. 

I drove off slowly. Every so often I turned to look at her. She had a tear running down her cheek. I drove to a motel outside town. It was a little flashy but I knew that it would have a vacancy and there would not be a lot of guests. I got out and booked a room well down the back by explaining that we hoped to sleep in and didn’t want to be disturbed by early leavers.

I drove slowly down to the room. I got out but she made no attempt so I walked around to the passenger’s door and opened it for her. “Come on. Let’s go inside.”

“You don’t want to.”

“Yes, I do. Now get out and come inside where we can talk.”

“I’ve made a complete fool of myself.”

“Not that either, you only told me what you wanted. You are not a fool for simply asking for what is important to you.”

“I asked someone who didn’t want me.”

“That’s not true either. Come on. Let’s go inside. We don’t want to disturb the other guests do we?”

 She got out slowly. I took her into my arms and kissed her. She didn’t respond immediately but did after a short time. “Carol, you are very important to me.” I led her to the door and she entered. I moved her over to sit on the bed and kissed her again. As we were kissing I slowly pushed her back into a lying position with me on top.

I looked into her eyes and she looked sad. I kissed each one of her eyes and then her nose and then kissed her lips again.

“Spread your legs.”

“What?”

“You heard me. Now do it.”

She spread her legs so that my crotch was in contact with hers. My hard cock was pushing against her pussy separated by her dress and panties. I placed my arms around her legs and lifted her feet up onto the edge of the bed then pushed her back across the bed slightly. I kissed her again and then ever so slowly moved down along her body.

“What are you doing?”

“Just lay there and enjoy.”

As I moved down I unzipped her skirt. She knew what I was doing despite her question. She raised her but and straightened her legs to allow me to remove her skirt. She then resumed her prior position. I moved up along her stomach kissing her as I went. I pushed my body hard in against her, spreading her legs further. I then slid my hands up underneath her bra and placed a hand over each breast. I then moved my hands so that I could use my thumbs to circle her nipples. I could feel them growing as I did so.  

After a while of playing with her ample breasts, I placed my arms around her upper body and lifted her up to allow me to undo her bra. This allowed me to pull her top over her head taking the bra with it. She was now nude except for her panties.

While I had been doing this she had unbuttoned my shirt and undone my trousers. I lifted off her and removed my shirt and dropped my trousers to the floor. This left me with just my shoes and my underpants on. I removed my shoes but made no attempt to remove my underpants.

I went back to playing with her tits. Janice had taught me a lot about pleasuring a woman through her breasts and I applied everything that she had taught me. I knew it was working by the noises that Carol was making. Throughout her eyes remained closed and she had her head pushed back into the bed.

After some time I moved slowly down the bed once more. I looked up at Carol. She had raised her shoulders up to watch me. I smiled at her and she smiled back. When I arrived at my target the crotch of her panties was clearly soaked. I placed my fingers into the sides of her panties and pulled.  She lifted slightly and once more straightened her legs to allow me to complete my task. I placed my hands on her heels and pulled them back onto the bed. This left her fully exposed to me.

Before me was a very neatly trimmed pussy. The lower section had obviously been shaved while a narrow landing strip lay above her clit. Her flaps were extended and open very much like Janice’s. This surprised me because Janice was much older and had born a child where as far as I knew Carol had not. She obviously was not a virgin which is what I had suspected before that night.

I lapped away at the inside of her thighs which were very wet. I moved around her pussy but made a point of not actually touching it with my tongue. She, of course, moved to try to get me to but I simply moved with her. I looked up and there she was watching my every move. I could see her breasts heaving with her breathing which told me that she was very aroused. What her breathing told me was confirmed by the juices now running from her onto the sheets.

As time passed I gradually got closer and closer to her slit. I then moved my attention a little lower to her anus. This had the desired effect confirmed by, “Oh fuck. That’s disgusting but fucking nice. Suck my little clitty, please Goyse.”

“All in good time, honey but not yet.”

When I returned to her pussy this time I ran my tongue from the bottom to the top of her slit. Once again, “Oh fuck, that’s nice. Keep that up.”

I went back to work around the edges but much closer. Each time I started at the bottom and worked slowly up along the side of her slit, first one side and then the other. I looked up at her but this time her eyes were closed, her head was tilted back slightly and she was slowly moving her head from side to side. It was time to attack her clit. I moved up placed my hands either side of her and there it was. I took it into my mouth and very gently moved my tongue around and around it.

“Oh fuck, I’m going to cum.” With that, I felt a squirt of juice hit my chin. And then another and another. With every squirt, she let out a loud moan. If there was anyone in the adjoining motel units they would have been woken by that. It continued for about half a minute and then I felt her pushing me away from her pussy.

“I get a little touchy after my orgasm. I can’t handle my clit being played with. Do you want to make love to me?”

“No, not yet, I’m okay.”

We lay there for some time in each other’s arms. At one stage she dozed off because she started to snore. I was a little troubled by the look of her pussy. I decided when she woke up and kissed me that I had to ask. “Can I ask you a personal question, Carol?”

“Yes, of course, you can.”

“I’m no expert at women’s vaginas but yours was very different to what I had expected it would be.”

“So? What’s wrong with it?”

“Well, nothing is wrong with it but I thought that… well, I don’t know how to put it.”

“It’s stretched, you mean.”

“I wasn’t going to use that term. I was going to say used but yes, I guess stretched is what I did mean.”

 “I know I can trust you, Goyse so I’ll tell you. I’ve had a child, a baby boy. Remember last year I went down south for a few months. I told you that I was going away to complete my studies. I wasn’t lying I was studying but I was also pregnant. I completed my studies down south to allow me to have my baby without anyone knowing.”

“Oh, I see. Who’s the father?”

“I’d rather not say.”

“Okay, leave me in suspense then. Where is the baby now?”

“My aunt’s baby was born at the same time. She has adopted him and tells everybody that she had twins. I miss him every day. I wish I could have kept him but I know he is safer and will be better cared for with her.”

“How does her husband feel about it? That’s quite something for him to take on as well. I’m assuming he is not directly related to you.”

She looked at me for a time and then, “No, he’s not directly related to me but he is to my baby.”

“So let me understand this. If it was their son who impregnated you then the baby would be the product of direct cousins so…..  Oh, shit!”

“Yes, you’ve worked it out. My aunt came to visit us. Her husband is quite a hulk. I came home one day and walked into the bathroom and he was masturbating. I couldn’t believe how huge he was. I’d been with a man before but he was a little smaller than you. Uncle Bob was almost twice your size. I just stood there and watched. I didn’t know that he knew I was there. He suddenly said quite quietly, ‘lock the door and come and help me, Carol.’  I got up and did exactly what he asked me to do.”

“He raped you?”

“No, it wasn’t rape. I had a thing for him and I saw this as an opportunity. I moved over to him. He was sitting on the edge of the spa bath. He asked me to sit down on him. I put a leg either side and lowered myself down on to his huge cock. He held me open but it wouldn’t go into me. He told me to wait and he would be back. While he was gone I got undressed.”

“Where did he go?”

“When he returned he had a tube of lube with him. I asked him why it took him so long and he said that he needed my aunt’s permission before he proceeded. I asked him why and he said that they had an open marriage but their agreement was that they had to get each other’s permission before they did anything.”

“So they were swingers?”

“No, he explained that it was an open marriage where instead of cheating on each other they simply agreed that each could have sex with other people under certain conditions.”

“So what happened then?”

“He put lube inside me and fingered me quite a lot then covered his weapon with lube and made love to me.”

“So you were ovulating and he got you pregnant.”

“Not then. That came later. Mum and dad had gone on a cruise so they had come up to look after me. There was only three of us there for about three months. I moved into their bed with them and we made love every night. Initially, there was never any mention of birth control. They thought that I was protected in some way and I was enjoying it so much I gave it no thought. I knew the first time was not it because I had just finished my monthlies. He probably impregnated me in the following week. Whatever it was I had decided to get the pill and talked to my aunt about it as the time for my period approached. She was horrified. She knew that it would be too late because we had sex at least twice a day and every time he ejaculated inside me.”

“What did your aunt do while you and her husband had sex?”

“She usually joined in so it was a threesome. She and I would make love and he would watch. Once my aunt had reached her orgasm he would then make love to me. She often did things as you did to me earlier. They talked about bringing another man home to join us but I told them that if they did that I would not take part. I was only interested in him.”

“So your aunt was with you every time?”

“No, she wasn’t there every time. She would sometimes go out on her own and leave the two of us together. Most times we made love for hours. He called it edging. He would take it until he was almost at orgasm and then pull out of me. After a short time, he would enter me again. Sometimes I would feel a little squirt from him before he pulled out but his orgasm would stop once he was out. By doing this when he did eventually reach orgasm he absolutely flooded me.”

So where did your aunt go?”

“When she came home late she would climb over the top of his mouth and he would lick her clean. It was obvious that someone had fucked her because she would be full. Whoever it was would leave heaps of sperm. At one time I asked her who it was and she laughed and said, ‘it’s not one.’  From that, I assumed she was being fucked by a number of men.”

“You watched him lick her out?”

“Yes.”

“So you just sat back and watched every time?”

  “No, I didn’t just watch every time. One night she came home and Bob was asleep. I was awake, just lying there thinking about what was going to happen when they went home. She walked around to Bob’s side of the bed then came back over to me and said, ‘slide down the bed a little, honey.’ I didn’t question her but just moved down the bed. Before I realized what she was doing I was looking up at her pussy and sperm was running out of her. I knew that if I didn’t catch it I would have to sleep in it so I just opened my mouth.”

“So you cleaned her pussy for her.”

“Yes.”

“Did you enjoy it?”

“Not initially but it grows on you. After about the third time I started to enjoy it more, especially when Bob fucked me as I was doing it.  After that night my aunt would clean me up after Bob and I would clean her up most times after she came home from her boyfriends.”

“Did Bob make love to her while you watched them?”

“No. Not ever. All the time that I spent with them he slipped into her a couple of times but never once ejaculated inside her. She told me that she was shallow and when he got excited he hurt her. She said that she loved him but enjoyed sex with other men more especially if there was more than one.”

“If he hurt her why didn’t he hurt you?”

“Sometimes he did but I didn’t mind. It added to the excitement. Occasionally the pain made me reach orgasm. There was not one time that I didn’t enjoy being with him, or her for that matter.”

“Your child, how did that come about?”

“Pretty obvious isn’t it. I was having unprotected sex with him at least twice a day from two days after my period had ended until it was due. It just didn’t come. I was pregnant. Not only was he cumming inside me each and every day but when he ejaculated he would be pushing hard up against my cervix. There was no chance that I wouldn’t get pregnant.”

“You must have known?”

“Do I have to answer that?”

“You probably don’t need to. You wanted to get pregnant.”

“I said he was a hulk. He was always in control. If he wanted a fuck he simply took it no matter when it was or where he was. That’s the type of man he is. On one occasion we were in a clothing store. He pulled me into the change room and told the attendant to keep everyone out until he was finished. He bent me over and fucked me for fifteen minutes letting out a loud bellow when he reached orgasm. When we came out the attendant was still standing there keeping the other customers away. He handed her a fifty dollar note and thanked her.”

“How did you clean up in the change room?”

“I didn’t he just pulled my panties back up and we left. I had cum running out of me for the rest of the day. At one stage he took me into the male change rooms at the gym and fucked me. He did me pushed up against the lockers. By the time he finished there were three men watching us. One asked could he have a go. Bob looked at him and said ask her, she’s the boss. I said, ‘no fucking way.’ That was the only time that I got angry with him. I was angry because he was quite willing to let me fuck strangers at the gym.”

“So you left when he did that?” 

“No, I stayed. We went in his car and I had to get him to drive me home. I couldn’t go out on the road looking for a lift with his cum running out of me, could I? Besides I really didn’t mind. I quite liked having men watching us. If things had been different I may even have let the guys have their way with me but I didn’t want him to know that.”

“Why not?”

“Isn’t that obvious? I was falling in love with him. I wanted him to believe that I was his and his alone.”

“So you are in love with him?”

“No, I was in love with him. Eventually, I woke up that I was just another woman for him to use to get his rocks off with.”

“So how did you come to that conclusion?”

“A couple of my friends came over to see me. He called me aside and asked me could I talk them into letting him screw them. It upset me something terrible. When he realized I was upset he told me that he wanted me to join them. He wasn’t going to leave me out. That showed me the way he thought of me and it made me feel humiliated.”

“So what happened after that?”

“My mom and dad came home the next day and they left. My aunt told me to come down and stay with them when I started to show and they would raise my child. She told me that Bob wanted his child to be raised under his roof. I was in no position to argue. I had no job. I knew that my parents would tell me to leave if they knew that I had got pregnant. So I did what she asked and what Bob wanted.”

“What happened when you went down to stay with them?”

“By that time I was so horny I was masturbating every night. I needed what he could give me so it all started again. There was a difference. My aunt had her boyfriend’s coming over almost every night. One night Bob had to go away on business and my aunt invited me to join her. I was just over three months pregnant and horny at that stage so I accepted. My aunt told me that for the night her three men were mine to do whatever I wanted to with as long as she could watch and do clean up duties.”

“So you were fucked three times, each time by different men?”

“No, I was fucked eight times by three men. One of them tried the third time but he couldn’t reach orgasm. He gave up after about an hour. That was the night that I realized I didn’t love Bob. I lusted for him but I didn’t love him. These men gave me exactly the same feelings and desires as what Bob gave me so I was cured.”

“What about us Carol, is it lust that you feel for me?”

‘I don’t think so. You see Goyse throughout that entire time one thing stayed constant. Each and every night I dreamed of you. I didn’t dream of Bob or any of the other men. I did dream about sex with them but it was you who was doing it to me.”

 “That makes it difficult for me. I don’t know what to say to you.”

“You have already said it. You just did.”

“No, no, hold on! Don’t go off halfcocked. What I’m trying to say is that I need time to work out what I want. When I dream I dream of cars and boats and water-skiing. I don’t dream of any woman. Do you understand what I am saying? Let’s not rush things. Let’s go on a few dates and see where it leads. I’m not pushing you away. I’m just asking you to give me time.”

“Okay but you need to understand that I’ve been having lots of sex. Sex is very important to me. What has happened tonight was very satisfying but I need a man to make love with me and do it regularly. You need to be able to satisfy me but tonight you haven’t shown that you want to fuck me.”  

“Well let’s do it then.”

I pushed her back onto the bed and pushed my cock into her. There was no resistance and I slipped all the way into her with the first stroke. The story she had told me had me very aroused. I knew that I would not last long. It seemed to me that she also was very aroused. Perhaps telling the story had a similar effect on her as it did me.

When I reached orgasm after several minutes I pulled out of her and shot my cum up along her stomach. She lifted her head up and asked, “why did you do that?”

“What?”

“You pulled out.”

“Yes, I was not sure that you were protected.”

“Do you think I’m stupid? Of course, I’m protected.”

“You just told me that you got pregnant because you didn’t use protection. How would I know that you were protected now?”

“You just don’t get it, do you? I got pregnant because I wanted to bear his child.”

“And you don’t want to bear mine?”

“Maybe I will in time.”

“Come on, let’s get some sleep.”

I kissed her, rolled over and was asleep within a minute.

I awoke with a start. I didn’t know where I was. I looked around and was alone. I got up and wandered around the motel unit but Carol wasn’t there. I had a shower and wandered over to the restaurant for breakfast. A man approached me and asked, “are you Goyse?”

“Yes, that’s me.”

“Your young lady left this note for you before she got on the bus. She asked me to give it to you at breakfast.”

“Thanks.”

I opened up the note and read:

Thanks for letting me talk to you last night, Goyse. You are a really great mate. You allowed me to understand a lot of things about myself that I had not realized before now. One of those is that the reason why I dream of you is that you care about me as a good friend and I know that I can always trust you.

I have left early so as not to embarrass you more than I already have. I made a fool of myself by telling you that I loved you and you paid me the courtesy of not trying to take advantage of the situation as most men would have done. Please don’t take this personally but I can see now that it would never work out for us because I need more then you could ever give me. I have decided to go back to uncle Bob. Sexual satisfaction is an important part of my life now.

You can now feel free to approach Linda. I could see that she was interested in you last night and you paid her so much attention that you must have been taken by her as well. I wish you luck.

Your good friend,

                Carol.

PS – I don’t know how you gained that skill of eating a woman but I must say you deserve top marks. Linda will be a very happy and contented girl.